End of Year 2009 soon... Year 2010 is coming....

1 year = 12 months = 365 days = 8,760 hours = 525,600 minutes = 31,536,000 seconds

It is super hard to imagine how time flies. Time passes in the twinkling of eyes.. It is definitely true!!!! So hard for me to imagine how will I be after 10 years or even 20 years time. But hopefully it is a wonderful moment for me along the path that I have go through: from kid to teenager; from teenager to youngster; from youngster to adult; or even from adult to an old lady. Haha...

Thanks to parents for bringing me to this colourful world. I have such precious chance to enjoy and have a look on this wonderful world. Lots of things to learn, lots of things to think of and lots of things that I have to do in order to achieve a better target in life. Fortunately, I have a warm and lovely family who always give me infinity supports and concerns, no matter day or night, or when I am happy or sad.

Since graduated till now, it is almost half year time. I am changing, in term of thinking etc.!!! From studying to working, and understand more on how important are the social skills. Frankly, I gained a lot since working. Although I am just a fresh graduate and my job scope is totally different from what am I studied in university, but I am glad because I have been given a chance to learn a total new thing!! My computer skills keep improving and I am proud to tell all people surrounding me about this achievement!!! Same goes to my analytical and communication skills. So I must try to learn and gain more from my job...

Time will only keep on going and will not turn back. Entering the early of December, and it will end very soon as well. Any dream or wish before the year ends?? Sure I have... Lots of dreams and wishes. Hopefully I can achieve all these one day. Jiayou jiayou... No matter how hard the life is, or how tiring the job is, I will still keep going and do what should I do. Life will be very meaningful if we know how to utilize and enjoy it.

Year 2010, sounds like a great year then... It is the real time for me to step into society life after the study life. Working at other state enables me to understand more on how important the family bonding is. When a person work at a place far away from his or her hometown or family, he or she will always miss own family.

Me too.. I miss my family so much. Parents, siblings or even my neighbour's kid who is taking care by my mother!!!! I wish I can get back to you all one day. I wish I can spend more time to gathering with you all. Thanks so much for all the things you all gave me. Miss you all so much!!!

Well, year 2010... is time to set a target for myself and is time for me to achieve it!!!

Work hard to everyone as well. Let us work hard together and gear towards a better life in future....

时间飞逝。。十一月就快结束了！！！

二零零九年。。十一月。。。工作最忙碌的一个月份。。。三个大小型活动，总算告了一个段落。。活动总算顺利进行，虽说当中还有一些小细节仍需改善与进步，但毕竟忙碌了那么长的时间，也算不错了。。同事们，大家辛苦了。。谢谢老板娘，奖励我们一天的假期。。真的是感激不尽，因为我已好久没回家了。。。这个星期总算可以回家。。好开心哟！！

小时后，总盼望自己尽快成长，学习一切，懂得照顾自己，照顾别人，做自己想做的事情。。小孩的心态，是多么的天真，多么的纯白。。不知不觉，真的成长了。。随着年龄的增长，烦恼自然也增加了，负担也增加。。。时间真的飞逝啊，难以预算它的速度，因为真的太惊人了。。。

大学毕业后，也就等于结束了求学的路段，踏入社会大学的阶段了。。。进入社会工作，其实一点也不简单，好多东西是在求学时都学不到的。。而是透过工作，慢慢累积经验，吸取知识。。再把它应用在现实生活中。。。

十一月就快结束了，接下来的十二月。。相信也会飞逝如箭。。二零一零年也即将到来。嗯，是时候想想新的愿望与目标，策划自己想要的未来。。希望很快的，我可以找出属于我自己的一片天空。。。加油加油，相信自己。。我是可以的。。。

Busy and Tiring NOVEMBER.....

November 2009, the busiest month for me... busy with works... time flies without realize... tension, sometimes even cannot sleep well... sigh..but well, I knew this is the precious chance for me to learn more and more things, upgrade myself in terms of working skills: work as a team, learn to act fast and be alert from time to time...

Working for 3 months plus, finally... I found out that I really grew up... Mentally, I grew up a lot... Know how to think, organize, analyze data and understand the theory behind... That's the essential things which we will go through and gain when we start working... Thank GOD, now at least I really felt I have some input after work for few months here. I should work harder and gain more from here.. I need to figure out what type of pathway I wish to step on as to light up my future.

Busy November... supposedly I need to work on alternate Saturday... but there is an exception this month... I almost work every Saturday... Going Singapore for a public forum, Open house for Hospital, Official Opening Ceremony of Hospital etc....Lots of work need to follow up and work in team... and now I realized that communication skill is very important especially if we work in a team...

Hopefully with all these events.. I can gain more and learn more.. Although I cannot back home for more than 1 month, and I miss my family so much... but life still goes on and I know only through this, I just able to grab chance to learn and improve myself...

Good luck will always come to us, only depends on how we treat it as... Challenges always appear in life, we should treat them easy like ABC? or stress and tension?? I wish I can choose the first option, at least I will not feel so suffer... No matter how, still a learning process.. Hopefully I really able to think on another way round and make myself happier and smile always...

Such a tiring day.... Yesterday night failed to sleep...because of a tea latte... Really hard to believe it!! Previously, I was addicted to coffee until coffee does not cause any effect to me... then I stopped taking it after graduated... Who knows one day, even only tea.. I also cannot sleep... Really have to say Goodbye to coffee and tea... I really cannot sleep if drink it... it is time to change my habit....

Hopefully I can sleep well tonight... Goodnight and sweet dream ;p

心情终于恢复平静。。

上个星期，心情反反复复， 一时伤心烦恼，一时平静，一时毫无感觉。。令人不开心的事连续在同一天发生，那种感觉真的难以形容，除了伤心之余，还是沮丧，失落与灰心。。。

生活突然失去意义，人生突然失去目标，或许是我本身想不开，看不透，把当天的状况越想越复杂，越想越糟糕。。一时之间不能控制自己的情绪，终于忍不住掉下眼泪。。真的很辛苦，很压力，很冤枉。。那一天真的很难捱，时间也过得特别慢。。现在终于明白“度日如年”那种滋味是如何的了。。

侥幸的是， 亲爱的家人不断的开导及加以安慰我。。了解我的朋友也愿意成为我的听众，听我诉说，并加以鼓励与支持。。亲爱的，真的很谢谢你们。。谢谢你们在我需要安慰的时候，借个肩膀让我依靠；借对耳朵听我倾诉。。顿时觉得自己好幸福，在我需要的时候， 就能感受到你们对我的关怀与爱，真的很感动。。虽然你们都不在我身边，但一个温暖的电话来电；一个温馨的问候和鼓励简讯；以及让我能与真挚的朋友自由叙述状况的MSN。。。心情总算好多了。。总算恢复少许的平静。。

人生就是如此，总有起起落落，总有开心及伤心的时候。。事实上，我并不是一个非常乐观的人，虽说我也明白这个道理：人生要过得精彩，要过得快乐。。但当在现实生活中遇到困难或挫折时，我除了压力及苦恼以外，就只是会想尽方法去弥补或解决。。无形中的压力可顿时导致我精神恍惚，情绪大受影响。。

希望有一天，我真的能看开一点，想开一点，快乐一点，乐观一点。。少执著一点，少悲观一点，少压力一点。。

相信自己，我能够做到的。。要从挫折与困难中勇敢站起来，自我学习与锻炼。。总有一天，我能克服这些障碍与挑战。。开拓属于我的康庄大道，画出一片属于我的彩色天空。。。希望在明天，每一天都会是好日。。加油加油。。

My niece---Li ying

11 June 2009... My eldest sister gave birth to a cute baby girl.. So happy and glad because I am upgraded to become aunt...and welcome the presence of new member to our family...

Her name is Li Ying... such a cute baby...but with her loud voice and extreme loud crying...people will feel surprise and get shock...

See...She so cute...even sleeping can smile at the same time too...

Haha...she can eat a lot and sleep a lot too...start feel sleepy when people hugging her....

Baby girl, you can sit so nice and let mummy take photo ya... solo some more...

Finally, have chance to take photo with her mummy....

Baby Li Ying, hope you will grow up soon..Learn to crawl, walk, talk, and play with us...Everyone feel so happy because of your presence.. So you must listen to what mummy and daddy teach you ok? and have a happy life too...

short break...with family and my voice to my friends....

After 2months working, finally have a short break..went back to sweetest hometown-melaka and enjoy my wonderful moments with dearest family.... A short break from Hari Raya... Give me a precious chance to take a rest, enjoy my own personal time and space, enjoy the moment with family..

Cook meals for family, doing house work, gather with family and simply pre-celebrate mooncake festival etc. A bit tiring but it is worth, because I had chance to enjoy and share happiness with family.

Bought gift for brother as he just moved into his new condominium at KL.
P/S: Hey Bro, appreciate my gifts ya. Hope you will like it.. I will visit you and stay there if free.. Haha...

Unfortunately, I do not have chance to meet friends... Form 6 gang--- sifu Siew Chen: still having her final semester final exam. All the best and good luck to you gal; Swee Gek: finally found a job at Singapore and start working soon.. Have a good start ya gal, work hard and take good care too; Mee Keau: Tiring working, no chance to meet at the end, but never mind, we just wait for the next gathering when everyone is here ya; Pei Yee: Long time do not receive any update or news from you... How are you now?? Hope you are fine there and please contact with us when you are free.. Miss you so much. Lee Ting: Same to you. Take good care there ya. Have a happy life there too.

The rests of my Form 6 friends, seems we can only meet once a year--- during Chinese New Year!!!! Waiting for the next gathering ya.. Kim Yang: Not sure you still remember that you are the organizer?? Hopefully you will not forget and waiting for invitation from you ya.

Form 5 friends: Long time no keep in touch... How are you guys?? Busy working?? everyone is busy with own career now, really hard to have a simple gathering. Even sms or email also very very rare... Frankly speaking, felt a bit disappointed with our friendships.. Trying to maintain it but still failed at the end... But never mind, still waiting for the next chance.. Hope we still can keep update with each other then.. Hope you all are fine there.. Working hard but take good care too...

Today, 20/9/2009, one of my university friend took flight to UK....will further study at Scotland...Hey friend, hope you have a nice study life there. Work hard ya. At the same time, take good care and take lots of photos at UK, post to facebook and show to us ok?? Keep in touch too. Jiayou ya...

A short break, although just few days, but already enough for me to take a rest, and get prepare to work again. Trying to work hard and learn things... Gain experience and gain knowledge too..I know I can learn a lot from my current job now..

2 days more...and I will back JB to continue my work... Keep myself fresh and work hard again... Waiting to back home again during Mooncake Festival on 3/10/09..

Life....

Life...is short and simple. It can be meaningful, wonderful, colourful and memorable if we know how to appreciate and handle it....

In life, starting from a baby, kid, teenager, young adult, mature adult till senescence... Life is so amazing... How can a human keep growing: physically and mentally?? So unbelievable...

Surrounding us, are our dearest family, friends, and people, nice views, as well as any movable or static objects. We can enjoy our life very much, as long as we learn to appreciate if it is a nice memory, and learn to let it go if can make us sad.

Human brain and mind...such precious gifts from GOD... their presence enable us to remember what we had met in life...sweet and happy moments with family and friends, but so sad because we can remember those unhappy things at the same time. How nice if we can control our mind?? Just choose the parts that we wish to remember, and remove or forget those sad things??

Impossible...nothing is perfect... Memories include sweet, sour, bitter and spicy feelings...same goes to our life... all mix up...then can create a complete and better life...believe it?? try to imagine, if our life is just sweet enough, then how will be our life?? sure very boring and just flat...no climax and no meaning anymore.

No pain no gain...Human will only grow up and learn to think in a mature way after he or she facing challenges in life.. But as long as we can handle it well, everything will be fine then. Just be tough and brave when facing such challenges, and we will gain more from there.

Think positively, think about your bright future, think about what you should do next, plan for your own pathway. Nobody can help in these kind of things, only you can make your own decision and choose what you want. Cheer up!!!! Trust yourself you can do it, just need some time...

Every problem or challenge.... sure has its own solution at the back..No need rush to make decision, should spend more time to do analysis and come out with a better solution. That's life... At the same time, we must learn to appreciate what we had gained so far and use it wisely...

Life is meaningful... Appreciate it all the time.... Love yourself and think of those people who love you too...

updates...

Finally....i have some time to drop some words in my blog...

Entering new stage in life...start working..the feeling is totally different when compared to study life..

Life is so miracle and amazing...

When I was a small kid, I just knew how to play with friends and family, study and try to learn and absorb everything in mind...

Until I was a teenager, I learnt and gained more...not only in terms of knowledge, but I knew more friends through lots of activities, and get closer with dearest family...

Then became a young lady, entered university and started with my colourful and wonderful university life... enjoyed very much.. knew more friends...friendship is so precious for me...and I hope we can keep in touch even we are graduated and continue with different pathways in life... cheers for our friendships my dearest friends.....

Now..I am entering young adult level...start owning my own career, start thinking and planning for my future...what should I do next?? My target in life?? all these questions will keep appear in mind...

Wish me have a stable life and bright future.. Wish all my dreams come true...

Sometimes working is enjoyable, relaxing and wonderful... but sometimes working is painful, stressful and tiring....human always like that, with mixed feelings...

The moment when I gained first salary payment, I was so happy....because that's my first earning after working hard for my first job... keep it up!!! hope I can learn and gain more experience and knowledge through working...

Dearest dad and mum,
Thank you so much for your love, patience and cares.... I am growing up and big enough now...mature thinking and I really appreciate on what you all did to me.advices and guidance..Thank lots... I wish I can take good care of you from time to time..Love you all so much...

Dearest Sis and Bro,
Thanks for leading me to this level since young. Our family tradition....Younger member will follow elder member's steps.. Luckily all of us realized and understand that study is important. Now the certificates I gained is much more important and really helps in life. Work hard together and take good care ya.

Dearest friends,
How time flies...so fast all of us graduated and entering new level in life... some of you still further studies, going overseas or study at local university, some of you (including me) start working and gain experience. No matter how, thanks for your accompanions, advices and guidance... I will remember all the happy and memorable moments...till forever...Take good care too...

thanks to everyone...I will work harder in the coming future..

new life...work hard...

finally...step into new chapter in life, new environment, new friends... everything is new for me.. must try to adapt myself and have a more colourful days in life...sure I can do it... It is time for me to have a try, explore and improve myself, not only in terms of knowledge, experience, soft skills and so on. I will work very hard for it..

Take good care my friends.. meet you all in coming convocation.. see ya..

new chapter of life...new beginning...

After taking 1 month break.. free from study, thesis, exams... everyday busy with surfing net, msn chatting, searching for jobs, eat and sleep.. Now I am entering a new chapter of my life--- no more study life!!! is working life now... I must try my best to find a suitable job.. try my best and be confident..i can do it...waiting for a good new...

Friends, work hard ya..all the best in future..keep in touch and take care..

Time to say GOODBYE....

Time flies... Finally finished with my final paper for my final semester in university.... submitted my thesis...completed 108 credits which is the basic requirement for me to graduate and obtain a degree in Biohealth Science... finally... all these came to the end... end of my university life... end of my status as an undergraduate student, and now unofficially i can declare myself as graduated.... finally.. all these things can be achieved within these 3 years...

Now is the time for me to say GOODBYE to my lovely university, University of Malaya.. next, my beloved lecturers... thanks a lot for all the guidance, advices and encouragement... really learnt and gained a lot. I will try to apply all these in my daily life and future then.. thanks anyway...

GOODBYE to my dearest coursemates, especially See Sin, Xiang Le, Geok Chin and Kah Fai.. I should thankful to GOD because giving me such a precious opportunity to know you guys.. Accompanied me for these 2 years, and the most important thing is... my university life can be so colourful, meaningful and memorable just because of you guys!!! Thanks a lot for everything-- be patient and tolerate with me from time to time, give me advice and suggestions.. and lend me shoulder to cry when i am facing any problems or any unhappy things.. really thanks a lot..

Time passed in the twinkling of eyes, 3 years of university life came to the end... my mind now keep refreshing all the happy and wonderful moments.. once again, i cannot control my emotion... tears start rolling in my eyes again... Is time to say GOODBYE to all of you, especially my lovely ESK gang... really not willing to let you all go, not even willing to say GOODBYE to you guys.. If I have chance to choose, sure I wish the time can reverse and switch back to all the moments we had go through.. But in fact, it is impossible.. other than crying and saying thanks or goodbye, I just can keep all these in my mind and wish you guys all the best...

3 years, busy with studies, activities, exams and finally thesis.. Honestly, the time for us to gather is just nice.. no any extra... Seems we just knew each other yesterday... and now is time to leave, aim for own target in life, and drive forward to achieve success in life!!

The moment when we finished our last exam paper, we were extremely happy... hanged out with friends and celebrate.. since we are FREE!!!! free from study, free from exam, free from hitting high catecholamine level, free from stress!! On the other hand, we were sad... because we will separate soon...the chance to meet and gather can be said as less than 50% since all of us wil start busy in planning own future... anyway, really hope we will still keep in touch and take good care ya..


University life came to the end.. Now is time for me to take a break, and well planning on my future.. which step should i follow? working... pray hard so i can get a job very soon...

Finally, my turn going back to melaka tomorrow...

To all my beloved friends.. thanks again for everything... i will remember all the sweet memories in my mind till ever and ever.. once again, take good care and keep in touch ya...muaksss!

累。。。

累。。。除了累。。
累累。。。还是累。。
累累累。。。除了累。。
累累累累。。。还是累。。
累累累累累。。。除了累。。
累累累累累累。。。还是累。。
累累累累累。。。除了累。。
累累累累。。。还是累。。
累累累。。。除了累。。
累累。。。还是累。。
累。。。真的很累。。

又是忙碌但心情复杂的日子。。

忙忙忙。。最近除了忙碌，还是忙碌。。时间表总是排到满满的。。连要稍微停下来喘喘气的机会也好难哦！！

不知不觉，一个学期就快结束了！！！也是我在大学的最后一个学期了。。时间真的过得好快，一瞬间，一个学期就已近尾声了。。

这个学期，真的过得好“充实”。。忙于毕业论文，课业。。无形的压力和疲惫。。从来只有增而无减。。就说下个星期吧！！本小姐要应付三科测验，星期一，四及六。。（连星期六也要考试，真可悲。。可是再也找不到适合的时间，所以也没办法啦！）

下星期也要把我的论文草稿（完整片）交给我的教授。。希望能够尽快完成吧。。毕业论文，刚开始还好，日子久了后，就渐渐成为我的噩梦了。。我也不知道为什么，只是很累，很压力。。希望这一切即将结束。。

接下来就是大考了。。虽说有一个星期准备，但是老实说：时间是不够用的！！好多东西要处理。。相信时间会飞箭似的飞过，大考会很快结束。。希望一切都是顺利的。。

大考后呢？？那个时候。。我的毕业论文应该也交上了吧！！我总算毕业了！！不需再上课，不用应付考试，不须再做论文。。。或许之后我会很怀念。。但毕竟还是要去面对。。是时候踏上新的社会，新的环境。。开始适应自己了。。

很期待与朋友们一起去云顶玩乐的日子，当作是我们的毕业旅行。。朋友们，我们即将要分离了。。希望咱们的前途一片光明。。无论将来会是如何，大家一定要保持联络哦!!我真的会很怀念过去我们一起度过的欢乐时光。。永远都回紧记在心。。保重哦！！倘若时间能够重来，那该有多好！！但我又不想重新投入上课，做论文的那一刻哦！！哈哈。。人就是这样。。没有任何事是完美无缺的。。。

祝福你们。。但愿大家毕业后都事事顺利，心想事成。。凡是加油哦！！永远都会支持你们！！

Biohealth Science Thesis Poster Presentation and Acknowledgement...

27/3/2009 (Friday).... The most important day for our final year university life-- Thesis Poster Presentation of Biohealth Science 2008/09...

Registered at 8am.. Pasted our posters at our own boards.. The tutors just came over and told us who will be our internal and external evaluators.. Really Thank God!! luckily i will be evaluated by two nice lecturers... really happy and thanks..

Me and my dearest poster!! My first and the last poster i did for my university life.. Such a nice poster.. so happy with my creativity..haha...

First of all, special thanks to our thesis supervisor and lecturer, Dr Nurhayati.. Thanks for all the guidance and advice on our posters and our works.. Really appreciate it.. Thanks again ..

Me and my cute lecturer.. such a nice and responsible lecturer.. Thanks alot..

Thanks to all my groupmates (xiang le, see sin, kah fai, hon leong, unie, huda, nadia, irfan), master students (li kuan, rebecca, ing kin, veron) and PhD student (kak suja) who contributed alot for this event and helped us during our Lab work. It is hard for us to complete our works without your help.. Thanks again..Merci!!

So packed our working schedules this two weeks.. Busy preparing everything just for the poster presentation.. decorating a nice and self-explainatory poster, preparing draft for presentation, practicing repeatedly (until no voice..haha..), choosing nice and suitable formal wear, matching it with a pair of nice shoes..

P/S: We went to the printing shop for few times just to edit and correct the posters.. But finally and luckily.. we managed to settle it on time..

My dearest "Biohealth SS Gang"... All of us looked so smart and professional.. haha..

Me and xiang le.. girl, really thanks alot for this whole year.. without your car, i think i will meet a big problem in doing my thesis lab work.. and thanks for accompanying me from time to time.. sure i will remember all the time when we did Lab work till very late and went for supper!! haha... Although very tired and exhausted, but quite enjoy the sweet moments we had..

Me and geok chin.. the one i "admire" and respect so much since i was in first year.. the one who can do last minute work but at the end still can done very well.. all the tests, exams etc.. just the only two things i want to comment about her: 1) her writting.. so artistic...till all of us cannot read it... 2) creativity?? especially on her poster... no offense.. but it is true..

P/S: geok chin, if you have time and chance, how about if you try to improve your writing next time? sure you can do it..but creativity? sorry... i really had no idea on how to help you..

Me and Kah fai.. Hey guy, this time you looked really smart and handsome.. you should set your hair all the time.. learn from see sin.. hehe.. nice to meet you (although you like to "co-operate" with see sin and bully me + scold me S.K. You know what is S.K stands for right?) Anyway, really enjoy the moments we had together this 2 years.. sure i will remember it for the rests of my life.. cheers!!!

Me and see sin (ah pek).. ehm.. everyone praised you that day too.. saying that you looked so smart and handsome.. especially my housemate.. (You know who is she right?) Feel happy right? but is true also.. once a guy wear a formal wear, with a tie and set his hair.. then will look smarter.. agree with me?

p/s: Hey ah pek, really thanks.. you really helped and supported me alot.. although sometimes you give me troubles too (in term of helping you do this and do that...) hehe.. anyway, because of you, our gang became so noisy, talkative and active.. well done.. (good or bad? think yourself and i had no idea about that..hehe...)

4 of us (kah fai, xiang le, me and see sin).. How come we all showing a serious pose?? because we were in formal wear??? haha.. but really a nice photo..i like it very much.. left geok chin behind only.. sigh...

By the way, really thanks to my friends and roomates from biochemistry.. Thanks alot for your supports!! Hope you all doing well in coming thesis presentation too.. sure you guys can do well one.. have faith on you guys!!! work hard..

Me and Bee Chee.. my roomate who always in blur situation.. hey, focus on your thesis and paper work..stop chatting in msn.. kidding only.. just try your best ya..

Me and Mui Hua.. another tough and independent person.. thanks alot for giving me opinions on my poster and presentation draft.. and those chemistry theories.. thanks to Bee Chee as well.. but so sorry because i din't put your names under acknowledgement.. and i should leave a space to put your supervisor's name as well is it? haha..

Me and siew wen.. gal, really thanks for your support!!! to be honest, i think both of us became closer since i moved to UT.. our intermediates: xiang le (your roomate) and mui hua they all (my roomates as well).. anyway, such a great chance for me to know you better right? keep "jiayou" for your thesis and coming final exams as well..

Me and Hooi Thing (Lao Yang).. Since when we became closer? I also not sure about it.. because of you, i had chance to eat famous duck rice and seapark "wantan" mee.. nice recommendations.. remember ask me go along if going to have nice meals next time.. haha..thanks for attending and giving us support during our poster presentation too..

Let's take a photo as memory.. (Hooi Thing, Mui Hua, Geok Chin, me, Bee Chee and Siew Wen)

Biochemistry versus Biohealth Science?? No, no, no, we are under a big family.. haha..

Presentation session ended around 1pm.. Although not a perfect presentation for me, but at least i already tried my best to finish it.. Well done to all my dearest coursemates.. all of us did very well in the presentation...

finally done with my thesis poster presentation!!! so relieved... New challenges waiting me now.. 3 tests in the coming two weeks, Ko-k day, thesis paperwork and final exams.. must work hard for it...

take a short break and a good rest... lifes still going on and i still need to work harder...

Time passed in the twinkling of eyes.. left 1 month plus and i will graduate soon. Will say "goodbye" to my study life and will enter a new level in life soon.. just hope everything will go smoothly.. same also for all my friends.. really glad to know you guys.. my life become so colourful and meaningful.. love you guys very much..thanks again ya... Let us work hard together to achieve success in lifes..

tired..exhausted...

tired, tired and tired...
busy, busy and busy...
now just have few words to describe me: busy, stress and tired...

such a busy and stressful study life..
poster presentation on my thesis...
thesis paper work..
assignment..
mid-term tests.. 4tests.. waiting me....

tired.. lack of time...
still can blogging here.. haha...
just want to take a small break..
drop few words and then continue with those heavy works..

i know i can do it..
just sometimes feel very stress and feel down...
need some time to adapt myself to such busy and tiring life...
but all these will end very soon...

may be after this i will miss such life...
because i will graduate soon...
no such study life again next time..
so just learn to appreciate all these..

anyway, still need to face it...
just be tough and independent...
try my best will do...
everything will go smooth then..
pray hard for it...

all the best to my friends as well..
best of luck and take good care...
all these will be our sweet memories then...
gambateh and see ya!!

Such a Nice Breakfast + Lunch..

14/3/09, Saturday...

Me, Mui Hua, Bee Chee, Hui Nee, Hooi Thing and Siew Wen..

Thanks a lot to my roomates and friends... such a good idea to prepare our own breakfast and lunch.. although wasted time, but really had fun with you all.. Co-operate in preparing everything.. really enjoy the whole preparation process.. thanks again ya..

Whole meal.. so nutritious! (Really? seems more oily and harmful to health.. But once in a life time, so just go ahead with our plan.. haha..)

Our Main course: Salad (Fresh BeiJing Cabbage with carrot slices + tasty mayonaise), Sausage, Ham, Harsh Brown (Thanks to Mui Hua and your sister of course), and half-cooked egg.

Baked bread with butter..

Crispy and salty french fries... but wasted a lot of time just to fry it up..

Whole set of meal.. with mushroom soup which is hot-served, plus ice lemon juice.. such a balance meal.. haha.. really satisfied with the meal.. so full..

How much we spent for this meal? I think jz around rm3 if not mistaken.. so Cheap.. haha..

Hey friends, next time we try something special ya.. cook some special and yummy food..

04/02/2009... Happy Birthday to Kah Fai..

Date: 4/2/2009 (Wednesday)

Venue: Sushi Zanmai, Gardens

Happy 23rd Birthday fai fai.. sorry la..no present or cake for you.. just a simple celebration at sushi zanmai, the Gardens.. Anyway, hope you really enjoyed ya..

3 handsome guys: (from left to right)- kah fai, hon leong and see sin..

3 nice and pretty girls: me, geok chin and xiang le.. haha..

New year, new Birthday, new hope.. wish you all the best in everything and happy forever ya.. take good care then..

Such a nice and yummy lunch at sushi zanmai..

Colourful Sashimi...

Seafood rice..

Chicken rice with smooth egg layer..

Vegetarian Mee soup..

Such a long time six of us not going out together.. i think our last time gathering was during my last year birthday right? So fast the time passing by.. all sweet and wonderful moments we had only can be kept in mind now.. but for sure, i will remember it for the rest of my life.. really appreciate it and thanks for everything..

Nothing to say by now.. just hope all of us have a bright future after our graduation.. God bless and good luck in everything.. Take good care and promise always keep in touch ya.. Miss you guys!!!

Confusing...

6:18am in the morning.. Woke up earlier around 530am to do revision for coming test at 9am..

These few days wasted a lot of time... suddenly lost direction in study.. no mood or momentum to keep study and not so care on tests or results anymore..

Why and how come this can happened? I also don't know.. just knowing that I am exhausted and tired now.. Final semester really hard to go through, but the time passing in the twinkling of eyes..Really unbelievable..

Thesis lab still hanging half way.. really wish and hope I can finish it as soon as possible... such a nightmare for me.. so tiring!! But I understand that this is just a small thing in my life.. I should learn to be tough and brave to face it..

Thanks to my dearest coursemates.. Luckily you guys accompanying me from time to time..No more lonely..No more sadness.. My university life is so colourful and wonderful. Sweet memory for me and of course i will miss you all so much after our graduation..

Suddenly having such a feeling: Confuse..

Confusing with my study

Confusing with my thesis Lab work + paper work

Confusing with my FUTURE

Many people and friends keep asking me what i want to do after my graduation in this coming May. Will I stay back and finding jobs at KL here or back Melaka? Or will I further my study in master?

The only one I can confirmed is I won't continue with master study by now. I wish to find a job and gain some working experience.. Such a new challenge for me now. I need to learn everything start from the beginning. New environment, new challenge, new life stage and perhaps, knowing new friends..

Wishing for the best and try my best to achieve that..

By now, I should focus on my study first. Try to maintain my result in this final semester.. Sure wil get busier and busier in coming months. So I must work harder.

It is time for me to pull back myself to study.. and it is time for me to concentrate and keep revising my coming test.. All the best to all my friends..

Tiring..

Doing my thesis lab almost every night this week.. did till 1am and had lecture at the next day!! Having 3tests in the following week..but i still need to carry on with my thesis lab.. just need to arrange some time for me to study and get prepare for the coming tests..by now, that's my final year university life!! Keep busy and tiring..

i know i can go through it..so must learn to be tough and work harder... hopefully my thesis can go smoothly and can complete it on time.. god bless and i promise i will try my best to finish it..work hard infinity..

tiring and exhausting.. no time at all to do what i planned to do before.. i just can do what i can by now.. and cannot plan till so far anymore.. just can put more effort on my thesis and study...

somehow, i was thinking: thesis just a small part in my life, university life some more.. i must go through it since i was decided to do so.. if i fail to face and handle such a small challenge, then how can i facing another big challenge and problem in the future? so i tell myself: i must be tough and brave enough to face all the challenges in life.. must get ready and well prepare..

will continue with my thesis lab again at night later.. hopefully i can get a satisfy result..

29/01/09... form6 gathering...

Venue: More Cafe, Melaka.

Such a nice and memorable gathering with you guys..although just few of us, but i already felt very happy.. thanks for still appreciating and remembering our friendship.. cheers for our friendship!!

From left to right: Mee Keau, Xiang Pei, Chin Woan, Piong, Mun Fei, Lee Pin and Lee Ting..

Mun Fei, Piong, Siew Chen, Mee Keau, Me, Lee Ting and Lee Pin

Gathering during chinese new year... since when this event become our annual event? i also not sure about it, but really glad and happy to have such event.. at least we can meet once a year.. chat with each other about our recent lifes, studies and futures as well..

First of all, sure need to say thanks to our main organizer, Mun Fei.. thanks a lot... unexpected.. just sent 1 message to you.. request for gathering..then you work so efficiently.. and finally we can had a meet before everyone go back for study..

Mun Fei and Me... Heard said you will be future politician right? don't forget me when you achieve your dream ya..

P/S: actually me also helped in sending message to inform our classmates... haha...

By the way, me, mee keau and siew chen... 3 of us were in "PURPLE" that day.... really unbelievable.. we dint tell each other that we will wear purple clothes, jeans skirt and white shoes... but during the gathering..we really look alike...

See that? 3 of us so purplish...

Anyway, only 3 guys attending the gathering... Chin Woan had left the gathering earlier.. so.. besides mun fei.. our another handsome guy, that's Piong... look so smart that day.. but his handphone keep ringing that day.. such a busy person.. By the way, heard said you want to be a police officer? and wish to get an inspector? kidding right?

Piong and me.. hope your girl friend won't mind ya..

Lee Ting and Lee Pin.. sure i won't miss both of you.. don't worry.. To be honest, really happy to know both of you when we were in form6.. really had fun with you guys.. but i think we laughed more than we chat.. jokes anytime and anywhere.. made us laughed till nearly mad.. haha..

Lee Pin and Lee Ting..

But so sorry because i don't have chance to take a photo with you, lee pin.. hope you not mind ya... waiting for the coming gathering ya..

Me and Lee Ting..

girls turn... our turn to take a photo and keep it as a memory..

Chance for another two guys..

Because of you, my form6 life became so colourful.. thanks a lot.. hope our friendship will not fade as time goes by..waiting for the next gathering.. keep in touch and take good care..

原来Cheras的Pasar Malam是那么大的。。

在吉隆坡度过了近三年的大学生涯。。但总没机会去Cheras的Pasar Malam逛逛。。今天。。我终于有机会去那么大的夜市集参观了！！我终于可以大声地对大家说：“我曾来过这里了！”哈哈。。

当然，我还是第一次那么迟才去逛夜市集的。。晚上十点多才出门，逛至近凌晨一点了。。此刻我才晓得原来这里的夜市集营业至凌晨的。。真的很佩服做生意的人士们，更加佩服逛夜市至那么迟的顾客。。当然也要谢谢我的朋友们。。让我有这么罕有的机会，在这个时刻看看夜市的情景。。

只见人山人海，大家都挤得水泄不通。。若不是大家牵着彼此，我想还真的很容易就会失散了。。上百摊的摊位，卖着各式各样的东西及玩意儿：食物，装饰品，衣服，新年摆饰，新年糕饼，包包，鞋子等等。。真的是琳琅满目，同时也令人眼花缭乱。。再加上农历新年将至，道路上都挂着红彤彤的传统灯笼。。还有档口销售着红包及新年吊饰。。随着新年歌曲的播放，顿时能感受到农历新年即将来临的那种浓郁气氛。。真的好期待哦！！

虽然天空下着微微的细雨，但人群似乎不因此而减少，相反地，大家还是往前迈进。。继续逛夜市。。真的是精神可加。。我们却是边走边吃，边走边逛，边走边买。。很可惜的是，由于时间的不允许，再加上老天不作美，在旁刮风又下着细雨，结果我们来不及逛完整个夜市集。。应该只逛了近三分之二吧！

无论如何，我已心满意足了。。因为我终于如愿以偿了！！哈哈。。朋友们，谢谢你们的陪伴。。虽说第二天我们早上八点还要上课，但大家还是很兴致勃勃地，顺了我的要求。。哈哈。。谢谢咯！！！结果呢？？明天班上将会出现四只国宝--大熊猫。。嘻嘻！！

已是凌晨两点半了。。不知不觉已夜深了。。也是时候睡觉了。。不然还真的会变熊猫了。。

tired..exhausted...

累。。。除了累，还是累。。真的很累啊！！才刚开课，已经累得喘不过气来。。真痛苦。。有觉睡不得。。有戏看不得。。有钱花不得（开玩笑而已）。。真可怜。。

累，累，累。。每天不是早上八点就是九点上课。。超累的。。最后一个学期了。。还有那么多的实验要做。。每一科的笔记都要用人力来抄写。。而且还是很赶的那一种。。真可悲。。加油吧！！这次真的是最后一次了。。

累，累，累。。这种日子快点结束吧！！我要自由。。我要向往无忧无虑，逍遥自在的日子。。

十二生肖运程。。星座指南。。您相信吗？？

又是崭新的一年了，相信很多人都会趁这机会看看自己的生肖运势，又或是星座运程吧！当然我也不例外。。总会抽出一点时间，去阅读自己及家人的运程。。然而，请问您。。您真的完全相信吗？还是只是纯碎当作参考而已？对我而言，我只把这些运程当作是参考而已。。虽说推测的人士是有经验及专业的，但我还是只为参考，绝不会完全相信。。


十二生肖轮盘。。生肖的安排是根据人们出生的年份。。为什么会有十二个生肖呢？他们又是如何跟着次序排名的呢？传说中，听说这十二只动物的排名是根据他们比赛赛跑，谁先抵达终点的将会排名第一，如此类推。。所以很明显的，鼠是排名第一，而猪是排名十二。。还曾听说过，原本猫也是其中一位参赛者，但因为中了老鼠的奸计，所以就被淘汰了。。也因如此，如今的猫是多么的讨厌老鼠，也因如此，现在的我们才能看到猫吃老鼠这一幕咯！也还听说过，大象原本也是其中一位参赛者的。。但详情我倒不是很确定。。这些故事到底是不是真的？我也不晓得，只是听说而已。。

每个生肖，可说代表着人们不同的人格，不同的性格。。根据生肖运程里头的预测，一个人的运程是由多方面联合而成的。。其中包括健康，事业，家庭，人际，爱情，财运等方面来推断的。。

我的生肖：可爱的老虎。。哈哈。。

至于西方国家的呢？他们大多数都是较相信十二星座吧！天空上的星星，很奇妙的，能够构出一个图案。。以前的人们就是随着这些图案而为这十二个图案命名为十二星座的。。


山羊，水瓶，双鱼，牧羊，金牛，双子，巨蟹，狮子，处女，天秤，天蝎，射手座。。一个月份，一个星座。。十二个星座，也有各自的象征与神话。。那么不可思议的星座，如今已用于推算运程及运势。。真的很不简单。。

我的星座：天秤座。。听说天秤座的人。。是公平的，漂亮英俊的，通常都会以和为贵，具有卓越的、左右人与环境的能力，。。。最主要的一个缺点就是猶豫不決﹐太注重平衡﹐反而不容易产生决断﹐因为总是在权衡得失，喜新厌旧﹐善变之至。。但是不是所有天秤座的人都是这样的呢？我倒可没这么觉得。。

当然还是同样的一句话。。您真的完全相信吗？坦白说，我呢，只相信一半。。还有另一半，是我觉得一个人的命运，其实就掌握在自己的手中。。至于您的命运会是如何，我想其实是在于您如何付出吧！一个人的命运在于自己的造化。。而我也很深信着：“一分耕耘，一分收获”这个人生哲学。。

当然，星座及生肖运程也有它一定的可信度。。无可否认，有些推算及预测还真的蛮准确的。。但最重要的。。不要太过依赖。。毕竟一个人的人生还是由自己断定，由自己操控与掌握。这只是我自己的看法，绝对没有任何冒犯的意思。。若有冒犯，请多多谅解。。谢谢。。

in CNY mood...

Time passed by in the twinkling of eyes...Chinese New year 2009 is coming soon.. The only holiday i have for this whole semester, and the only event i am waiting for so long.. haha..

Lion Dance, a nice symbol in CNY..

This year we are very lucky...because the holiday starts before CNY eve until the 7th day of CNY.. so happy.. The first and the last time in our 3 years university life...so happy and excited.. Furthermore, 1/2/09 is the public holiday for KL, so there will be an extra holiday replacement on coming monday, 2/2/09. Yeah, means our holiday will be extended to the 8th day of CNY.. Such a nice and great holiday..

Things needed for CNY: Ang Pau, Mandarin oranges, and "Nian Gao"..

Unlike previous years, our CNY holiday until 3rd or 4th day of CNY only..we still need to attend the lectures although we are stilll in CNY mood.. sometimes the worst thing is, we still have tests after CNY break.. Pity us, need to do revision during CNY..but what to do? That is the responsibility and duty as a student.. Anyway, to be honest, i think many of us will just keep enjoying CNY rather than just sit down and study for the test.. that is why sometimes we did badly in our first test.. Because all of us are in CNY mood instead of studying mood for the coming test..haha..

Chinese New Year, such a huge and important event especially for chinese.. A festival which can unite whole family through reunion dinner, etc. Families, relatives and friends will visit each other during CNY celebration..such a great chance to gather everyone.. chat and have fun with each other.. such a warm and wholesome atmosphere.. i really love such feel and at the same time, i appreciate too..

Receive Ang Pau from families and relatives.. sending their best wishes to us..

By now, for sure, everyone starts busy with CNY preparation.. still remember one week before i back to Kl, my mum keep asking me helped her to clean the house, cleaning dust, changing new curtains, etc. Although quite tiring, but I can felt the coming of CNY..

New year..all in New..busy in what? sure busy with shopping!! buying new clothes, new shoes.. promise everything in new!! all in red..red Lanterns hanging here and there, the playing of CNY songs at shopping complexes, CNY wishing cards and red Ang Pau selling everywhere..The moment you see that, it means CNY is really around the corner!!

Red lanterns hanging here and there.. Red colour, such a lucky colour and a symbol for CNY..

Countdown for CNY: 23 days to go... i know the time is still early, but still want to take a chance and wishing everyone: Happy Chinese New Year!! may all your dreams come true.. may this lucky year bring lots of happiness, health and wealth, joy and peace, love and care to all of us..

Happy Chinese New Year 2009 to everyone!!

** still the same, sorry for the broken english..