好感人的故事。。

这是我阅读的一篇文章。。令人非常感动。。也从中领悟了不少。。想与大家一起分享。。希望你阅读完后，也有所领悟。。

所謂的曾經，就是幸福。。。

中午，我站在學校大門口當交通導護，幫助一年級的小朋友放學。卓新勇的母親，悄手悄腳提著一個便當在校門口。被我一喊，她露出不好意思的表情。
「老師啊！．．．」
「哎呀！我不是跟妳講了嗎？學校不喜歡家長替孩子送便當。如果每個媽媽都像妳這樣，學校大門就擠滿了人，那樣，我們怎麼放學呢？」
「我知道！我知道！」
哼！知道了還送，簡直是明知故犯。
「妳不會讓他自己帶便當嗎！」
「我知道！我知道！」
這些話，不曉得說了幾次。每次一到中午，送便當的家長和放學的一年級小朋友，常常相撞在一起，造成相當的困擾。卓新勇是一位沈默寡言，乖巧內向的孩子。有次上課，他竟然打瞌睡，我很訝異，把他叫起來。
「怎麼了？」
他一臉迷惘站起來，不回答。第二天上課，也是這樣，我實在受不了，狠狠地把他叫過來。 「你到底怎麼了？」
我已經氣得半死，口氣已經控制不住。突然，他垂頭淌下淚水。我暗自一驚。
「說呀！到底為什麼上課要打瞌睡呢？」
[我媽媽住院了！昨天一直在醫院陪她。」
我一聽愣住了，頓時，心中的怒氣消失了，代之而起的是無限慚愧，
「她為什麼住院呢？」
「是肺癌！」
我一聽，心都涼到腳底。心中想到身體贏弱的卓新勇。如果，不幸那天來臨，他將如何繼續往後漫長的歲月呢？ 想到這兒，不禁鼻酸。吃飯時，妻子在餵兒子吃飯，我不禁想起，以前卓新勇的母親偷偷摸摸替他送便當。 　
第二天下班後，我騎著機車到醫院探望他母親。 幾個禮拜沒見，卓新勇的母親瘦得不成人形，蒼白的臉， 光禿的頭，簡直不敢相信就是她。她看到我，顯得很驚訝，努力想站起來，但是，一咳嗽，整個人歪了一邊。
「不要站起來！不要站起來！」
「老師！謝﹍﹍謝謝你！」
她吃力喊著，眼眶消出淚水。
在醫院的走廊，卓新勇的父親對我說：只剩下兩個月了！嗚！我﹍真的不知要怎麼辦？」他老淚縱橫。
回到學校，報告校長。
「他爸爸已經六十多歲了，現在母親又將離開人間， 是不是我們可以發動全校募款。不管多少，都可以幫助他。」
校長爽快答應。 經過幾天募款活動，我們總算募到五萬二千一百二十元。把錢送到醫院時，卓新勇的母親已經在昏迷中。
「我們準備今天送他回家！」
卓新勇的父親，臉形憔悴得發白。我一聽，心頭抽搐一陣。
「老師！能不能幫個忙？」
「請說！我能夠做到的，我一定答應。」
「他前幾天，一直拉著卓新勇的手，喊著：媽媽不能再替你送便當了！ 我想，請老師再讓她送最後一次便當，只有送便當時， 他才真正感受到一位為人母親的榮耀。」
聽到這兒，我百感交集地點點頭。中午，一輛救護車呼拉拉開到學校大門口。卓親勇的父親和一名醫護人員，推著擔架上的人。我淚水盈眶，站在旁邊，伴當交通導護老師。
「到了！到了！」
卓新勇的父親買了一個便當，躺在擔架上的卓新勇的母親，伸出瘦細蒼白的手提著便當， 在旁邊人員推送下，慢慢靠近大門口的鐵門。 在鐵門的另一邊，卓新勇伸出右手，接過母親的便當。
「媽！」卓新勇嚎啕大哭。
這時，我清楚見到她母親瘦削的臉頰，抽搐了一下，彷彿想說話，但是，又說不出來。
「媽！我不要！我不要妳走！」
卓新勇呼天搶地叫著。我的淚水，再也控制不住，嘩嘩而落。我暗恨自己，以前是多麼殘忍！ 　隔天，卓新勇的母親就去世了。卓新勇的母親出殯後。一天，卓新勇的父親來到我辦公室，遞給我一包牛皮紙。
[老師！這是你和學生們幫助我的錢，我認為還有更多的學生， 需要這筆錢，所以，還給你們。謝謝你熱心幫忙。」
說完，錢一放，就掉頭離去。這筆錢彷彿生熱似的，直燙著我心坎。我天天找卓新勇聊天話家常。深怕他經不起喪母的打擊。
「老師！你放心！我很好！你不要一直替我擔心！」
卓新勇對我說「我很早就知道，我母親就要死了，我也不是不想聽你話，叫媽媽不要送便當。 因為，一天當中，只有中午，我才能吃到我媽媽煮的飯。」
我心頭一凜，「為什麼呢？」她很虛弱，家裡都是爸爸在煮飯。只有中午爸爸不在，她才能偷偷背著爸爸煮飯。 是她堅持要送便當的。」說完，卓新勇淌出淚水。 　

很感人吧！我看到一半就忍不住眼淚就掉下來了！
各位～趁著父母健在的時候，好好的孝順他們喔！
不然........將來後悔也就來不及了！
一直以為幸福在遠方，在可以追逐的未來。
我的雙眼保持著眺望，我的雙耳仔細聆聽，唯恐疏忽錯過。
後來才發現---那些握過的手，唱過的歌，流過的淚，愛過的人......所謂的曾經，就是幸福。。

happy new year 2009!!!

30/12/2008...one more day to go..then i have to say Goodbye to you, 2008... Countdown for 2009!! Happy new year to all my beloved family and friends...hope you all happy everyday!!Take good care as well..

Year 2008, such a nice and sweet year for me.. memorable and wonderful moments with my family, friends, coursemates etc...and the MOST important is...i will graduate soon!! having my final semester now..Last paper for my final exam will be on 4th of May..so I will graduate on May of 2009!! Convocation will be around August or September 2009... The moment and the only event i was anticipate for so long since i stepped to UM three years ago..

Finally..3 years university life will come to the end very soon..every year with different feelings..still remember i was super busy with college activities during my first and second year of my uni life...then staying outside for my final year..no more busy with activities, but busy with my studies and thesis.. like what people said, final year will be the busiest year for everyone...so tiring and exhausting..anyway..such life will end soon..just be patient...

Busy with studies and thesis... luckily still got chance to hang out with friends and coursemates... as a reason to release STRESS!! haha..anyway, really had a wonderful time with you guys..really appreciate it..thanks alot for accompanying me..cheers for our friendship!!

Now i just hope i will have a smooth beginning after my graduation...step into a new level in my life..prepare to move forward and get ready to face the new environment and new challenges..

p/s: suddenly found out i am getting older...or in other words..mature!!haha..

sweet memories with friends and beloved coursemates...

New starting...new hope..and i promised myself: i wil try my best and work hard to achieve success in my life.. Pray for it...

Lastly, Happy new year to everyone again..may all your dreams come true..

爱一人,但别让自己为一种伤害..

如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.
人生中有许多种 ..
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

我们的约定。。。

03/12/2008。。对我而言，真的是很开心的一天。。我们六人终于能够相聚了。。是否记得？我们每次的约会，总是不齐全的。。不是你忙，就是我不能。。这一次，在大家的互相迁就与配合下，我们总算能见面了。。

真是天意弄人。。从陌生至相识；从相识至相知。。当我们考入大学的那一刻，我们六人竟然都得到不同的大学。。。此刻，就一直想到往后要见面的日子会更难。为何说到好像要分离似的？其实我只想带出的是：朋友们，我真的很珍惜我们相聚的时刻，更加珍惜我们之间所建立的友谊。。我不希望快速的时间或是遥远的距离带走了一切，更不希望大家因此而忘了联系彼此。。


回想起中六咱们一同渡过的日子，虽说中六生涯最艰辛难熬， 但对我而言，中六生活。。因有你们的陪伴。 。我的中六生涯。。每一时每一刻，都是开心与多姿多彩的。。谢谢你们咯。。惭愧的是，我的部落格已开了那么久，我倒还是第一次把你们带入我的部落格世界。。哈哈。。不好意思咯！！

永远的朋友：敏，婷，珍，仪，娇，玉。。。

一起唱-K的美好时刻。。我永远都不会忘记。。。

我与最敬爱的师父，秀珍。。酷酷的女生，中文顶呱呱。。不愧是我的师父哦！

我与婷婷。。其实我们是偷偷站在一家餐厅门前。。所幸的是，它的门是关着的。。当店里的小二急得出来招待我们时，我们却快快的溜走了。。哈哈。。

我和仪。。香喷喷的黑胡椒鸡饭。。好像好好吃哦。。但不是我的。。

我和娇。。相识近七年的朋友。。果然有默契。。一样颜色的衣服。。哈哈。。

玉，我永远都会记得，你在中六时可作弄及欺负我不少哦。。但同时也带来了不少欢笑与快乐。。所以就暂且原谅你啦。。哈哈。。

嘿嘿，这三位小姐。。请问你们在干啥呢？竟然站在服装店前当临时模特儿？姿势还摆得挺自然的嘛。。有潜质哦。。


亲爱的朋友们，很高兴能认识到你们。。记得要永远保持联络哦！！一同加油吧！！也要记得我们十年后的约定。。现在仅剩七年多咯。。加油吧！！

Pre-birthday celebration with our dearest coursemate: xiang le...

23/11/08... 7 days before your real birthday girl (1/12)... since all of us are going back hometown soon..so we celebrate your birthday earlier ya..wish you happy everyday and all the best in everything you do...give you infinity support ya!!

Happy happy birthday to you girl...may all your dreams come true... cheers!! 22 years old lo, is time to plan your own future... remember: i will be the first who will support you always ya!!

Well..long planning for your birthday pre-celebration actually..firstly, we planned to celebrate without your notice..plan to make it on tues, 25/11...with a reason that we will having a small gathering before we going back for holiday...but at last minute..our little bai bai- geok chin cannot make it..due to her research with master students and lecturer at kuantan...so we only manage to make it on sunday night..

P/S: Should say thanks to me, seesin and geok chin...haha..we can discussed and made decision in the fastest and shortest time...so efficient....nice job!!! (self-praised... but it is the truth..)

see sin, me and geok chin...

Having our dinner at Jaya 33- western food...ehm..not bad the roasted bread...but the main course seems not really nice..but still ok..we all really had fun and enjoyed it very much...

Me at Jaya 33 western food restaurant

See sin, the one who like to "bully" us...and spreading O'nyong nyong virus around the world..haha...

Our birthday girl, xiang le, the one who so lucky...get double degrees at the same time..majoring in biohealth science and in SLEEPING... our sleeping queen...

Geok chin, the girl who always very calm and steady in facing her life and all challenges... I really "admire" you.. is time for me to learn from you.. learn to be tough and independent...

After dinner...our next station.. Tong sui shop at SS2...there...we celebrate your birthday, girl...nice lychee cake...should say thanks to geok chin for buying the cake...yummy....

Make a wish... " I want to be a millionaire... I want marry a rich guy... I want to be sleeping queen...etc.."

Pity gal... your birthday celebration..but your face become "creamy" after blowing the candle...because see sin pushed your face towards the cake..pity you...and feel sympathy to the cake also...but luckily we still can eat that cake...haha..

** xiang le: because of your birthday...we all did a lot of things just for the celebration o...feel touching? haha..

Firstly, me and geok chin went midvalley at the day before our gathering just want to buy you a birthday present..we still lied to you that we went there just for dinner...such excuse...hard to accept actually..who knows you din't notice about that..luckily....

Your birthday present: a cutie and convenient watch...we bought it for you because it suits your style and your small hand of course....and because you need a simple watch for you to bring to taiwan soon...so we just decided to buy you this watch...hope you like it ya..

A cutie watch to my dearest friend: this colour really suits you...

P/S: thanks to chie wei as well...because you stopped xiang le from buying watch..but next time don't came out with such reason just because don't want let her buy the watch...such a funny reason and excuse..joking la.. but really thanks..

girl...really lucky and happy to know you...such a nice and understanding friend and coursemate...muaksss...wish you have a great birthday celebration on 1 december ya...

** taking photos with our birthday girl....

Cheers for our friendship!!! me, xiang le, geok chin and see sin...nice to meet you guys!!

To be honest, really...you guys really made my uni life become so colourful and beautiful... and thanks for accompanying me from time to time, no matter i am in happy, excited, sad, frust, or disappointed.. really thanks a lot...

Me and xiang le..

See sin and xiang le..

Geok chin and xiang le..

Take good care to everyone and see you guys next semester...next semester will be our last semester... so we must appreciate it ya...

To xiang le and geok chin: enjoy your days at taiwan ya...take care...bye...

The most important people in my uni life (VVIP in university): see sin, xiang le and geok chin.. thanks so much for everything.. really appreciate it...

Karaoke outing...

Date: 17/11/2008...

** Hoo-ray!!! nice and great outing with friends....

Participants- me, xiang le, see sin, geok chin and of course..our sing- k Queen: li kuan...

Venue: Red box (The Gardens)

P/S: But my advice is-- don't choose there if possible...bad service and not systematic at all..

Finally...we kept our promise!! this outing is planned before our study week... seems long time ago...now we already finished our exam..ehm...1 month ago i think...should say thanks to li kuan..the one who keep asking us go for sing-K..haha..

here we reached the Redbox of The Gardens...room 33..the singing session should be from 1-3pm since we chose the package including the lunch...showing our student cards..sure can get discount..not discount actually, just a promotion with student price...haha..but if we wish to extend our singing session..we have to pay extra..it's ok...as long as we had fun and enjoy singing...so we sang till 545pm..haha..long session...sang till our voice also cracked..But it is valuable and worthy..we had chance to practice our voice box!! (as li kuan said...haha..)

Me and xiang le keep ss-ing while the rest busy singing.. thanks to geok chin, a.k.a bai bai...

See that?? this is the first time seesin looks not tall wor...because the two girls beside him too excited.. sing-K till stand on the sofa...haha...

P/S 1: li kuan...unbelievable...you really expert in singing such taiwan hokkien songs...really nice mennn...haha.. Taiwan Hokkien song QUEEN!!!

P/S 2: 3 of us (me, xiangle and geok chin) also not bad...we kept singing S.H.E songs..since 3 of us ma...haha..but really enjoy....

P/S 3: the only guy- seesin...expert in what? expert in driving?? no no no...he experts in singing english songs...

So the conclusion is--- all of us expert in singing...Really?? nope, only expert when sing K among friends...

Release stress and tension after final exam...forget all unhappy things...then Sing K is the best way to achieve that...

hey guys..really had fun with you guys..next time we sing K again ya..but say "NO" to the Garden's Redbox...next time we go the Curve one...haha...

happy 23rd birthday to my roomate - muihua

17/11/2008...my dearest roomate, muihua's birthday...happy happy birthday ya..may all your dreams come true and future undertakings...

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO "MAN TAO"...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.."

17/11...my roomate, mui hua's birthday

we just had a simple celebration with her..9 of us including her: me, beechee, huinee, xiangle, siewwen, carol, hooi theng and seesin...

9 of us at Ming Tian open-air food stall

A banana chocolate cake and some junk food...that's our small party..although just a simple celebration..but i believed all of us really had a wonderful time...cheers for our friendship and cheers for her birthday as well...



Such a nice and yummy cake....but at the end..that's the cake left after we all kept eating by using a spoon...


Hey girl..23 years old lo..will graduate soon too..just wish you have a bright future ya..try to be tough and be independent in all stuffs in life..but i know sure you can do it well...just work hard to achieve success ya..jiayou jiayou...






Such a nice open-air food court..we had our own VIP seat...separated from people crowd and we had our own space to chat freely..so enjoy the moment we gathered..and took photos as memories too..thanks to everyone...


That night we tried the spicy sausage.. who knows...oh my God..so hot and spicy...till me nearly cry because of the taste..anyway..a nice try too..but..next time sure i won't eat that again...haha..


Nice view... girls..let us take photos and let seesin be the cameraman..haha....




at last..still want to drop few words to the birthday girl: happy birthday ya..friendship forever too...

new life!!!!

Yesterday slept at 330am..just finished my final exam yesterday..slept without using alarm to wake me up.. at last woke up automatically around 10am..my first time..can sleep without any worry--worry on cannot finish revising..worry on exam..worry everything.but now no more worries on exam stuff...and finally i can take a good break...

New mission comes--> my thesis lab work...i need finish parts of the lab work before i going back home this coming december..really need to put infinity effort on it because i totally ignored it during my exam time.. left aside and focus on my exam first..now is turn to work hard for it..

Lab work..this kind of thing really hard to say and unpredictable..all the results obtain must obey the rules..must obey those similar researches which had been carried out past few years ago..That's what undergraduate student should do for their thesis..luckily i will be guided by a nice lecturer and friendly PhD and master students..at least won't so tension in planning my thesis stuff..all things can discuss with them nicely and come out with a better plan..hope i really manage to finish my work on time..

new life..end of 1 semester..after this 2 months break..just left 1 more semester to go..then i will graduate= is time for me to find a job..is time for me to adapt to new life, new environment and new stage of my life..hope i able to find a suitable job soon..will try to learn things and gain experience from there..i will try my best and work for it..

the dream is still early and quite far? no no no..time will pass very very fast..is time for me to plan on it..anyway..just try my best and work hard to achive success in my life..i wish to make my life more colourful and enjoyable..

By now..just focus on my thesis work first..2 weeks time...going lab to do thesis work almost everyday..such kind of life sounds scary and tiring too..but..i still need go through all this thing..so just learn to be tough and be independent..sure i can do it..gambateh!!

我重获自由了。。。

2008年11月14日。。晚上十点十五分。。

我终于自由了。。。难熬的考试周终于在此刻划上了“完美”的句号。。真的完美吗？今晚的最后一张考卷，似乎是我在那么多科考试中最难回答的一科吧！无论如何，这一切都已成过去。。虽然不是很清楚知道该如何作答。。但。。我终于考完试了。。那种如释重负的感觉。。唯有亲身体验才能真正理解。。可是目前为止真的轻松很多了。。我的脑儿不再阻塞。。不再不能好好的发挥功能。。只是它真的要休息了。。为了这次的考试，我已虐待它了不少。。无限制性的咖啡。。用手指都能算出的睡眠时间。。真的对不起咯！趁这假期我会好好的对待你。。谢谢你了。。

但是。。现在所谓的轻松。。并不再像是以前那种考完试-所谓的开心，兴奋，自由自在，无忧无虑的感觉。。严格上说：并不算是开心的。。原因也不知是什么。。只是知道自己真的累了。。疲倦不堪的身子，再加上筋疲力尽的脑子。。真的是时候好好休息了。。这个学期的考试，一点都不轻松，也不敢去松懈或怠慢。。只是知道我要尽我所能，做到最好！！但。。我真的有做到吗？我真的还不晓得哦！！

考试一结束。。记得还是下着雨。。但我们还是很尽情地， 很潇洒的去喝茶“庆祝”一番。。其实大家的心情都一样。。并没像以前那么开心。。但是。。当我们去一间嘛嘛挡大快朵颐，大吃一顿时。。那种开心的感觉。。慢慢渗透出来了。。最开心的是。。我们五人又再次有机会一起出来聚会了。。
p/s：哈哈。。没想到你当初会那么快一口答应。。还带了我们去吃丰富的夜宵。。谢谢咯。。

这夜宵当然丰富啦！吃了七十五零吉哦。。先来一杯特制的水果汁。。再来个鸡肉拼盘，海鲜米粉，芝士面包。。好好吃哦。。好开心哦。。好久好久没有这样享受了。。恐怖的study week & exam week。。你们是时候让开了。。是时候去休息了。。下个学期再来找我吧。。咻咻咻。。

朋友们，考试结束了。。无论成绩将会是如何，都希望大家每天都那么开心哦。。假期也来临了。。然而可怜的我们。。还要留下来做毕业论文。。突然间好想家哦。。好想回到那温暖的家。。期待这一天的到来。。。

夜深了。。也是时候去休息了。。是时候补充回我之前所失去的睡眠。。所以我决定了。。明天就让我睡到自己自动起身吧！我还要把手机给关上。。哈哈。。

接下来就是为我的毕业论文奋斗咯！！加油加油。。我可以的。。朋友们。。相信你们也一样可以的。。大家一起加油咯。。

yeah!!!!

So happy today!! although still have 2 exams to go..this coming thursday and friday..
"work hard la gal..sure you can do it one!! just try your best will do!! "
Left 2 more papers, after that i will free.. then can fully utilize my time focus on my thesis bench work..hope can finish it as soon as possible so i can back home earlier..

* home...i m coming...wait me... miss my home so much..miss my family...miss my mum's cooking..miss my friends...

Met my thesis supervisor today..really happy chatting with her..such a responsible and understanding lecturer..so proud to become your student..really..sure i will appreciate and work hard...in my study and thesis..really had fun and very enjoy..first time we can so close with our lecturer..can joking..laughing..."making noise" as well..thanks alot to my lecturer and my fellows...

1 semester will end very soon..1 more semester to go..next semester sure will keep busy and busy..anyway..i must try my best and work very hard..i must graduate within 3 years..haha...
again..."sure you can do it gal..keep it up!!"

dearest friends and coursemates...try our best to achive success!! all the best and good luck...cheers!!!

歌曲中的人生哲学。。

这是一首很有意思的歌曲。。摘下其中的几段。。想与大家分享。。

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了 就不敢继续往前走
为什么 人要这么的脆弱堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

不要这么容易就想放弃 就像我说的
追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色

笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义。。。

复杂。。

不知不觉。。就这样应付完三张考试。。还有两张。。我就自由了！！经过连续三天的考试，我终于可以放纵一下自己，稍微休息一会了。。这种难熬的日子，总算可以告一个段落了吧！虽说还有两张考试，但相信总不会像前几天那么痛苦吧！！熬夜。。熊猫眼。。狂喝咖啡的日子。。有谁会想念？有谁会想尝试呢?

曾几何时，读书对我而言。。是一种痛苦，一种麻烦，一种累赘，一种负担？我也不知道为何会这样。。从小至今，读书在我的生命中，真的占了很大很大的位子。。读书求学的用意何在？我知道。。就是为了增加知识，增求上进。。。但目前对我而言。。读书真的很痛苦。。我真的很迫不及待想快些毕业。。但是。。人就是很奇怪。。很多已踏入社会工作的朋友，都对我说了这一番话：“尽量享受你的读书生涯吧！！读书求学在人生中是最开心的一件事。。待你踏入社会时你就知道是怎么一回事了。。”或许他们说得真的很有道理。。但目前为止啊。。我倒还想踏入社会工作哦！哈哈！！对我而言。。读了那么多年的书。。屈指一算，已近十八年咯！！是时候换个环境，尝试不同的东西，学习不一样的功夫，自我加值吧！当然每个人都有自己不同的想法。。这只是我自己的看法。。

这次的考试。。说不上难，但也并非容易。。难以形容。。感觉如何就只有自己知。。坦白说，这个学期我倒还过得蛮痛苦的。。如何说起呢？尤其是温习周的时候。。准备考试的那一刹那。。真的很不好过。。然而这一切即将结束了。。等到下个学期吧！相信这种感觉会再次"卷土重来”。。哈哈。。

上课时又不觉得是一种痛苦，或许不甘寂寞的我。。因为有朋友的陪伴，所以就算真的很累很疲倦，我还是会很乐意地去上课。。顶多只是在讲堂内打瞌睡而已。。哈哈。。真糟糕。。这是身为大学生的求学态度吗？

其实原因很简单：因为我总是很珍惜朋友之间的友情。。我很喜欢与朋友一起相聚的感觉。。真的很乐在其中。。尤其是现在。。经过很多事情，无论是如意的还是不如意的。。我已学会了更加珍惜彼此。。已学习好好珍惜身边的一切。。因为所有东西都很有可能只是短暂的。。或许下一秒它就变质了，消失了，又或是永别了。。所以真的要更加倍的珍惜。。当然我也不希望在我的人生中出现“后悔”或“遗憾”这两个字。。 然而，后悔或是遗憾。。也是由你自己来断定的吧！俗语说：很多事情，做了决定后，就千万不要再回头，也不要觉得后悔。。所以嘛。。继续往前迈进吧！加油咯!!

就这样。。来到了一个学期的尾声了。。时间真的过得好快好快。。不知不觉也即将毕业了。。想当初是多么的羡慕学长学姐们。。穿上毕业袍。。开开心心的毕业。。明年就到我了。。到时的心情会是如何？一定是百感交集吧！哈哈。。咱们就一起期待这一天的到来，大家一起等着瞧吧！

Finally..

my first post in November...

finally...final exam is around the corner...two days to go..unbelievable..time passed so fast..in the twinkling of eyes..1 semester end very soon..how many kilometres the time goes per second? nobody will know..what i done during the whole study week? Keep studied only..still remember what i studied? me really don't know..so confuse and blur..seems mixed up all the subjects..just hope i can answer smoothly in the coming exams..

By the way..all the best and good luck to everyone who going for exams..work hard and try your best!! Hope the exam will end as soon as possible.. really tired facing such life: everyday keep studying, study till tired and sleepy...

After exam still need to focus on my thesis project: lab works..hope i can complete it on time..God bless.. and need to complete my thesis paper work as well.. go library searching for information...arghhh..so many things to do..need to settle them before the end of year 2008!! MUST!!

my university life... 1 semester to go..after that will graduate..what i learnt during my 3 years life at university? joining activities, know more friends, hanging out with friends and coursemates, watch TVB drama, online all the time, keep msn-ing..the rests will be kept study, assignment, lab works.. lack of Sleeping time!! haha..

anyway..such lifes will end soon..and it is time for me to plan and decide my own future now..just work hard and try my best.. No matter how..just choose my own road..jiayou!!

忙碌的一天。。

忙碌的一天又这样过去了。。忙于什么?就只是单单的“读书”这两个字。。已可令我忙得不可开交。。

好不容易花了四天的时间去读完一科。。这一科。。算是很需要牢牢记住的一科。。现在的我，倒还能记得所读过的一切。。但。。倘若我开始读新的一科。。我真的好怕好怕我会将这一科通通忘了。。我的脑袋记忆有限。。这可是我知道的。。但真的没办法。。时间的约束及安排。。不由得我不这样做。。唯有尽我所能。。把所有学过的知识。。完全吸收。。吸入我的脑海中。。只能祈求：到考试的那一刹那。。我是真的可以把所读的一切，顺利地写出来，顺利地回答。。但愿如此。。

加油加油。。朋友们。。你们也要加油哦！！祝我们考试一切顺利吧！

好累啊。。。

好累，好累，好累。。
为什么那么累？从早到晚都一直会打瞌睡。。真糟糕。。是时候清醒了。。我何时才会清醒？我也很想醒。。但我的双眼总是不听话。。眼睛啊眼睛。。你听听话好吗？让我能够清醒着。。好好的继续读书。。考试来临了。。我要做最后的冲刺。。拜托你了。。
当然。。我也要告诉我自己：加油咯！不要放弃。。努力。。用功。。继续努力吧！
还有时间准备的。。尽我所能吧！！不要压力。。压力的话就会有反效果了。。镇定+冷静。。我能的。。

22nd birthday part 3 + Gathering at Yuen's steamboat restaurant..

25/10/2008..First day of our study week..but we went for steamboat..haha..as an opening ceremony for the arrival of study week? or just want to treat ourselves nicely? eat nice food before work hard for the coming final exams? haha..

As what xiang le told me..they plan to celebrate my 22nd birthday actually.. and they decided to eat steamboat just because i always said i want to eat..haha..thanks la guys and girls..

Ehm..this event is planned 2 weeks ago..and our attendance are compulsory..haha..(me, xiang le, see sin, geok chin, kah fai and hon leong)..then we have a special guess..li kuan!! our lab tutor..now taking master at um as well..so total is 7 people..

7 0f us: likuan, kahfai, honleong, seesin, xiangle, me and geokchin

We started our way around 515pm.. see sin is our driver of course..
P/S: thanks la see sin..not your car..but you need to drive the car everyday and everywhere..

That's him..the one who always bully me..haha..but he is a nice friend..Thanks la..

Then xiang le just sat beside him and me sat behind..going to fetch geok chin.. On the way going..suddenly see sin asked xiang le exchange seat with me..with the reason that i can help him block some sunlight from entering the car.. (P/S: bad la you..dr.then see sin..you remember har..Revenge..)

Of course both of us don't want..but at the end we still exchanged the seats..haiz..pity me..bullied by see sin..said me 心机重..haiz..wear prettier and nicer a bit also cannot meh? just respect our gathering ma..haha..


Ok then..on the way going steamboat restaurant..suddenly see sin asked me taking out his pendrive from a paper bag and pass to geok chin..sure i follow what he asked lo..or else he will bully me again..After that..see sin told me that the decoration which hanged on his pendrive seems lost and ask me check the bag again..

Who knows...is a WATCH!! That's the present they gave me..a watch which i found at Vincci, Midvalley..i like it very much..but that time xiang le and see sin not allowed me to buy..O..that's my present..now i understood why during that time xiang le kept asking me accompany her go find shoes liao... i don't know about that at all!!

Thanks a lot guys!! sure i will appreciate it..

P/S: Thanks to see sin and xiang le..you guys really expert in acting.. until me also don't know all this at that moment!!

Nice Watch..birthday gift from xiang le, see sin, geok chin, kah fai and hon leong..really thanks alot..sure i will take good care of it..and really appreciate it..Merci!

Thanks to kah fai...My funniest coursemate..

Thanks to hon leong as well..for the birthday present..

Finally..reached Yuen's steamboat restaurant..Long time not eat here..So miss the food and the soup here..and the ice-cream as well..i must eat till very full tonight..haha..

P/S: Li kuan..thanks a lot..because of you..we managed to get a table without a long queue..really thanks...

Li kuan and me..

Ehm..start eating lo...eat a lot...meat, seafood, vegetables, and of course..the most famous food in this restaurant---bbq chicken wings!! yummy yummy..and i ate a lot!!

P/S: Special Thanks to xiang le..due to your small body size and fast action..we able to eat it..haha...

Xiang le and me..

Keep eating...till everyone full...and our desserts---ice-cream..varieties of ice-cream..so colourful and tasty..me really ate a lot..i like to eat ice-cream actually..that is why i ate so much tonight...chocolate, sweet corn and yam ice-cream-- my favourite!!


After our meal at steamboat restaurant...our next destination: sunway pyramid.. actually we went there just simply walk only..took some photos...and watched people ice skating.


P/S: can we go for ice-skating next time if got chance? My request...haha..

Honestly..i like to take photo since form6...and of course during my uni life here..sweet memories..and i won't forget it as well..will remember for the rests of my life..

That's me..so cutie..but i think that will be my first and the last time wearing like this..

ATTENTION!!

Guys and girls: really glad can know you guys..i know..all of you tired already..but you guys still attending this gathering..really happy...at last..we had a "full attendance" gathering.. haha..nobody is left behind...

Friendship Forever...cheers!!

P/S: thanks to geok chin..because of this gathering..you are "forced" to back to your hometown on sunday..so sorry...

Geok chin and me...

Time passed in the twinkling of eyes..3 years university life...left 1 semester to go..and we will graduate soon..just hope we all can learn to appreciate each other and all the things surrounding us.. we do not know what will happen next..where will we go next and what will we do next...so by now...just cheers for our friendship..of course what i wish is: friendship forever..once we are friends..then friends forever..Promise?

We are the BEST!! really?

Really enjoy the gathering with you guys..really had fun...work hard for the coming final exams ya..jiayou and gambateh..good luck and all the best ya..take care as well..Thanks for everything...


P/S: Sorry..broken and poor english..still learning..thanks for viewing my blog...