时间飞逝。。十一月就快结束了！！！

二零零九年。。十一月。。。工作最忙碌的一个月份。。。三个大小型活动，总算告了一个段落。。活动总算顺利进行，虽说当中还有一些小细节仍需改善与进步，但毕竟忙碌了那么长的时间，也算不错了。。同事们，大家辛苦了。。谢谢老板娘，奖励我们一天的假期。。真的是感激不尽，因为我已好久没回家了。。。这个星期总算可以回家。。好开心哟！！

小时后，总盼望自己尽快成长，学习一切，懂得照顾自己，照顾别人，做自己想做的事情。。小孩的心态，是多么的天真，多么的纯白。。不知不觉，真的成长了。。随着年龄的增长，烦恼自然也增加了，负担也增加。。。时间真的飞逝啊，难以预算它的速度，因为真的太惊人了。。。

大学毕业后，也就等于结束了求学的路段，踏入社会大学的阶段了。。。进入社会工作，其实一点也不简单，好多东西是在求学时都学不到的。。而是透过工作，慢慢累积经验，吸取知识。。再把它应用在现实生活中。。。

十一月就快结束了，接下来的十二月。。相信也会飞逝如箭。。二零一零年也即将到来。嗯，是时候想想新的愿望与目标，策划自己想要的未来。。希望很快的，我可以找出属于我自己的一片天空。。。加油加油，相信自己。。我是可以的。。。

Busy and Tiring NOVEMBER.....

November 2009, the busiest month for me... busy with works... time flies without realize... tension, sometimes even cannot sleep well... sigh..but well, I knew this is the precious chance for me to learn more and more things, upgrade myself in terms of working skills: work as a team, learn to act fast and be alert from time to time...

Working for 3 months plus, finally... I found out that I really grew up... Mentally, I grew up a lot... Know how to think, organize, analyze data and understand the theory behind... That's the essential things which we will go through and gain when we start working... Thank GOD, now at least I really felt I have some input after work for few months here. I should work harder and gain more from here.. I need to figure out what type of pathway I wish to step on as to light up my future.

Busy November... supposedly I need to work on alternate Saturday... but there is an exception this month... I almost work every Saturday... Going Singapore for a public forum, Open house for Hospital, Official Opening Ceremony of Hospital etc....Lots of work need to follow up and work in team... and now I realized that communication skill is very important especially if we work in a team...

Hopefully with all these events.. I can gain more and learn more.. Although I cannot back home for more than 1 month, and I miss my family so much... but life still goes on and I know only through this, I just able to grab chance to learn and improve myself...

Good luck will always come to us, only depends on how we treat it as... Challenges always appear in life, we should treat them easy like ABC? or stress and tension?? I wish I can choose the first option, at least I will not feel so suffer... No matter how, still a learning process.. Hopefully I really able to think on another way round and make myself happier and smile always...

Such a tiring day.... Yesterday night failed to sleep...because of a tea latte... Really hard to believe it!! Previously, I was addicted to coffee until coffee does not cause any effect to me... then I stopped taking it after graduated... Who knows one day, even only tea.. I also cannot sleep... Really have to say Goodbye to coffee and tea... I really cannot sleep if drink it... it is time to change my habit....

Hopefully I can sleep well tonight... Goodnight and sweet dream ;p

心情终于恢复平静。。

上个星期，心情反反复复， 一时伤心烦恼，一时平静，一时毫无感觉。。令人不开心的事连续在同一天发生，那种感觉真的难以形容，除了伤心之余，还是沮丧，失落与灰心。。。

生活突然失去意义，人生突然失去目标，或许是我本身想不开，看不透，把当天的状况越想越复杂，越想越糟糕。。一时之间不能控制自己的情绪，终于忍不住掉下眼泪。。真的很辛苦，很压力，很冤枉。。那一天真的很难捱，时间也过得特别慢。。现在终于明白“度日如年”那种滋味是如何的了。。

侥幸的是， 亲爱的家人不断的开导及加以安慰我。。了解我的朋友也愿意成为我的听众，听我诉说，并加以鼓励与支持。。亲爱的，真的很谢谢你们。。谢谢你们在我需要安慰的时候，借个肩膀让我依靠；借对耳朵听我倾诉。。顿时觉得自己好幸福，在我需要的时候， 就能感受到你们对我的关怀与爱，真的很感动。。虽然你们都不在我身边，但一个温暖的电话来电；一个温馨的问候和鼓励简讯；以及让我能与真挚的朋友自由叙述状况的MSN。。。心情总算好多了。。总算恢复少许的平静。。

人生就是如此，总有起起落落，总有开心及伤心的时候。。事实上，我并不是一个非常乐观的人，虽说我也明白这个道理：人生要过得精彩，要过得快乐。。但当在现实生活中遇到困难或挫折时，我除了压力及苦恼以外，就只是会想尽方法去弥补或解决。。无形中的压力可顿时导致我精神恍惚，情绪大受影响。。

希望有一天，我真的能看开一点，想开一点，快乐一点，乐观一点。。少执著一点，少悲观一点，少压力一点。。

相信自己，我能够做到的。。要从挫折与困难中勇敢站起来，自我学习与锻炼。。总有一天，我能克服这些障碍与挑战。。开拓属于我的康庄大道，画出一片属于我的彩色天空。。。希望在明天，每一天都会是好日。。加油加油。。

My niece---Li ying

11 June 2009... My eldest sister gave birth to a cute baby girl.. So happy and glad because I am upgraded to become aunt...and welcome the presence of new member to our family...

Her name is Li Ying... such a cute baby...but with her loud voice and extreme loud crying...people will feel surprise and get shock...

See...She so cute...even sleeping can smile at the same time too...

Haha...she can eat a lot and sleep a lot too...start feel sleepy when people hugging her....

Baby girl, you can sit so nice and let mummy take photo ya... solo some more...

Finally, have chance to take photo with her mummy....

Baby Li Ying, hope you will grow up soon..Learn to crawl, walk, talk, and play with us...Everyone feel so happy because of your presence.. So you must listen to what mummy and daddy teach you ok? and have a happy life too...

short break...with family and my voice to my friends....

After 2months working, finally have a short break..went back to sweetest hometown-melaka and enjoy my wonderful moments with dearest family.... A short break from Hari Raya... Give me a precious chance to take a rest, enjoy my own personal time and space, enjoy the moment with family..

Cook meals for family, doing house work, gather with family and simply pre-celebrate mooncake festival etc. A bit tiring but it is worth, because I had chance to enjoy and share happiness with family.

Bought gift for brother as he just moved into his new condominium at KL.
P/S: Hey Bro, appreciate my gifts ya. Hope you will like it.. I will visit you and stay there if free.. Haha...

Unfortunately, I do not have chance to meet friends... Form 6 gang--- sifu Siew Chen: still having her final semester final exam. All the best and good luck to you gal; Swee Gek: finally found a job at Singapore and start working soon.. Have a good start ya gal, work hard and take good care too; Mee Keau: Tiring working, no chance to meet at the end, but never mind, we just wait for the next gathering when everyone is here ya; Pei Yee: Long time do not receive any update or news from you... How are you now?? Hope you are fine there and please contact with us when you are free.. Miss you so much. Lee Ting: Same to you. Take good care there ya. Have a happy life there too.

The rests of my Form 6 friends, seems we can only meet once a year--- during Chinese New Year!!!! Waiting for the next gathering ya.. Kim Yang: Not sure you still remember that you are the organizer?? Hopefully you will not forget and waiting for invitation from you ya.

Form 5 friends: Long time no keep in touch... How are you guys?? Busy working?? everyone is busy with own career now, really hard to have a simple gathering. Even sms or email also very very rare... Frankly speaking, felt a bit disappointed with our friendships.. Trying to maintain it but still failed at the end... But never mind, still waiting for the next chance.. Hope we still can keep update with each other then.. Hope you all are fine there.. Working hard but take good care too...

Today, 20/9/2009, one of my university friend took flight to UK....will further study at Scotland...Hey friend, hope you have a nice study life there. Work hard ya. At the same time, take good care and take lots of photos at UK, post to facebook and show to us ok?? Keep in touch too. Jiayou ya...

A short break, although just few days, but already enough for me to take a rest, and get prepare to work again. Trying to work hard and learn things... Gain experience and gain knowledge too..I know I can learn a lot from my current job now..

2 days more...and I will back JB to continue my work... Keep myself fresh and work hard again... Waiting to back home again during Mooncake Festival on 3/10/09..

Life....

Life...is short and simple. It can be meaningful, wonderful, colourful and memorable if we know how to appreciate and handle it....

In life, starting from a baby, kid, teenager, young adult, mature adult till senescence... Life is so amazing... How can a human keep growing: physically and mentally?? So unbelievable...

Surrounding us, are our dearest family, friends, and people, nice views, as well as any movable or static objects. We can enjoy our life very much, as long as we learn to appreciate if it is a nice memory, and learn to let it go if can make us sad.

Human brain and mind...such precious gifts from GOD... their presence enable us to remember what we had met in life...sweet and happy moments with family and friends, but so sad because we can remember those unhappy things at the same time. How nice if we can control our mind?? Just choose the parts that we wish to remember, and remove or forget those sad things??

Impossible...nothing is perfect... Memories include sweet, sour, bitter and spicy feelings...same goes to our life... all mix up...then can create a complete and better life...believe it?? try to imagine, if our life is just sweet enough, then how will be our life?? sure very boring and just flat...no climax and no meaning anymore.

No pain no gain...Human will only grow up and learn to think in a mature way after he or she facing challenges in life.. But as long as we can handle it well, everything will be fine then. Just be tough and brave when facing such challenges, and we will gain more from there.

Think positively, think about your bright future, think about what you should do next, plan for your own pathway. Nobody can help in these kind of things, only you can make your own decision and choose what you want. Cheer up!!!! Trust yourself you can do it, just need some time...

Every problem or challenge.... sure has its own solution at the back..No need rush to make decision, should spend more time to do analysis and come out with a better solution. That's life... At the same time, we must learn to appreciate what we had gained so far and use it wisely...

Life is meaningful... Appreciate it all the time.... Love yourself and think of those people who love you too...

updates...

Finally....i have some time to drop some words in my blog...

Entering new stage in life...start working..the feeling is totally different when compared to study life..

Life is so miracle and amazing...

When I was a small kid, I just knew how to play with friends and family, study and try to learn and absorb everything in mind...

Until I was a teenager, I learnt and gained more...not only in terms of knowledge, but I knew more friends through lots of activities, and get closer with dearest family...

Then became a young lady, entered university and started with my colourful and wonderful university life... enjoyed very much.. knew more friends...friendship is so precious for me...and I hope we can keep in touch even we are graduated and continue with different pathways in life... cheers for our friendships my dearest friends.....

Now..I am entering young adult level...start owning my own career, start thinking and planning for my future...what should I do next?? My target in life?? all these questions will keep appear in mind...

Wish me have a stable life and bright future.. Wish all my dreams come true...

Sometimes working is enjoyable, relaxing and wonderful... but sometimes working is painful, stressful and tiring....human always like that, with mixed feelings...

The moment when I gained first salary payment, I was so happy....because that's my first earning after working hard for my first job... keep it up!!! hope I can learn and gain more experience and knowledge through working...

Dearest dad and mum,
Thank you so much for your love, patience and cares.... I am growing up and big enough now...mature thinking and I really appreciate on what you all did to me.advices and guidance..Thank lots... I wish I can take good care of you from time to time..Love you all so much...

Dearest Sis and Bro,
Thanks for leading me to this level since young. Our family tradition....Younger member will follow elder member's steps.. Luckily all of us realized and understand that study is important. Now the certificates I gained is much more important and really helps in life. Work hard together and take good care ya.

Dearest friends,
How time flies...so fast all of us graduated and entering new level in life... some of you still further studies, going overseas or study at local university, some of you (including me) start working and gain experience. No matter how, thanks for your accompanions, advices and guidance... I will remember all the happy and memorable moments...till forever...Take good care too...

thanks to everyone...I will work harder in the coming future..