Confusing...

6:18am in the morning.. Woke up earlier around 530am to do revision for coming test at 9am..

These few days wasted a lot of time... suddenly lost direction in study.. no mood or momentum to keep study and not so care on tests or results anymore..

Why and how come this can happened? I also don't know.. just knowing that I am exhausted and tired now.. Final semester really hard to go through, but the time passing in the twinkling of eyes..Really unbelievable..

Thesis lab still hanging half way.. really wish and hope I can finish it as soon as possible... such a nightmare for me.. so tiring!! But I understand that this is just a small thing in my life.. I should learn to be tough and brave to face it..

Thanks to my dearest coursemates.. Luckily you guys accompanying me from time to time..No more lonely..No more sadness.. My university life is so colourful and wonderful. Sweet memory for me and of course i will miss you all so much after our graduation..

Suddenly having such a feeling: Confuse..

Confusing with my study

Confusing with my thesis Lab work + paper work

Confusing with my FUTURE

Many people and friends keep asking me what i want to do after my graduation in this coming May. Will I stay back and finding jobs at KL here or back Melaka? Or will I further my study in master?

The only one I can confirmed is I won't continue with master study by now. I wish to find a job and gain some working experience.. Such a new challenge for me now. I need to learn everything start from the beginning. New environment, new challenge, new life stage and perhaps, knowing new friends..

Wishing for the best and try my best to achieve that..

By now, I should focus on my study first. Try to maintain my result in this final semester.. Sure wil get busier and busier in coming months. So I must work harder.

It is time for me to pull back myself to study.. and it is time for me to concentrate and keep revising my coming test.. All the best to all my friends..