Mix Feeling today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today is Friday...but then I do not have mood to work...Since it is Friday, plus I am going KL to meet friends on Saturday...So happy and excited!!! Hey, SKF gang, our first gathering after our convocation ya...almost 7 months already...How time flies?? Anyway, really can't wait to meet you guys... ;p

Early in the morning, wake up at 7am, can't continue to sleep due to the hot weather.. Get ready and go to work...No mood again... Stacks of papers accumulated on my desk... feel like want to throw away or keep all in my drawer... Sigh and I can't... Still have to complete my tasks one by one... Supposedly should can focus on my works and do it nicely, who knows... so many distractions and disturbances... Made me no mood again..

Well, shifting to a brand new department... everything is very very new to me.. I am like a small kid entering kindergarten, do not know anything... Have to learn everything starting from zero.. I told myself, it is time for me to expose myself to a total different field and gain some valuable experience from there. In fact, it is tough in the beginning... I am so new, and need to adapt myself as soon as possible... Time so constraint.. and yet, I still have to try my best to adapt and master it... I know I can do it.. just I need some time please....

Secondly, received news from colleagues.... not really a bad new, and glad to here that she wish to further her study... All the best to her... She should go ahead and determine her own future... No matter, still fully support to her.... gal, just don't forget us will do....

Some more, today is Friday, work till 530pm only...so excited... super happy... I think tomorrow I will feel happier since I can meet my friends very soon.... Our gathering at KLCC... can't wait for it!!!!

Tonight should sleep earlier... tomorrow have to wake up very early... Really thanks to our driver who can send us to terminal bus early in the morning... Hopefully we can reach KL very soon....

Sleeping time.... Night to me and night to all.... ;p

无聊且闷的星期天。。。

好闷啊！！！！虽说星期天是连续忙碌工作五天然后让自己休息的好日子，但我今天却觉得非常的无聊及无奈。。。炎热的天气，更让我整个人变懒惰，更没心情。。

今早九点多就睡醒了，然后就做家务，清理房间：扫地抹地，抹橱，整理床位，洗厕所。。时间就这样飞逝，抬头一望时钟，已是十一时了。。洗个澡，然后就与室友去吃午餐。。回来后，唯一能做的。。就是上网咯。。

看了连续几个小时的 <2010台北最high新年跨年晚会>， 在那耸高的101台北大楼倒数2010年的到来，气氛真的好热闹。。烟火四射，灿烂的烟花准时在101楼四周放射，真的好美噢！我好想去台湾旅行哦。。。何时才有机会？我倒还要想清楚，好好策划一番。。。

累了，小睡半个小时，但那炎热的天气，让我很快的就睡醒了。。一醒来才发觉隔两间家的马来安娣竟然在燃烧垃圾。。拜托安娣，地球已在面临危机，温度逐渐上升，迟早就不能再容许任何生物继续生存了。。你还在白天狂烧垃圾，还真的没有保护地球，保护环境的意识叻！！！真气人。。。

已是傍晚时分了，听着王力宏的所有专辑歌曲，一边在这儿写写日记，还真享受的。。。哈哈。。最近也在减少吃晚餐的次数与分量，希望我的减肥计划成功！！！但我现在已肚子饿了，怎么办？？ 哈哈。。。吃苹果及喝蘑菇汤，就这样决定了。。。

农历新年即将来临，倒数33天。。。但我早已在农历新年的心情了。。希望我能顺利申请一个礼拜的假期，好好享受与家人及朋友一起相聚的日子。。。当然也希望新的一年，一切事事顺利，愿望能够一一达成。。还有祈求大家身体健康，平安及天下太平。。

明天又是蓝色星期一，又要做工了。。有点闷了。。。希望星期五尽快来临，然后又能休息了。。哈哈。。。。

日记报告完毕。。。是时候冲凉，洗衣，然后看戏咯。。嘻嘻。。。

End of Year 2009 soon... Year 2010 is coming....

1 year = 12 months = 365 days = 8,760 hours = 525,600 minutes = 31,536,000 seconds

It is super hard to imagine how time flies. Time passes in the twinkling of eyes.. It is definitely true!!!! So hard for me to imagine how will I be after 10 years or even 20 years time. But hopefully it is a wonderful moment for me along the path that I have go through: from kid to teenager; from teenager to youngster; from youngster to adult; or even from adult to an old lady. Haha...

Thanks to parents for bringing me to this colourful world. I have such precious chance to enjoy and have a look on this wonderful world. Lots of things to learn, lots of things to think of and lots of things that I have to do in order to achieve a better target in life. Fortunately, I have a warm and lovely family who always give me infinity supports and concerns, no matter day or night, or when I am happy or sad.

Since graduated till now, it is almost half year time. I am changing, in term of thinking etc.!!! From studying to working, and understand more on how important are the social skills. Frankly, I gained a lot since working. Although I am just a fresh graduate and my job scope is totally different from what am I studied in university, but I am glad because I have been given a chance to learn a total new thing!! My computer skills keep improving and I am proud to tell all people surrounding me about this achievement!!! Same goes to my analytical and communication skills. So I must try to learn and gain more from my job...

Time will only keep on going and will not turn back. Entering the early of December, and it will end very soon as well. Any dream or wish before the year ends?? Sure I have... Lots of dreams and wishes. Hopefully I can achieve all these one day. Jiayou jiayou... No matter how hard the life is, or how tiring the job is, I will still keep going and do what should I do. Life will be very meaningful if we know how to utilize and enjoy it.

Year 2010, sounds like a great year then... It is the real time for me to step into society life after the study life. Working at other state enables me to understand more on how important the family bonding is. When a person work at a place far away from his or her hometown or family, he or she will always miss own family.

Me too.. I miss my family so much. Parents, siblings or even my neighbour's kid who is taking care by my mother!!!! I wish I can get back to you all one day. I wish I can spend more time to gathering with you all. Thanks so much for all the things you all gave me. Miss you all so much!!!

Well, year 2010... is time to set a target for myself and is time for me to achieve it!!!

Work hard to everyone as well. Let us work hard together and gear towards a better life in future....

时间飞逝。。十一月就快结束了！！！

二零零九年。。十一月。。。工作最忙碌的一个月份。。。三个大小型活动，总算告了一个段落。。活动总算顺利进行，虽说当中还有一些小细节仍需改善与进步，但毕竟忙碌了那么长的时间，也算不错了。。同事们，大家辛苦了。。谢谢老板娘，奖励我们一天的假期。。真的是感激不尽，因为我已好久没回家了。。。这个星期总算可以回家。。好开心哟！！

小时后，总盼望自己尽快成长，学习一切，懂得照顾自己，照顾别人，做自己想做的事情。。小孩的心态，是多么的天真，多么的纯白。。不知不觉，真的成长了。。随着年龄的增长，烦恼自然也增加了，负担也增加。。。时间真的飞逝啊，难以预算它的速度，因为真的太惊人了。。。

大学毕业后，也就等于结束了求学的路段，踏入社会大学的阶段了。。。进入社会工作，其实一点也不简单，好多东西是在求学时都学不到的。。而是透过工作，慢慢累积经验，吸取知识。。再把它应用在现实生活中。。。

十一月就快结束了，接下来的十二月。。相信也会飞逝如箭。。二零一零年也即将到来。嗯，是时候想想新的愿望与目标，策划自己想要的未来。。希望很快的，我可以找出属于我自己的一片天空。。。加油加油，相信自己。。我是可以的。。。

Busy and Tiring NOVEMBER.....

November 2009, the busiest month for me... busy with works... time flies without realize... tension, sometimes even cannot sleep well... sigh..but well, I knew this is the precious chance for me to learn more and more things, upgrade myself in terms of working skills: work as a team, learn to act fast and be alert from time to time...

Working for 3 months plus, finally... I found out that I really grew up... Mentally, I grew up a lot... Know how to think, organize, analyze data and understand the theory behind... That's the essential things which we will go through and gain when we start working... Thank GOD, now at least I really felt I have some input after work for few months here. I should work harder and gain more from here.. I need to figure out what type of pathway I wish to step on as to light up my future.

Busy November... supposedly I need to work on alternate Saturday... but there is an exception this month... I almost work every Saturday... Going Singapore for a public forum, Open house for Hospital, Official Opening Ceremony of Hospital etc....Lots of work need to follow up and work in team... and now I realized that communication skill is very important especially if we work in a team...

Hopefully with all these events.. I can gain more and learn more.. Although I cannot back home for more than 1 month, and I miss my family so much... but life still goes on and I know only through this, I just able to grab chance to learn and improve myself...

Good luck will always come to us, only depends on how we treat it as... Challenges always appear in life, we should treat them easy like ABC? or stress and tension?? I wish I can choose the first option, at least I will not feel so suffer... No matter how, still a learning process.. Hopefully I really able to think on another way round and make myself happier and smile always...

Such a tiring day.... Yesterday night failed to sleep...because of a tea latte... Really hard to believe it!! Previously, I was addicted to coffee until coffee does not cause any effect to me... then I stopped taking it after graduated... Who knows one day, even only tea.. I also cannot sleep... Really have to say Goodbye to coffee and tea... I really cannot sleep if drink it... it is time to change my habit....

Hopefully I can sleep well tonight... Goodnight and sweet dream ;p

心情终于恢复平静。。

上个星期，心情反反复复， 一时伤心烦恼，一时平静，一时毫无感觉。。令人不开心的事连续在同一天发生，那种感觉真的难以形容，除了伤心之余，还是沮丧，失落与灰心。。。

生活突然失去意义，人生突然失去目标，或许是我本身想不开，看不透，把当天的状况越想越复杂，越想越糟糕。。一时之间不能控制自己的情绪，终于忍不住掉下眼泪。。真的很辛苦，很压力，很冤枉。。那一天真的很难捱，时间也过得特别慢。。现在终于明白“度日如年”那种滋味是如何的了。。

侥幸的是， 亲爱的家人不断的开导及加以安慰我。。了解我的朋友也愿意成为我的听众，听我诉说，并加以鼓励与支持。。亲爱的，真的很谢谢你们。。谢谢你们在我需要安慰的时候，借个肩膀让我依靠；借对耳朵听我倾诉。。顿时觉得自己好幸福，在我需要的时候， 就能感受到你们对我的关怀与爱，真的很感动。。虽然你们都不在我身边，但一个温暖的电话来电；一个温馨的问候和鼓励简讯；以及让我能与真挚的朋友自由叙述状况的MSN。。。心情总算好多了。。总算恢复少许的平静。。

人生就是如此，总有起起落落，总有开心及伤心的时候。。事实上，我并不是一个非常乐观的人，虽说我也明白这个道理：人生要过得精彩，要过得快乐。。但当在现实生活中遇到困难或挫折时，我除了压力及苦恼以外，就只是会想尽方法去弥补或解决。。无形中的压力可顿时导致我精神恍惚，情绪大受影响。。

希望有一天，我真的能看开一点，想开一点，快乐一点，乐观一点。。少执著一点，少悲观一点，少压力一点。。

相信自己，我能够做到的。。要从挫折与困难中勇敢站起来，自我学习与锻炼。。总有一天，我能克服这些障碍与挑战。。开拓属于我的康庄大道，画出一片属于我的彩色天空。。。希望在明天，每一天都会是好日。。加油加油。。

My niece---Li ying

11 June 2009... My eldest sister gave birth to a cute baby girl.. So happy and glad because I am upgraded to become aunt...and welcome the presence of new member to our family...

Her name is Li Ying... such a cute baby...but with her loud voice and extreme loud crying...people will feel surprise and get shock...

See...She so cute...even sleeping can smile at the same time too...

Haha...she can eat a lot and sleep a lot too...start feel sleepy when people hugging her....

Baby girl, you can sit so nice and let mummy take photo ya... solo some more...

Finally, have chance to take photo with her mummy....

Baby Li Ying, hope you will grow up soon..Learn to crawl, walk, talk, and play with us...Everyone feel so happy because of your presence.. So you must listen to what mummy and daddy teach you ok? and have a happy life too...