Mixed feeling...

Finally..
I had a chance,
to change to a total new working environment,
And I will leave current company soon..
Going to commence with new job soon too...
Changing from a far place to own hometown...
How's the feeling now?
Tell you, all the feelings are mixed up!!!
Why??
Supposedly I should feel happy, because I am able to find a better and more suitable career,
which is much nearer to my hometown...
which might determine my future as well...
But now...
I am a bit sad and down..
Still happy, and yet, still down...
Sad to leave my colleagues and friends here...
Down because I knew that I will seldom meet them in the future...
I understood that this is life!!!
And I knew..
Everything is going to change when we entering every new stage of the life... new chapter...
Same goes to the people surrounding you...
People will keep changing from time to time as well...
May be we didn't realize, but that's the Fact!!!
What we can do now is,
Appreciate every moment with the people surrounding you..
At least you have a wonderful moment with them..
And all these will be a part of the sweet memories,
Which will be stored in your mind then..
Which is not easy to be forgotten or removed...
Dear Friends,
Thanks a lot for everything...
Thanks for accompanying me from time to time, no matter I am happy or sad..
Thanks for all the guidance, supports and assistance during my working life at here...
I will never forget all these wonderful moments..
All these will be the sweetest memories for me to be remembered..
In my heart and my mind... Always and Always...
Remember one thing,
No matter where we go and where are we...
As long as we remember each other,
Please do keep in touch..
Take good care too..
Wish you all the best and good luck for everything...
I will always remember you all...

最近的心情。。。

好久好久没写部落格了。。总算能抽出一些时间，写写自己的心情。。。

说真的，最近的心情可是起伏不定。。时开心，时失落，时失望，时懊恼。。不知原因何在，还真的是莫名其妙。。。有时候，会为了一些不起眼的事情而发牢骚。。又或是为了一些小事而一直记在心里，始终放不下。。 想着想着，憋在心里不说，眼泪就会很自然而然的从双眼掉下。。是我变得脆弱了吗？以前的我，还挺坚强的。。自从上了大学，毕业后，踏入社会工作。。人也变得脆弱了。。很多事情，自己是能解决及应付的，但就是会胡思乱想，想太多了。。到最后只把自己给弄得不开心了。。那又何必呢？可是就是不能控制自己啊。。所幸的是，我得到家人与朋友的支持。。勇往直前，追求我想要的生活，我想要的未来。。谢谢你们。。

人总是矛盾的。。当你想要坚持于某件事情时，又或是已计划一番后，此刻却出现了另一个抉择，让你去选择及决定究竟你要哪一个？有时候这抉择是帮了你，还是会害了你？自己还真的搞不清楚。。真的不敢去想太多，只能让它顺其自然。所谓船到桥头自然直，有些决定，让上天与时间来帮你决定，或许是件好事。。不要太执着了。。有些事情不在你掌控之中，现在唯一能做的，就是尽力了就好。。或许当你不再执着于某些事情，结果会是更好呢？对，应该要常常保持这样的想法，那就不会那么懊恼了。。加油吧。。。

尽力了就好。。我可以的。。。

Gathering with Lovely SKF Gang

Hey hey... finally we have chance to meet with each other.. So happy and excited!! Our first outing and gathering after our convocation. Ehm, 7 months ago.. How time flies? And really appreciate because we still keep in touch and try our best to meet up. Know what guys, I am so happy when think of I can go KL and meet all of you - our lovely SKF gang... upgraded from ESK gang to SKF... Only we understand the short form ya... Really thanks to Fai Fai and Jacklyn for thinking such a nice and memorable name for our gang... Cheers for our friendship ya... SKF ever and forever ....;p

Our pioneer, Fai fai... For thinking such a nice name for our gang... Hey, SS, you can't wait to have your meal ya... But stop a while and take a photo first before you eat!!! Let's have a memory then.

3 young and pretty ladies.. my lovely ex-coursemates plus best friends while at university... Too many sweet memories among all of us... Hopefully we can remember all the past in our hearts and mind... Really lucky to know you all.. Miss you always...

My meal!!! Quite nice the food... Nice atmosphere at Chili's at KLCC too... Nice place to chat and gather with friends... Free flow of carbonated drinks and chips... Super nice...

My pleasure... To take photo with a nice guy... wakaka... Hey friend, feel free to contact us from time to time ok? Don't ignore us although you have a sweet girl friend now. Wish you all the best and have a smooth life there ya...

Here you are... very seldom have chance to meet this Sarawakian lo... SS, luckily your current job allow you to fly here and there, and yet you still have chance to go KL and can meet us up.. Or else I think we can just meet, perhaps once a year ya..;p

Gal, still remember our life during our second and final year.. we really stick to each other everyday..;p Went for lectures, did revision at library, did thesis and lab work, shopping, hanging out etc... All these memories are still fresh in my mind... Keep in touch ya although we all stay so far now.. Remember to wait me ya... I will go KL very soon... Our promise then ;p

Wen, Jacklyn is our intermediate, our media who made us getting closer and know each other very well. Next time bring me go for Bak Kut Teh at Klang ya ;p

Fai, your pleasure to take photo with these 3 pretty ladies ya... Ooops, sorry to Fai's girl friend... But I don't think she will jealous ya..

I like this photo... Got pose ya...

Three of us always stay together during our final year... Thanks to Jacklyn's car and UT.. I really miss such life.. All these photos really made me thinking about the past... Lots of memories... and now just can keep in mind...

Good brothers!!! Lucky to have these 2 guys in our SKF gang.... bring lots of happiness and jokes to us... ;p

Haha... Miu Miu shop!!! My brand!!! But not my shop!!!! Let's take a group photo before we dismiss ya... Nice arrangement and position.. Thanks to the cameraman, a customer who is shopping there and only passed by the shop ;p

Lastly, my ex-coursemate plus current roomate- Bai bai... Thanks to have you beside me all the time.. Encourage me and give supports when I am stressful with job.. Hopefully you will work here well and continue your mission then ;p

Really glad to meet you guys at KL. Although our gathering session is very short and just few hours, but I am very appreciate and thankful.. Long journey for us to go KL and meet you guys, but we still can chit-chat pretty well and the feeling is still the same.. Proven the fact that distance won't be a big challenge among us if we really appreciate the friendship... Cheers!!!

Hey guys, take good care and keep in touch ya.. Hope you guys can figure out a suitable track for your future then.. Pray for the best and look forward for the next gathering ya.. Miss and love you all so much ;p

Yummy Japanese Buffet Gathering with Collegues...

WooHoo.... our first outing with 18 colleagues & their lovely partners.... That's the outcome we obtained after spreading the invitation email in the office... So happy... still remember the moment when we all rushed to leave the office at 6pm sharp on 31st March 2010.... All so excited and can't wait for the Japanese Buffet at Kage Japanese Restaurant, Sutera Mall, JB.

Sashimi, maki, sushi, tempura, ramen etc, plus free flow drinks, ice cream and some appetizers.... Everyone is so excited and keep ordering once sit down...

Fresh Tempura... Served in hot.. crispy and tasty... Quite like it...

The main dishes of the night..... SASHIMI.... Fresh and nice.... First time I ate sashimi till full... Really fresh till all of us also cannot control ourselves... What in diet?? Eat first then just control appetite...haha....

Maki... Not bad also... But that day not really ate a lot of sushi... ;p

Vege Tempura.. with special sauce...

Fresh baked scallops... Juicy and yummy....

Meat slices with scallops... Nice to have a try.. But sorry because I cannot eat beef... ;p

All in orange and red... But we all already very fulled when this plate of sushi is served... Finally, we all have to share and take one... Just want to finish it... Or else, have to get ready and pay for the compound, as the reason of wasting food!!!

Lots of food we ate for that night... and lastly, our dessert.... My favourite -- Ice cream!!! in the flavour of peppermint, corn, yam, chocolate, vanilla plus chocolate chips... Super nice and sweet...

Ate till super full, have a cup of hot green tea... Chatting with colleagues and took photos.. Is a memorable night for all of us...

Hey guys, lets have another gathering next time... But i don't want to be the organizer this time. I just want to be a participant ;p

Mix Feeling today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today is Friday...but then I do not have mood to work...Since it is Friday, plus I am going KL to meet friends on Saturday...So happy and excited!!! Hey, SKF gang, our first gathering after our convocation ya...almost 7 months already...How time flies?? Anyway, really can't wait to meet you guys... ;p

Early in the morning, wake up at 7am, can't continue to sleep due to the hot weather.. Get ready and go to work...No mood again... Stacks of papers accumulated on my desk... feel like want to throw away or keep all in my drawer... Sigh and I can't... Still have to complete my tasks one by one... Supposedly should can focus on my works and do it nicely, who knows... so many distractions and disturbances... Made me no mood again..

Well, shifting to a brand new department... everything is very very new to me.. I am like a small kid entering kindergarten, do not know anything... Have to learn everything starting from zero.. I told myself, it is time for me to expose myself to a total different field and gain some valuable experience from there. In fact, it is tough in the beginning... I am so new, and need to adapt myself as soon as possible... Time so constraint.. and yet, I still have to try my best to adapt and master it... I know I can do it.. just I need some time please....

Secondly, received news from colleagues.... not really a bad new, and glad to here that she wish to further her study... All the best to her... She should go ahead and determine her own future... No matter, still fully support to her.... gal, just don't forget us will do....

Some more, today is Friday, work till 530pm only...so excited... super happy... I think tomorrow I will feel happier since I can meet my friends very soon.... Our gathering at KLCC... can't wait for it!!!!

Tonight should sleep earlier... tomorrow have to wake up very early... Really thanks to our driver who can send us to terminal bus early in the morning... Hopefully we can reach KL very soon....

Sleeping time.... Night to me and night to all.... ;p

无聊且闷的星期天。。。

好闷啊！！！！虽说星期天是连续忙碌工作五天然后让自己休息的好日子，但我今天却觉得非常的无聊及无奈。。。炎热的天气，更让我整个人变懒惰，更没心情。。

今早九点多就睡醒了，然后就做家务，清理房间：扫地抹地，抹橱，整理床位，洗厕所。。时间就这样飞逝，抬头一望时钟，已是十一时了。。洗个澡，然后就与室友去吃午餐。。回来后，唯一能做的。。就是上网咯。。

看了连续几个小时的 <2010台北最high新年跨年晚会>， 在那耸高的101台北大楼倒数2010年的到来，气氛真的好热闹。。烟火四射，灿烂的烟花准时在101楼四周放射，真的好美噢！我好想去台湾旅行哦。。。何时才有机会？我倒还要想清楚，好好策划一番。。。

累了，小睡半个小时，但那炎热的天气，让我很快的就睡醒了。。一醒来才发觉隔两间家的马来安娣竟然在燃烧垃圾。。拜托安娣，地球已在面临危机，温度逐渐上升，迟早就不能再容许任何生物继续生存了。。你还在白天狂烧垃圾，还真的没有保护地球，保护环境的意识叻！！！真气人。。。

已是傍晚时分了，听着王力宏的所有专辑歌曲，一边在这儿写写日记，还真享受的。。。哈哈。。最近也在减少吃晚餐的次数与分量，希望我的减肥计划成功！！！但我现在已肚子饿了，怎么办？？ 哈哈。。。吃苹果及喝蘑菇汤，就这样决定了。。。

农历新年即将来临，倒数33天。。。但我早已在农历新年的心情了。。希望我能顺利申请一个礼拜的假期，好好享受与家人及朋友一起相聚的日子。。。当然也希望新的一年，一切事事顺利，愿望能够一一达成。。还有祈求大家身体健康，平安及天下太平。。

明天又是蓝色星期一，又要做工了。。有点闷了。。。希望星期五尽快来临，然后又能休息了。。哈哈。。。。

日记报告完毕。。。是时候冲凉，洗衣，然后看戏咯。。嘻嘻。。。