littleblue1023

2012年的第一篇。。

2012-01-14T07:38:00.000-08:00

好久没写部落格了，也差点就要忘了如何使用。。趁今天还有点空余的时间，就随便写写几句，当是为新的一年来个简单的开幕仪式吧。。

不知不觉，又踏入了新的一年。。日历一页页的撕去，留下的就只有岁月的痕迹。。在过去的那一年，似乎没做到什么吧。。除了忙于工作，应该还是工作吧。。无论如何，新的一年，总该有新的愿望，新的计划与目标吧。。是时候想想与策划自己要如何走下一步，为自己打算打算，也该让自己的人生活得更精彩吧。。

有时候觉得，自己真的老了。。很多事情，不再像以前那么执著，相反地，反而认为只要一切都还好的，那就算了吧。。也懒得去理了。。不知你是否也如此认同？现在的我，只想平平淡淡的过日子，只要活得健康开心，身边的人也平安快乐，那就心满意足了。。

无论如何，新的一年，总该要为自己策划一番吧。。

计划一：嗯，想去旅行？要去那儿，要花钱，要请假，又要看工作是否能应付得来。。真的好麻烦哦。。但我答应自己，一年至少要去一个国家旅行。。所以就算不能也要把这个愿望给一一实现。。嗯，就这样决定了。。

计划二：为自己即将迈进人生的新阶段而策划。。嗯，以现在的年龄，不上又不下，说不上年轻但也不属于中年。。是时候为自己想想将来要在哪里落脚生活，当然也要为事业拚一拚。。赚更多的钱，以达到目标。。

计划三，四，五？暂时还没想到。。就这样了，今年就先往这两个计划前进吧。。希望能够实现咯。。可要加油加油了。。

好了，开幕典礼就这样结束了。。也是时候睡觉了。。晚安咯各位。。

一切看淡，心也就不累了

2011-03-28T05:36:00.000-07:00

一篇从facebook看到的文章。。值得与大家分享。。

1. 生活里，有很多转瞬即逝，像在车站的告别，刚刚还相互拥抱，转眼已各自天涯。很多时候，你不懂，我也不懂，就这样，说着说着就变了，听着听着就倦了，看着看着就厌了，跟着跟着就慢了，走着走着就散了，爱着爱着就淡了，想着想着就算了。

2. 其时，我很累了，我习惯假装坚强，习惯了一个人面对所有，我不知道自己到底想怎么样。有时候我可以很开心的和每个人说话，可以很放肆的，可是却没有人知道，那不过是伪装，很刻意的伪装；我可以让自己很快乐很快乐，可是却找不到快乐的源头，只是傻笑。

3. 有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆。有时候，夜深人静，突然觉得不是睡不着，而是固执地不想睡。有时候，听到一首歌，就会突然想起一个人。有时候，别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开始百感交集。——丢了的自己，只能慢慢捡回来。

4. 没有人有耐心听你讲完自己的故事，因为每个人都有自己的话要说；没有人喜欢听你抱怨生活，因为每个人都有自己的苦痛；世人多半寂寞，这世界愿意倾听，习惯沉默的人，难得几个。——我再也不想对别人提起自己的过往，那些挣扎在梦魇中的寂寞，荒芜，还是交给时间，慢慢淡漠。

5. 假如爱情、可以解释，誓言可以修改。假如，你我的相遇，可以重新安排。那么，生活就会比较容易。假如有一天，我终于能将你忘记。然而，这不是随便传说的故事。也不是明天才要上演的戏剧。我无法找出原稿，然后，将你一笔抹去。

6. 有人告诉我，鱼的记忆只有7秒，7秒之后它就不记得过去的事情，一切又都变成新的。所以，在那小小鱼缸里的鱼儿，永远不会感到无聊。我宁愿是条鱼，7秒一过就什么都忘记，曾经遇到的人，曾经做过的事，都可以烟消云散。可我不是鱼，无法忘记我爱的人，无法忘记牵挂的苦，无法忘记相思的痛。

7. 一个人总要走陌生的路，看陌生的风景，听陌生的歌。最后你会发现，原本费尽心机想要忘记的事情真的就那么忘记了。

8. 所谓练习微笑，不是机械地挪动你的面部表情，而是、努力地改变你的心态，调节你的心情。学会平静地接受现实，学会对自己说声顺其自然，学会坦然地面对厄运，学会积极地看待人生，学会凡事都往好处想。这样，阳光就会流进心里来，驱走恐惧，驱走黑暗，驱走所有

9. 心理学家推荐的能让你开心的事：每天拍几张照片；看快乐的电影；在周末的清晨做白日梦；给朋友寄卡片；在水边散步；偶尔吃一顿大餐；每星期坚持做一次锻炼；一边开车，一边大声歌唱；一边喝咖啡，一边读小说；一边打电话，一边信手涂鸦；一边洗澡，一边唱歌。

10. 你见，或者不见我，我就在那里，不悲不喜；你念，或者不念我，情就在那里，不来不去；你爱，或者不爱我，爱就在那里，不增不减；你跟，或者不跟我，我的手就在你的手里，不舍不弃。——来我的怀里，或者让我住进你的心里，默然相爱，寂静欢喜。

11. 曾经在某一个瞬间，我们以为自己长大了，有一天，我们终于发现，长大的含义除了欲望还有勇气和坚强，以及某种必须的牺牲。——在生活的面前我们还都是孩子，其实我们从未长大还不懂得爱和被爱。

因为爱过，所以慈悲；因为懂得，所以宽容。

12. 一生至少该有一次，为了某个人而忘了自己，不求有结果，不求同行，不求曾经拥有，甚至不求你爱我，只求在我最美的年华里，遇到你。

13. 有些伤口，时间久了就会慢慢长好；有些委屈，受过了想通了也就释然了；有些伤痛，忍过了疼久了也成习惯了……然而却在很多孤独的瞬间，又重新涌上心头。——其实，有些藏在心底的话，并不是故意要去隐瞒，只是，并不是所有的疼痛，都可以呐喊。

14. 最佳的报复不是仇恨，而是打心底发出的冷淡，干嘛花力气去恨一个不相干的人。

15. 遇到一件事，如果你——喜欢它，那么享受它；不喜欢，那么避开它；避不开，那么改变它；改不了，那么接受它；接受不下，那么处理它；难以处理，那么就放下它。——其实，人最难的是“放下”。放下了，就释然了。

16. 可以一个人唱歌，一个人喝咖啡，一个人涂鸦，一个人旅行，一个人逛大街，一个人在雨中漫步，一个人听音乐，一个人自言自语，一个人发呆，一个人跳舞，一个人看电视，一个人翻杂志……只有爱，是自己一个人做不到的。

17. 人一简单就快乐，一世故就变老。

18. 感情再深，恩义再浓的朋友，天涯远隔，情义，终也慢慢疏淡。——不是说彼此的心变了，也不是说不再当对方是朋友，只是，远在天涯，喜怒哀乐不能共享。——原来，我们已是遥远得只剩下问候，问候还是好的，至少我们不曾把彼此忘记。

19. 世界上最凄绝的距离是两个人本来距离很远，互不相识，忽然有一天，他们相识，相爱，距离变得很近。然后有一天，不再相爱了，本来很近的两个人，变得很远，甚至比以前更远。

20. 如果你看到面前的阴影，别怕，那是因为你的背后有阳光。

Mixed feeling...

2010-11-01T06:35:00.001-07:00

Finally..
I had a chance,
to change to a total new working environment,
And I will leave current company soon..
Going to commence with new job soon too...
Changing from a far place to own hometown...
How's the feeling now?
Tell you, all the feelings are mixed up!!!
Why??
Supposedly I should feel happy, because I am able to find a better and more suitable career,
which is much nearer to my hometown...
which might determine my future as well...
But now...
I am a bit sad and down..
Still happy, and yet, still down...
Sad to leave my colleagues and friends here...
Down because I knew that I will seldom meet them in the future...
I understood that this is life!!!
And I knew..
Everything is going to change when we entering every new stage of the life... new chapter...
Same goes to the people surrounding you...
People will keep changing from time to time as well...
May be we didn't realize, but that's the Fact!!!
What we can do now is,
Appreciate every moment with the people surrounding you..
At least you have a wonderful moment with them..
And all these will be a part of the sweet memories,
Which will be stored in your mind then..
Which is not easy to be forgotten or removed...
Dear Friends,
Thanks a lot for everything...
Thanks for accompanying me from time to time, no matter I am happy or sad..
Thanks for all the guidance, supports and assistance during my working life at here...
I will never forget all these wonderful moments..
All these will be the sweetest memories for me to be remembered..
In my heart and my mind... Always and Always...
Remember one thing,
No matter where we go and where are we...
As long as we remember each other,
Please do keep in touch..
Take good care too..
Wish you all the best and good luck for everything...
I will always remember you all...

Gathering with Lovely SKF Gang

2010-04-12T08:22:00.000-07:00

Hey hey... finally we have chance to meet with each other.. So happy and excited!! Our first outing and gathering after our convocation. Ehm, 7 months ago.. How time flies? And really appreciate because we still keep in touch and try our best to meet up. Know what guys, I am so happy when think of I can go KL and meet all of you - our lovely SKF gang... upgraded from ESK gang to SKF... Only we understand the short form ya... Really thanks to Fai Fai and Jacklyn for thinking such a nice and memorable name for our gang... Cheers for our friendship ya... SKF ever and forever ....;p

Our pioneer, Fai fai... For thinking such a nice name for our gang... Hey, SS, you can't wait to have your meal ya... But stop a while and take a photo first before you eat!!! Let's have a memory then.

3 young and pretty ladies.. my lovely ex-coursemates plus best friends while at university... Too many sweet memories among all of us... Hopefully we can remember all the past in our hearts and mind... Really lucky to know you all.. Miss you always...

My meal!!! Quite nice the food... Nice atmosphere at Chili's at KLCC too... Nice place to chat and gather with friends... Free flow of carbonated drinks and chips... Super nice...

My pleasure... To take photo with a nice guy... wakaka... Hey friend, feel free to contact us from time to time ok? Don't ignore us although you have a sweet girl friend now. Wish you all the best and have a smooth life there ya...

Here you are... very seldom have chance to meet this Sarawakian lo... SS, luckily your current job allow you to fly here and there, and yet you still have chance to go KL and can meet us up.. Or else I think we can just meet, perhaps once a year ya..;p

Gal, still remember our life during our second and final year.. we really stick to each other everyday..;p Went for lectures, did revision at library, did thesis and lab work, shopping, hanging out etc... All these memories are still fresh in my mind... Keep in touch ya although we all stay so far now.. Remember to wait me ya... I will go KL very soon... Our promise then ;p

Wen, Jacklyn is our intermediate, our media who made us getting closer and know each other very well. Next time bring me go for Bak Kut Teh at Klang ya ;p

Fai, your pleasure to take photo with these 3 pretty ladies ya... Ooops, sorry to Fai's girl friend... But I don't think she will jealous ya..

I like this photo... Got pose ya...

Three of us always stay together during our final year... Thanks to Jacklyn's car and UT.. I really miss such life.. All these photos really made me thinking about the past... Lots of memories... and now just can keep in mind...

Good brothers!!! Lucky to have these 2 guys in our SKF gang.... bring lots of happiness and jokes to us... ;p

Haha... Miu Miu shop!!! My brand!!! But not my shop!!!! Let's take a group photo before we dismiss ya... Nice arrangement and position.. Thanks to the cameraman, a customer who is shopping there and only passed by the shop ;p

Lastly, my ex-coursemate plus current roomate- Bai bai... Thanks to have you beside me all the time.. Encourage me and give supports when I am stressful with job.. Hopefully you will work here well and continue your mission then ;p

Really glad to meet you guys at KL. Although our gathering session is very short and just few hours, but I am very appreciate and thankful.. Long journey for us to go KL and meet you guys, but we still can chit-chat pretty well and the feeling is still the same.. Proven the fact that distance won't be a big challenge among us if we really appreciate the friendship... Cheers!!!

Hey guys, take good care and keep in touch ya.. Hope you guys can figure out a suitable track for your future then.. Pray for the best and look forward for the next gathering ya.. Miss and love you all so much ;p

Yummy Japanese Buffet Gathering with Collegues...

2010-04-09T06:31:00.000-07:00

WooHoo.... our first outing with 18 colleagues & their lovely partners.... That's the outcome we obtained after spreading the invitation email in the office... So happy... still remember the moment when we all rushed to leave the office at 6pm sharp on 31st March 2010.... All so excited and can't wait for the Japanese Buffet at Kage Japanese Restaurant, Sutera Mall, JB.

Sashimi, maki, sushi, tempura, ramen etc, plus free flow drinks, ice cream and some appetizers.... Everyone is so excited and keep ordering once sit down...

Fresh Tempura... Served in hot.. crispy and tasty... Quite like it...

The main dishes of the night..... SASHIMI.... Fresh and nice.... First time I ate sashimi till full... Really fresh till all of us also cannot control ourselves... What in diet?? Eat first then just control appetite...haha....

Maki... Not bad also... But that day not really ate a lot of sushi... ;p

Vege Tempura.. with special sauce...

Fresh baked scallops... Juicy and yummy....

Meat slices with scallops... Nice to have a try.. But sorry because I cannot eat beef... ;p

All in orange and red... But we all already very fulled when this plate of sushi is served... Finally, we all have to share and take one... Just want to finish it... Or else, have to get ready and pay for the compound, as the reason of wasting food!!!

Lots of food we ate for that night... and lastly, our dessert.... My favourite -- Ice cream!!! in the flavour of peppermint, corn, yam, chocolate, vanilla plus chocolate chips... Super nice and sweet...

Ate till super full, have a cup of hot green tea... Chatting with colleagues and took photos.. Is a memorable night for all of us...

Hey guys, lets have another gathering next time... But i don't want to be the organizer this time. I just want to be a participant ;p

Mix Feeling today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-09T06:17:00.000-07:00

Today is Friday...but then I do not have mood to work...Since it is Friday, plus I am going KL to meet friends on Saturday...So happy and excited!!! Hey, SKF gang, our first gathering after our convocation ya...almost 7 months already...How time flies?? Anyway, really can't wait to meet you guys... ;p

Early in the morning, wake up at 7am, can't continue to sleep due to the hot weather.. Get ready and go to work...No mood again... Stacks of papers accumulated on my desk... feel like want to throw away or keep all in my drawer... Sigh and I can't... Still have to complete my tasks one by one... Supposedly should can focus on my works and do it nicely, who knows... so many distractions and disturbances... Made me no mood again..

Well, shifting to a brand new department... everything is very very new to me.. I am like a small kid entering kindergarten, do not know anything... Have to learn everything starting from zero.. I told myself, it is time for me to expose myself to a total different field and gain some valuable experience from there. In fact, it is tough in the beginning... I am so new, and need to adapt myself as soon as possible... Time so constraint.. and yet, I still have to try my best to adapt and master it... I know I can do it.. just I need some time please....

Secondly, received news from colleagues.... not really a bad new, and glad to here that she wish to further her study... All the best to her... She should go ahead and determine her own future... No matter, still fully support to her.... gal, just don't forget us will do....

Some more, today is Friday, work till 530pm only...so excited... super happy... I think tomorrow I will feel happier since I can meet my friends very soon.... Our gathering at KLCC... can't wait for it!!!!

Tonight should sleep earlier... tomorrow have to wake up very early... Really thanks to our driver who can send us to terminal bus early in the morning... Hopefully we can reach KL very soon....

Sleeping time.... Night to me and night to all.... ;p

无聊且闷的星期天。。。

2010-01-10T01:20:00.000-08:00

好闷啊！！！！虽说星期天是连续忙碌工作五天然后让自己休息的好日子，但我今天却觉得非常的无聊及无奈。。。炎热的天气，更让我整个人变懒惰，更没心情。。

今早九点多就睡醒了，然后就做家务，清理房间：扫地抹地，抹橱，整理床位，洗厕所。。时间就这样飞逝，抬头一望时钟，已是十一时了。。洗个澡，然后就与室友去吃午餐。。回来后，唯一能做的。。就是上网咯。。

看了连续几个小时的 <2010台北最high新年跨年晚会>，在那耸高的101台北大楼倒数2010年的到来，气氛真的好热闹。。烟火四射，灿烂的烟花准时在101楼四周放射，真的好美噢！我好想去台湾旅行哦。。。何时才有机会？我倒还要想清楚，好好策划一番。。。

累了，小睡半个小时，但那炎热的天气，让我很快的就睡醒了。。一醒来才发觉隔两间家的马来安娣竟然在燃烧垃圾。。拜托安娣，地球已在面临危机，温度逐渐上升，迟早就不能再容许任何生物继续生存了。。你还在白天狂烧垃圾，还真的没有保护地球，保护环境的意识叻！！！真气人。。。

已是傍晚时分了，听着王力宏的所有专辑歌曲，一边在这儿写写日记，还真享受的。。。哈哈。。最近也在减少吃晚餐的次数与分量，希望我的减肥计划成功！！！但我现在已肚子饿了，怎么办？？哈哈。。。吃苹果及喝蘑菇汤，就这样决定了。。。

农历新年即将来临，倒数33天。。。但我早已在农历新年的心情了。。希望我能顺利申请一个礼拜的假期，好好享受与家人及朋友一起相聚的日子。。。当然也希望新的一年，一切事事顺利，愿望能够一一达成。。还有祈求大家身体健康，平安及天下太平。。

明天又是蓝色星期一，又要做工了。。有点闷了。。。希望星期五尽快来临，然后又能休息了。。哈哈。。。。

日记报告完毕。。。是时候冲凉，洗衣，然后看戏咯。。嘻嘻。。。

End of Year 2009 soon... Year 2010 is coming....

2009-12-07T04:27:00.000-08:00

1 year = 12 months = 365 days = 8,760 hours = 525,600 minutes = 31,536,000 seconds

It is super hard to imagine how time flies. Time passes in the twinkling of eyes.. It is definitely true!!!! So hard for me to imagine how will I be after 10 years or even 20 years time. But hopefully it is a wonderful moment for me along the path that I have go through: from kid to teenager; from teenager to youngster; from youngster to adult; or even from adult to an old lady. Haha...

Thanks to parents for bringing me to this colourful world. I have such precious chance to enjoy and have a look on this wonderful world. Lots of things to learn, lots of things to think of and lots of things that I have to do in order to achieve a better target in life. Fortunately, I have a warm and lovely family who always give me infinity supports and concerns, no matter day or night, or when I am happy or sad.

Since graduated till now, it is almost half year time. I am changing, in term of thinking etc.!!! From studying to working, and understand more on how important are the social skills. Frankly, I gained a lot since working. Although I am just a fresh graduate and my job scope is totally different from what am I studied in university, but I am glad because I have been given a chance to learn a total new thing!! My computer skills keep improving and I am proud to tell all people surrounding me about this achievement!!! Same goes to my analytical and communication skills. So I must try to learn and gain more from my job...

Time will only keep on going and will not turn back. Entering the early of December, and it will end very soon as well. Any dream or wish before the year ends?? Sure I have... Lots of dreams and wishes. Hopefully I can achieve all these one day. Jiayou jiayou... No matter how hard the life is, or how tiring the job is, I will still keep going and do what should I do. Life will be very meaningful if we know how to utilize and enjoy it.

Year 2010, sounds like a great year then... It is the real time for me to step into society life after the study life. Working at other state enables me to understand more on how important the family bonding is. When a person work at a place far away from his or her hometown or family, he or she will always miss own family.

Me too.. I miss my family so much. Parents, siblings or even my neighbour's kid who is taking care by my mother!!!! I wish I can get back to you all one day. I wish I can spend more time to gathering with you all. Thanks so much for all the things you all gave me. Miss you all so much!!!

Well, year 2010... is time to set a target for myself and is time for me to achieve it!!!

Work hard to everyone as well. Let us work hard together and gear towards a better life in future....

时间飞逝。。十一月就快结束了！！！

2009-11-22T00:17:00.001-08:00

二零零九年。。十一月。。。工作最忙碌的一个月份。。。三个大小型活动，总算告了一个段落。。活动总算顺利进行，虽说当中还有一些小细节仍需改善与进步，但毕竟忙碌了那么长的时间，也算不错了。。同事们，大家辛苦了。。谢谢老板娘，奖励我们一天的假期。。真的是感激不尽，因为我已好久没回家了。。。这个星期总算可以回家。。好开心哟！！

小时后，总盼望自己尽快成长，学习一切，懂得照顾自己，照顾别人，做自己想做的事情。。小孩的心态，是多么的天真，多么的纯白。。不知不觉，真的成长了。。随着年龄的增长，烦恼自然也增加了，负担也增加。。。时间真的飞逝啊，难以预算它的速度，因为真的太惊人了。。。

大学毕业后，也就等于结束了求学的路段，踏入社会大学的阶段了。。。进入社会工作，其实一点也不简单，好多东西是在求学时都学不到的。。而是透过工作，慢慢累积经验，吸取知识。。再把它应用在现实生活中。。。

十一月就快结束了，接下来的十二月。。相信也会飞逝如箭。。二零一零年也即将到来。嗯，是时候想想新的愿望与目标，策划自己想要的未来。。希望很快的，我可以找出属于我自己的一片天空。。。加油加油，相信自己。。我是可以的。。。

Busy and Tiring NOVEMBER.....

2009-11-04T05:55:00.000-08:00

November 2009, the busiest month for me... busy with works... time flies without realize... tension, sometimes even cannot sleep well... sigh..but well, I knew this is the precious chance for me to learn more and more things, upgrade myself in terms of working skills: work as a team, learn to act fast and be alert from time to time...

Working for 3 months plus, finally... I found out that I really grew up... Mentally, I grew up a lot... Know how to think, organize, analyze data and understand the theory behind... That's the essential things which we will go through and gain when we start working... Thank GOD, now at least I really felt I have some input after work for few months here. I should work harder and gain more from here.. I need to figure out what type of pathway I wish to step on as to light up my future.

Busy November... supposedly I need to work on alternate Saturday... but there is an exception this month... I almost work every Saturday... Going Singapore for a public forum, Open house for Hospital, Official Opening Ceremony of Hospital etc....Lots of work need to follow up and work in team... and now I realized that communication skill is very important especially if we work in a team...

Hopefully with all these events.. I can gain more and learn more.. Although I cannot back home for more than 1 month, and I miss my family so much... but life still goes on and I know only through this, I just able to grab chance to learn and improve myself...

Good luck will always come to us, only depends on how we treat it as... Challenges always appear in life, we should treat them easy like ABC? or stress and tension?? I wish I can choose the first option, at least I will not feel so suffer... No matter how, still a learning process.. Hopefully I really able to think on another way round and make myself happier and smile always...

Such a tiring day.... Yesterday night failed to sleep...because of a tea latte... Really hard to believe it!! Previously, I was addicted to coffee until coffee does not cause any effect to me... then I stopped taking it after graduated... Who knows one day, even only tea.. I also cannot sleep... Really have to say Goodbye to coffee and tea... I really cannot sleep if drink it... it is time to change my habit....

Hopefully I can sleep well tonight... Goodnight and sweet dream ;p

心情终于恢复平静。。

2009-10-14T06:25:00.000-07:00

上个星期，心情反反复复，一时伤心烦恼，一时平静，一时毫无感觉。。令人不开心的事连续在同一天发生，那种感觉真的难以形容，除了伤心之余，还是沮丧，失落与灰心。。。

生活突然失去意义，人生突然失去目标，或许是我本身想不开，看不透，把当天的状况越想越复杂，越想越糟糕。。一时之间不能控制自己的情绪，终于忍不住掉下眼泪。。真的很辛苦，很压力，很冤枉。。那一天真的很难捱，时间也过得特别慢。。现在终于明白“度日如年”那种滋味是如何的了。。

侥幸的是，亲爱的家人不断的开导及加以安慰我。。了解我的朋友也愿意成为我的听众，听我诉说，并加以鼓励与支持。。亲爱的，真的很谢谢你们。。谢谢你们在我需要安慰的时候，借个肩膀让我依靠；借对耳朵听我倾诉。。顿时觉得自己好幸福，在我需要的时候，就能感受到你们对我的关怀与爱，真的很感动。。虽然你们都不在我身边，但一个温暖的电话来电；一个温馨的问候和鼓励简讯；以及让我能与真挚的朋友自由叙述状况的MSN。。。心情总算好多了。。总算恢复少许的平静。。

人生就是如此，总有起起落落，总有开心及伤心的时候。。事实上，我并不是一个非常乐观的人，虽说我也明白这个道理：人生要过得精彩，要过得快乐。。但当在现实生活中遇到困难或挫折时，我除了压力及苦恼以外，就只是会想尽方法去弥补或解决。。无形中的压力可顿时导致我精神恍惚，情绪大受影响。。

希望有一天，我真的能看开一点，想开一点，快乐一点，乐观一点。。少执著一点，少悲观一点，少压力一点。。

相信自己，我能够做到的。。要从挫折与困难中勇敢站起来，自我学习与锻炼。。总有一天，我能克服这些障碍与挑战。。开拓属于我的康庄大道，画出一片属于我的彩色天空。。。希望在明天，每一天都会是好日。。加油加油。。

My niece---Li ying

2009-09-20T07:48:00.000-07:00

11 June 2009... My eldest sister gave birth to a cute baby girl.. So happy and glad because I am upgraded to become aunt...and welcome the presence of new member to our family...

Her name is Li Ying... such a cute baby...but with her loud voice and extreme loud crying...people will feel surprise and get shock...

See...She so cute...even sleeping can smile at the same time too...

Haha...she can eat a lot and sleep a lot too...start feel sleepy when people hugging her....

Baby girl, you can sit so nice and let mummy take photo ya... solo some more...

Finally, have chance to take photo with her mummy....

Baby Li Ying, hope you will grow up soon..Learn to crawl, walk, talk, and play with us...Everyone feel so happy because of your presence.. So you must listen to what mummy and daddy teach you ok? and have a happy life too...

short break...with family and my voice to my friends....

2009-09-20T06:59:00.000-07:00

After 2months working, finally have a short break..went back to sweetest hometown-melaka and enjoy my wonderful moments with dearest family.... A short break from Hari Raya... Give me a precious chance to take a rest, enjoy my own personal time and space, enjoy the moment with family..

Cook meals for family, doing house work, gather with family and simply pre-celebrate mooncake festival etc. A bit tiring but it is worth, because I had chance to enjoy and share happiness with family.

Bought gift for brother as he just moved into his new condominium at KL.
P/S: Hey Bro, appreciate my gifts ya. Hope you will like it.. I will visit you and stay there if free.. Haha...

Unfortunately, I do not have chance to meet friends... Form 6 gang--- sifu Siew Chen: still having her final semester final exam. All the best and good luck to you gal; Swee Gek: finally found a job at Singapore and start working soon.. Have a good start ya gal, work hard and take good care too; Mee Keau: Tiring working, no chance to meet at the end, but never mind, we just wait for the next gathering when everyone is here ya; Pei Yee: Long time do not receive any update or news from you... How are you now?? Hope you are fine there and please contact with us when you are free.. Miss you so much. Lee Ting: Same to you. Take good care there ya. Have a happy life there too.

The rests of my Form 6 friends, seems we can only meet once a year--- during Chinese New Year!!!! Waiting for the next gathering ya.. Kim Yang: Not sure you still remember that you are the organizer?? Hopefully you will not forget and waiting for invitation from you ya.

Form 5 friends: Long time no keep in touch... How are you guys?? Busy working?? everyone is busy with own career now, really hard to have a simple gathering. Even sms or email also very very rare... Frankly speaking, felt a bit disappointed with our friendships.. Trying to maintain it but still failed at the end... But never mind, still waiting for the next chance.. Hope we still can keep update with each other then.. Hope you all are fine there.. Working hard but take good care too...

Today, 20/9/2009, one of my university friend took flight to UK....will further study at Scotland...Hey friend, hope you have a nice study life there. Work hard ya. At the same time, take good care and take lots of photos at UK, post to facebook and show to us ok?? Keep in touch too. Jiayou ya...

A short break, although just few days, but already enough for me to take a rest, and get prepare to work again. Trying to work hard and learn things... Gain experience and gain knowledge too..I know I can learn a lot from my current job now..

2 days more...and I will back JB to continue my work... Keep myself fresh and work hard again... Waiting to back home again during Mooncake Festival on 3/10/09..

Life....

2009-09-16T05:34:00.001-07:00

Life...is short and simple. It can be meaningful, wonderful, colourful and memorable if we know how to appreciate and handle it....

In life, starting from a baby, kid, teenager, young adult, mature adult till senescence... Life is so amazing... How can a human keep growing: physically and mentally?? So unbelievable...

Surrounding us, are our dearest family, friends, and people, nice views, as well as any movable or static objects. We can enjoy our life very much, as long as we learn to appreciate if it is a nice memory, and learn to let it go if can make us sad.

Human brain and mind...such precious gifts from GOD... their presence enable us to remember what we had met in life...sweet and happy moments with family and friends, but so sad because we can remember those unhappy things at the same time. How nice if we can control our mind?? Just choose the parts that we wish to remember, and remove or forget those sad things??

Impossible...nothing is perfect... Memories include sweet, sour, bitter and spicy feelings...same goes to our life... all mix up...then can create a complete and better life...believe it?? try to imagine, if our life is just sweet enough, then how will be our life?? sure very boring and just flat...no climax and no meaning anymore.

No pain no gain...Human will only grow up and learn to think in a mature way after he or she facing challenges in life.. But as long as we can handle it well, everything will be fine then. Just be tough and brave when facing such challenges, and we will gain more from there.

Think positively, think about your bright future, think about what you should do next, plan for your own pathway. Nobody can help in these kind of things, only you can make your own decision and choose what you want. Cheer up!!!! Trust yourself you can do it, just need some time...

Every problem or challenge.... sure has its own solution at the back..No need rush to make decision, should spend more time to do analysis and come out with a better solution. That's life... At the same time, we must learn to appreciate what we had gained so far and use it wisely...

Life is meaningful... Appreciate it all the time.... Love yourself and think of those people who love you too...

updates...

2009-09-15T05:16:00.001-07:00

Finally....i have some time to drop some words in my blog...

Entering new stage in life...start working..the feeling is totally different when compared to study life..

Life is so miracle and amazing...

When I was a small kid, I just knew how to play with friends and family, study and try to learn and absorb everything in mind...

Until I was a teenager, I learnt and gained more...not only in terms of knowledge, but I knew more friends through lots of activities, and get closer with dearest family...

Then became a young lady, entered university and started with my colourful and wonderful university life... enjoyed very much.. knew more friends...friendship is so precious for me...and I hope we can keep in touch even we are graduated and continue with different pathways in life... cheers for our friendships my dearest friends.....

Now..I am entering young adult level...start owning my own career, start thinking and planning for my future...what should I do next?? My target in life?? all these questions will keep appear in mind...

Wish me have a stable life and bright future.. Wish all my dreams come true...

Sometimes working is enjoyable, relaxing and wonderful... but sometimes working is painful, stressful and tiring....human always like that, with mixed feelings...

The moment when I gained first salary payment, I was so happy....because that's my first earning after working hard for my first job... keep it up!!! hope I can learn and gain more experience and knowledge through working...

Dearest dad and mum,
Thank you so much for your love, patience and cares.... I am growing up and big enough now...mature thinking and I really appreciate on what you all did to me.advices and guidance..Thank lots... I wish I can take good care of you from time to time..Love you all so much...

Dearest Sis and Bro,
Thanks for leading me to this level since young. Our family tradition....Younger member will follow elder member's steps.. Luckily all of us realized and understand that study is important. Now the certificates I gained is much more important and really helps in life. Work hard together and take good care ya.

Dearest friends,
How time flies...so fast all of us graduated and entering new level in life... some of you still further studies, going overseas or study at local university, some of you (including me) start working and gain experience. No matter how, thanks for your accompanions, advices and guidance... I will remember all the happy and memorable moments...till forever...Take good care too...

thanks to everyone...I will work harder in the coming future..

new life...work hard...

2009-07-14T07:41:00.000-07:00

finally...step into new chapter in life, new environment, new friends... everything is new for me.. must try to adapt myself and have a more colourful days in life...sure I can do it... It is time for me to have a try, explore and improve myself, not only in terms of knowledge, experience, soft skills and so on. I will work very hard for it..

Take good care my friends.. meet you all in coming convocation.. see ya..

new chapter of life...new beginning...

2009-06-06T05:46:00.000-07:00

After taking 1 month break.. free from study, thesis, exams... everyday busy with surfing net, msn chatting, searching for jobs, eat and sleep.. Now I am entering a new chapter of my life--- no more study life!!! is working life now... I must try my best to find a suitable job.. try my best and be confident..i can do it...waiting for a good new...

Friends, work hard ya..all the best in future..keep in touch and take care..

Time to say GOODBYE....

2009-05-07T10:26:00.001-07:00

Time flies... Finally finished with my final paper for my final semester in university.... submitted my thesis...completed 108 credits which is the basic requirement for me to graduate and obtain a degree in Biohealth Science... finally... all these came to the end... end of my university life... end of my status as an undergraduate student, and now unofficially i can declare myself as graduated.... finally.. all these things can be achieved within these 3 years...

Now is the time for me to say GOODBYE to my lovely university, University of Malaya.. next, my beloved lecturers... thanks a lot for all the guidance, advices and encouragement... really learnt and gained a lot. I will try to apply all these in my daily life and future then.. thanks anyway...

GOODBYE to my dearest coursemates, especially See Sin, Xiang Le, Geok Chin and Kah Fai.. I should thankful to GOD because giving me such a precious opportunity to know you guys.. Accompanied me for these 2 years, and the most important thing is... my university life can be so colourful, meaningful and memorable just because of you guys!!! Thanks a lot for everything-- be patient and tolerate with me from time to time, give me advice and suggestions.. and lend me shoulder to cry when i am facing any problems or any unhappy things.. really thanks a lot..

Time passed in the twinkling of eyes, 3 years of university life came to the end... my mind now keep refreshing all the happy and wonderful moments.. once again, i cannot control my emotion... tears start rolling in my eyes again... Is time to say GOODBYE to all of you, especially my lovely ESK gang... really not willing to let you all go, not even willing to say GOODBYE to you guys.. If I have chance to choose, sure I wish the time can reverse and switch back to all the moments we had go through.. But in fact, it is impossible.. other than crying and saying thanks or goodbye, I just can keep all these in my mind and wish you guys all the best...

3 years, busy with studies, activities, exams and finally thesis.. Honestly, the time for us to gather is just nice.. no any extra... Seems we just knew each other yesterday... and now is time to leave, aim for own target in life, and drive forward to achieve success in life!!

The moment when we finished our last exam paper, we were extremely happy... hanged out with friends and celebrate.. since we are FREE!!!! free from study, free from exam, free from hitting high catecholamine level, free from stress!! On the other hand, we were sad... because we will separate soon...the chance to meet and gather can be said as less than 50% since all of us wil start busy in planning own future... anyway, really hope we will still keep in touch and take good care ya..

University life came to the end.. Now is time for me to take a break, and well planning on my future.. which step should i follow? working... pray hard so i can get a job very soon...

Finally, my turn going back to melaka tomorrow...

To all my beloved friends.. thanks again for everything... i will remember all the sweet memories in my mind till ever and ever.. once again, take good care and keep in touch ya...muaksss!

累。。。

2009-04-07T08:07:00.000-07:00

累。。。除了累。。
累累。。。还是累。。
累累累。。。除了累。。
累累累累。。。还是累。。
累累累累累。。。除了累。。
累累累累累累。。。还是累。。
累累累累累。。。除了累。。
累累累累。。。还是累。。
累累累。。。除了累。。
累累。。。还是累。。
累。。。真的很累。。

又是忙碌但心情复杂的日子。。

2009-04-03T17:46:00.000-07:00

忙忙忙。。最近除了忙碌，还是忙碌。。时间表总是排到满满的。。连要稍微停下来喘喘气的机会也好难哦！！

不知不觉，一个学期就快结束了！！！也是我在大学的最后一个学期了。。时间真的过得好快，一瞬间，一个学期就已近尾声了。。

这个学期，真的过得好“充实”。。忙于毕业论文，课业。。无形的压力和疲惫。。从来只有增而无减。。就说下个星期吧！！本小姐要应付三科测验，星期一，四及六。。（连星期六也要考试，真可悲。。可是再也找不到适合的时间，所以也没办法啦！）

下星期也要把我的论文草稿（完整片）交给我的教授。。希望能够尽快完成吧。。毕业论文，刚开始还好，日子久了后，就渐渐成为我的噩梦了。。我也不知道为什么，只是很累，很压力。。希望这一切即将结束。。

接下来就是大考了。。虽说有一个星期准备，但是老实说：时间是不够用的！！好多东西要处理。。相信时间会飞箭似的飞过，大考会很快结束。。希望一切都是顺利的。。

大考后呢？？那个时候。。我的毕业论文应该也交上了吧！！我总算毕业了！！不需再上课，不用应付考试，不须再做论文。。。或许之后我会很怀念。。但毕竟还是要去面对。。是时候踏上新的社会，新的环境。。开始适应自己了。。

很期待与朋友们一起去云顶玩乐的日子，当作是我们的毕业旅行。。朋友们，我们即将要分离了。。希望咱们的前途一片光明。。无论将来会是如何，大家一定要保持联络哦!!我真的会很怀念过去我们一起度过的欢乐时光。。永远都回紧记在心。。保重哦！！倘若时间能够重来，那该有多好！！但我又不想重新投入上课，做论文的那一刻哦！！哈哈。。人就是这样。。没有任何事是完美无缺的。。。

祝福你们。。但愿大家毕业后都事事顺利，心想事成。。凡是加油哦！！永远都会支持你们！！

Biohealth Science Thesis Poster Presentation and Acknowledgement...

2009-03-27T01:16:00.000-07:00

27/3/2009 (Friday).... The most important day for our final year university life-- Thesis Poster Presentation of Biohealth Science 2008/09...

Registered at 8am.. Pasted our posters at our own boards.. The tutors just came over and told us who will be our internal and external evaluators.. Really Thank God!! luckily i will be evaluated by two nice lecturers... really happy and thanks..

Me and my dearest poster!! My first and the last poster i did for my university life.. Such a nice poster.. so happy with my creativity..haha...

First of all, special thanks to our thesis supervisor and lecturer, Dr Nurhayati.. Thanks for all the guidance and advice on our posters and our works.. Really appreciate it.. Thanks again ..

Me and my cute lecturer.. such a nice and responsible lecturer.. Thanks alot..

Thanks to all my groupmates (xiang le, see sin, kah fai, hon leong, unie, huda, nadia, irfan), master students (li kuan, rebecca, ing kin, veron) and PhD student (kak suja) who contributed alot for this event and helped us during our Lab work. It is hard for us to complete our works without your help.. Thanks again..Merci!!

So packed our working schedules this two weeks.. Busy preparing everything just for the poster presentation.. decorating a nice and self-explainatory poster, preparing draft for presentation, practicing repeatedly (until no voice..haha..), choosing nice and suitable formal wear, matching it with a pair of nice shoes..

P/S: We went to the printing shop for few times just to edit and correct the posters.. But finally and luckily.. we managed to settle it on time..

My dearest "Biohealth SS Gang"... All of us looked so smart and professional.. haha..

Me and xiang le.. girl, really thanks alot for this whole year.. without your car, i think i will meet a big problem in doing my thesis lab work.. and thanks for accompanying me from time to time.. sure i will remember all the time when we did Lab work till very late and went for supper!! haha... Although very tired and exhausted, but quite enjoy the sweet moments we had..

Me and geok chin.. the one i "admire" and respect so much since i was in first year.. the one who can do last minute work but at the end still can done very well.. all the tests, exams etc.. just the only two things i want to comment about her: 1) her writting.. so artistic...till all of us cannot read it... 2) creativity?? especially on her poster... no offense.. but it is true..

P/S: geok chin, if you have time and chance, how about if you try to improve your writing next time? sure you can do it..but creativity? sorry... i really had no idea on how to help you..

Me and Kah fai.. Hey guy, this time you looked really smart and handsome.. you should set your hair all the time.. learn from see sin.. hehe.. nice to meet you (although you like to "co-operate" with see sin and bully me + scold me S.K. You know what is S.K stands for right?) Anyway, really enjoy the moments we had together this 2 years.. sure i will remember it for the rests of my life.. cheers!!!

Me and see sin (ah pek).. ehm.. everyone praised you that day too.. saying that you looked so smart and handsome.. especially my housemate.. (You know who is she right?) Feel happy right? but is true also.. once a guy wear a formal wear, with a tie and set his hair.. then will look smarter.. agree with me?

p/s: Hey ah pek, really thanks.. you really helped and supported me alot.. although sometimes you give me troubles too (in term of helping you do this and do that...) hehe.. anyway, because of you, our gang became so noisy, talkative and active.. well done.. (good or bad? think yourself and i had no idea about that..hehe...)

4 of us (kah fai, xiang le, me and see sin).. How come we all showing a serious pose?? because we were in formal wear??? haha.. but really a nice photo..i like it very much.. left geok chin behind only.. sigh...

By the way, really thanks to my friends and roomates from biochemistry.. Thanks alot for your supports!! Hope you all doing well in coming thesis presentation too.. sure you guys can do well one.. have faith on you guys!!! work hard..

Me and Bee Chee.. my roomate who always in blur situation.. hey, focus on your thesis and paper work..stop chatting in msn.. kidding only.. just try your best ya..

Me and Mui Hua.. another tough and independent person.. thanks alot for giving me opinions on my poster and presentation draft.. and those chemistry theories.. thanks to Bee Chee as well.. but so sorry because i din't put your names under acknowledgement.. and i should leave a space to put your supervisor's name as well is it? haha..

Me and siew wen.. gal, really thanks for your support!!! to be honest, i think both of us became closer since i moved to UT.. our intermediates: xiang le (your roomate) and mui hua they all (my roomates as well).. anyway, such a great chance for me to know you better right? keep "jiayou" for your thesis and coming final exams as well..

Me and Hooi Thing (Lao Yang).. Since when we became closer? I also not sure about it.. because of you, i had chance to eat famous duck rice and seapark "wantan" mee.. nice recommendations.. remember ask me go along if going to have nice meals next time.. haha..thanks for attending and giving us support during our poster presentation too..

Let's take a photo as memory.. (Hooi Thing, Mui Hua, Geok Chin, me, Bee Chee and Siew Wen)

Biochemistry versus Biohealth Science?? No, no, no, we are under a big family.. haha..

Presentation session ended around 1pm.. Although not a perfect presentation for me, but at least i already tried my best to finish it.. Well done to all my dearest coursemates.. all of us did very well in the presentation...

finally done with my thesis poster presentation!!! so relieved... New challenges waiting me now.. 3 tests in the coming two weeks, Ko-k day, thesis paperwork and final exams.. must work hard for it...

take a short break and a good rest... lifes still going on and i still need to work harder...

Time passed in the twinkling of eyes.. left 1 month plus and i will graduate soon. Will say "goodbye" to my study life and will enter a new level in life soon.. just hope everything will go smoothly.. same also for all my friends.. really glad to know you guys.. my life become so colourful and meaningful.. love you guys very much..thanks again ya... Let us work hard together to achieve success in lifes..

tired..exhausted...

2009-03-18T06:11:00.000-07:00

tired, tired and tired...
busy, busy and busy...
now just have few words to describe me: busy, stress and tired...

such a busy and stressful study life..
poster presentation on my thesis...
thesis paper work..
assignment..
mid-term tests.. 4tests.. waiting me....

tired.. lack of time...
still can blogging here.. haha...
just want to take a small break..
drop few words and then continue with those heavy works..

i know i can do it..
just sometimes feel very stress and feel down...
need some time to adapt myself to such busy and tiring life...
but all these will end very soon...

may be after this i will miss such life...
because i will graduate soon...
no such study life again next time..
so just learn to appreciate all these..

anyway, still need to face it...
just be tough and independent...
try my best will do...
everything will go smooth then..
pray hard for it...

all the best to my friends as well..
best of luck and take good care...
all these will be our sweet memories then...
gambateh and see ya!!

Such a Nice Breakfast + Lunch..

2009-03-14T00:13:00.000-07:00

14/3/09, Saturday...

Me, Mui Hua, Bee Chee, Hui Nee, Hooi Thing and Siew Wen..

Thanks a lot to my roomates and friends... such a good idea to prepare our own breakfast and lunch.. although wasted time, but really had fun with you all.. Co-operate in preparing everything.. really enjoy the whole preparation process.. thanks again ya..

Whole meal.. so nutritious! (Really? seems more oily and harmful to health.. But once in a life time, so just go ahead with our plan.. haha..)

Our Main course: Salad (Fresh BeiJing Cabbage with carrot slices + tasty mayonaise), Sausage, Ham, Harsh Brown (Thanks to Mui Hua and your sister of course), and half-cooked egg.

Baked bread with butter..

Crispy and salty french fries... but wasted a lot of time just to fry it up..

Whole set of meal.. with mushroom soup which is hot-served, plus ice lemon juice.. such a balance meal.. haha.. really satisfied with the meal.. so full..

How much we spent for this meal? I think jz around rm3 if not mistaken.. so Cheap.. haha..

Hey friends, next time we try something special ya.. cook some special and yummy food..

04/02/2009... Happy Birthday to Kah Fai..

2009-02-28T07:12:00.000-08:00

Date: 4/2/2009 (Wednesday)

Venue: Sushi Zanmai, Gardens

Happy 23rd Birthday fai fai.. sorry la..no present or cake for you.. just a simple celebration at sushi zanmai, the Gardens.. Anyway, hope you really enjoyed ya..

3 handsome guys: (from left to right)- kah fai, hon leong and see sin..

3 nice and pretty girls: me, geok chin and xiang le.. haha..

New year, new Birthday, new hope.. wish you all the best in everything and happy forever ya.. take good care then..

Such a nice and yummy lunch at sushi zanmai..

Colourful Sashimi...

Seafood rice..

Chicken rice with smooth egg layer..

Vegetarian Mee soup..

Such a long time six of us not going out together.. i think our last time gathering was during my last year birthday right? So fast the time passing by.. all sweet and wonderful moments we had only can be kept in mind now.. but for sure, i will remember it for the rest of my life.. really appreciate it and thanks for everything..

Nothing to say by now.. just hope all of us have a bright future after our graduation.. God bless and good luck in everything.. Take good care and promise always keep in touch ya.. Miss you guys!!!

Confusing...

2009-02-22T14:18:00.000-08:00

6:18am in the morning.. Woke up earlier around 530am to do revision for coming test at 9am..

These few days wasted a lot of time... suddenly lost direction in study.. no mood or momentum to keep study and not so care on tests or results anymore..

Why and how come this can happened? I also don't know.. just knowing that I am exhausted and tired now.. Final semester really hard to go through, but the time passing in the twinkling of eyes..Really unbelievable..

Thesis lab still hanging half way.. really wish and hope I can finish it as soon as possible... such a nightmare for me.. so tiring!! But I understand that this is just a small thing in my life.. I should learn to be tough and brave to face it..

Thanks to my dearest coursemates.. Luckily you guys accompanying me from time to time..No more lonely..No more sadness.. My university life is so colourful and wonderful. Sweet memory for me and of course i will miss you all so much after our graduation..

Suddenly having such a feeling: Confuse..

Confusing with my study

Confusing with my thesis Lab work + paper work

Confusing with my FUTURE

Many people and friends keep asking me what i want to do after my graduation in this coming May. Will I stay back and finding jobs at KL here or back Melaka? Or will I further my study in master?

The only one I can confirmed is I won't continue with master study by now. I wish to find a job and gain some working experience.. Such a new challenge for me now. I need to learn everything start from the beginning. New environment, new challenge, new life stage and perhaps, knowing new friends..

Wishing for the best and try my best to achieve that..

By now, I should focus on my study first. Try to maintain my result in this final semester.. Sure wil get busier and busier in coming months. So I must work harder.

It is time for me to pull back myself to study.. and it is time for me to concentrate and keep revising my coming test.. All the best to all my friends..

Tiring..

2009-02-10T21:38:00.001-08:00

Doing my thesis lab almost every night this week.. did till 1am and had lecture at the next day!! Having 3tests in the following week..but i still need to carry on with my thesis lab.. just need to arrange some time for me to study and get prepare for the coming tests..by now, that's my final year university life!! Keep busy and tiring..

i know i can go through it..so must learn to be tough and work harder... hopefully my thesis can go smoothly and can complete it on time.. god bless and i promise i will try my best to finish it..work hard infinity..

tiring and exhausting.. no time at all to do what i planned to do before.. i just can do what i can by now.. and cannot plan till so far anymore.. just can put more effort on my thesis and study...

somehow, i was thinking: thesis just a small part in my life, university life some more.. i must go through it since i was decided to do so.. if i fail to face and handle such a small challenge, then how can i facing another big challenge and problem in the future? so i tell myself: i must be tough and brave enough to face all the challenges in life.. must get ready and well prepare..

will continue with my thesis lab again at night later.. hopefully i can get a satisfy result..

29/01/09... form6 gathering...

2009-02-02T04:06:00.000-08:00

Venue: More Cafe, Melaka.

Such a nice and memorable gathering with you guys..although just few of us, but i already felt very happy.. thanks for still appreciating and remembering our friendship.. cheers for our friendship!!

From left to right: Mee Keau, Xiang Pei, Chin Woan, Piong, Mun Fei, Lee Pin and Lee Ting..

Mun Fei, Piong, Siew Chen, Mee Keau, Me, Lee Ting and Lee Pin

Gathering during chinese new year... since when this event become our annual event? i also not sure about it, but really glad and happy to have such event.. at least we can meet once a year.. chat with each other about our recent lifes, studies and futures as well..

First of all, sure need to say thanks to our main organizer, Mun Fei.. thanks a lot... unexpected.. just sent 1 message to you.. request for gathering..then you work so efficiently.. and finally we can had a meet before everyone go back for study..

Mun Fei and Me... Heard said you will be future politician right? don't forget me when you achieve your dream ya..

P/S: actually me also helped in sending message to inform our classmates... haha...

By the way, me, mee keau and siew chen... 3 of us were in "PURPLE" that day.... really unbelievable.. we dint tell each other that we will wear purple clothes, jeans skirt and white shoes... but during the gathering..we really look alike...

See that? 3 of us so purplish...

Anyway, only 3 guys attending the gathering... Chin Woan had left the gathering earlier.. so.. besides mun fei.. our another handsome guy, that's Piong... look so smart that day.. but his handphone keep ringing that day.. such a busy person.. By the way, heard said you want to be a police officer? and wish to get an inspector? kidding right?

Piong and me.. hope your girl friend won't mind ya..

Lee Ting and Lee Pin.. sure i won't miss both of you.. don't worry.. To be honest, really happy to know both of you when we were in form6.. really had fun with you guys.. but i think we laughed more than we chat.. jokes anytime and anywhere.. made us laughed till nearly mad.. haha..

Lee Pin and Lee Ting..

But so sorry because i don't have chance to take a photo with you, lee pin.. hope you not mind ya... waiting for the coming gathering ya..

Me and Lee Ting..

girls turn... our turn to take a photo and keep it as a memory..

Chance for another two guys..

Because of you, my form6 life became so colourful.. thanks a lot.. hope our friendship will not fade as time goes by..waiting for the next gathering.. keep in touch and take good care..

原来Cheras的Pasar Malam是那么大的。。

2009-01-14T09:47:00.000-08:00

在吉隆坡度过了近三年的大学生涯。。但总没机会去Cheras的Pasar Malam逛逛。。今天。。我终于有机会去那么大的夜市集参观了！！我终于可以大声地对大家说：“我曾来过这里了！”哈哈。。

当然，我还是第一次那么迟才去逛夜市集的。。晚上十点多才出门，逛至近凌晨一点了。。此刻我才晓得原来这里的夜市集营业至凌晨的。。真的很佩服做生意的人士们，更加佩服逛夜市至那么迟的顾客。。当然也要谢谢我的朋友们。。让我有这么罕有的机会，在这个时刻看看夜市的情景。。

只见人山人海，大家都挤得水泄不通。。若不是大家牵着彼此，我想还真的很容易就会失散了。。上百摊的摊位，卖着各式各样的东西及玩意儿：食物，装饰品，衣服，新年摆饰，新年糕饼，包包，鞋子等等。。真的是琳琅满目，同时也令人眼花缭乱。。再加上农历新年将至，道路上都挂着红彤彤的传统灯笼。。还有档口销售着红包及新年吊饰。。随着新年歌曲的播放，顿时能感受到农历新年即将来临的那种浓郁气氛。。真的好期待哦！！

虽然天空下着微微的细雨，但人群似乎不因此而减少，相反地，大家还是往前迈进。。继续逛夜市。。真的是精神可加。。我们却是边走边吃，边走边逛，边走边买。。很可惜的是，由于时间的不允许，再加上老天不作美，在旁刮风又下着细雨，结果我们来不及逛完整个夜市集。。应该只逛了近三分之二吧！

无论如何，我已心满意足了。。因为我终于如愿以偿了！！哈哈。。朋友们，谢谢你们的陪伴。。虽说第二天我们早上八点还要上课，但大家还是很兴致勃勃地，顺了我的要求。。哈哈。。谢谢咯！！！结果呢？？明天班上将会出现四只国宝--大熊猫。。嘻嘻！！

已是凌晨两点半了。。不知不觉已夜深了。。也是时候睡觉了。。不然还真的会变熊猫了。。

tired..exhausted...

2009-01-07T07:32:00.000-08:00

累。。。除了累，还是累。。真的很累啊！！才刚开课，已经累得喘不过气来。。真痛苦。。有觉睡不得。。有戏看不得。。有钱花不得（开玩笑而已）。。真可怜。。

累，累，累。。每天不是早上八点就是九点上课。。超累的。。最后一个学期了。。还有那么多的实验要做。。每一科的笔记都要用人力来抄写。。而且还是很赶的那一种。。真可悲。。加油吧！！这次真的是最后一次了。。

累，累，累。。这种日子快点结束吧！！我要自由。。我要向往无忧无虑，逍遥自在的日子。。

十二生肖运程。。星座指南。。您相信吗？？

2009-01-02T17:48:00.000-08:00

又是崭新的一年了，相信很多人都会趁这机会看看自己的生肖运势，又或是星座运程吧！当然我也不例外。。总会抽出一点时间，去阅读自己及家人的运程。。然而，请问您。。您真的完全相信吗？还是只是纯碎当作参考而已？对我而言，我只把这些运程当作是参考而已。。虽说推测的人士是有经验及专业的，但我还是只为参考，绝不会完全相信。。

十二生肖轮盘。。生肖的安排是根据人们出生的年份。。为什么会有十二个生肖呢？他们又是如何跟着次序排名的呢？传说中，听说这十二只动物的排名是根据他们比赛赛跑，谁先抵达终点的将会排名第一，如此类推。。所以很明显的，鼠是排名第一，而猪是排名十二。。还曾听说过，原本猫也是其中一位参赛者，但因为中了老鼠的奸计，所以就被淘汰了。。也因如此，如今的猫是多么的讨厌老鼠，也因如此，现在的我们才能看到猫吃老鼠这一幕咯！也还听说过，大象原本也是其中一位参赛者的。。但详情我倒不是很确定。。这些故事到底是不是真的？我也不晓得，只是听说而已。。

每个生肖，可说代表着人们不同的人格，不同的性格。。根据生肖运程里头的预测，一个人的运程是由多方面联合而成的。。其中包括健康，事业，家庭，人际，爱情，财运等方面来推断的。。

我的生肖：可爱的老虎。。哈哈。。

至于西方国家的呢？他们大多数都是较相信十二星座吧！天空上的星星，很奇妙的，能够构出一个图案。。以前的人们就是随着这些图案而为这十二个图案命名为十二星座的。。

山羊，水瓶，双鱼，牧羊，金牛，双子，巨蟹，狮子，处女，天秤，天蝎，射手座。。一个月份，一个星座。。十二个星座，也有各自的象征与神话。。那么不可思议的星座，如今已用于推算运程及运势。。真的很不简单。。

我的星座：天秤座。。听说天秤座的人。。是公平的，漂亮英俊的，通常都会以和为贵，具有卓越的、左右人与环境的能力，。。。最主要的一个缺点就是猶豫不決﹐太注重平衡﹐反而不容易产生决断﹐因为总是在权衡得失，喜新厌旧﹐善变之至。。但是不是所有天秤座的人都是这样的呢？我倒可没这么觉得。。

当然还是同样的一句话。。您真的完全相信吗？坦白说，我呢，只相信一半。。还有另一半，是我觉得一个人的命运，其实就掌握在自己的手中。。至于您的命运会是如何，我想其实是在于您如何付出吧！一个人的命运在于自己的造化。。而我也很深信着：“一分耕耘，一分收获”这个人生哲学。。

当然，星座及生肖运程也有它一定的可信度。。无可否认，有些推算及预测还真的蛮准确的。。但最重要的。。不要太过依赖。。毕竟一个人的人生还是由自己断定，由自己操控与掌握。这只是我自己的看法，绝对没有任何冒犯的意思。。若有冒犯，请多多谅解。。谢谢。。

in CNY mood...

2009-01-02T06:43:00.000-08:00

Time passed by in the twinkling of eyes...Chinese New year 2009 is coming soon.. The only holiday i have for this whole semester, and the only event i am waiting for so long.. haha..

Lion Dance, a nice symbol in CNY..

This year we are very lucky...because the holiday starts before CNY eve until the 7th day of CNY.. so happy.. The first and the last time in our 3 years university life...so happy and excited.. Furthermore, 1/2/09 is the public holiday for KL, so there will be an extra holiday replacement on coming monday, 2/2/09. Yeah, means our holiday will be extended to the 8th day of CNY.. Such a nice and great holiday..

Things needed for CNY: Ang Pau, Mandarin oranges, and "Nian Gao"..

Unlike previous years, our CNY holiday until 3rd or 4th day of CNY only..we still need to attend the lectures although we are stilll in CNY mood.. sometimes the worst thing is, we still have tests after CNY break.. Pity us, need to do revision during CNY..but what to do? That is the responsibility and duty as a student.. Anyway, to be honest, i think many of us will just keep enjoying CNY rather than just sit down and study for the test.. that is why sometimes we did badly in our first test.. Because all of us are in CNY mood instead of studying mood for the coming test..haha..

Chinese New Year, such a huge and important event especially for chinese.. A festival which can unite whole family through reunion dinner, etc. Families, relatives and friends will visit each other during CNY celebration..such a great chance to gather everyone.. chat and have fun with each other.. such a warm and wholesome atmosphere.. i really love such feel and at the same time, i appreciate too..

Receive Ang Pau from families and relatives.. sending their best wishes to us..

By now, for sure, everyone starts busy with CNY preparation.. still remember one week before i back to Kl, my mum keep asking me helped her to clean the house, cleaning dust, changing new curtains, etc. Although quite tiring, but I can felt the coming of CNY..

New year..all in New..busy in what? sure busy with shopping!! buying new clothes, new shoes.. promise everything in new!! all in red..red Lanterns hanging here and there, the playing of CNY songs at shopping complexes, CNY wishing cards and red Ang Pau selling everywhere..The moment you see that, it means CNY is really around the corner!!

Red lanterns hanging here and there.. Red colour, such a lucky colour and a symbol for CNY..

Countdown for CNY: 23 days to go... i know the time is still early, but still want to take a chance and wishing everyone: Happy Chinese New Year!! may all your dreams come true.. may this lucky year bring lots of happiness, health and wealth, joy and peace, love and care to all of us..

Happy Chinese New Year 2009 to everyone!!

** still the same, sorry for the broken english..

突然间。。

2009-01-01T08:02:00.000-08:00

夜已深。。然而我依然还坐在客厅的书桌旁，依然对着电脑。。只是我不知道我在做些什么？？突然间觉得很无聊，很闷。。或许是因为朋友们都还未回来吧！！众所皆知，天秤座的人都不甘寂寞的。。害怕孤单。。借口。。哈哈！！又或许是还未正式开课，手头上的功课完成得七七八八了。。所以这几天也稍微轻松了。。但忙碌的日子很快就要开始了。。想起又要面对着压力且忙碌的日子，心里不禁寒了一阵子，有点不想面对，想逃避。。但事实就是如此，不由得我去说：“我不要。。”，又或者是心里想着：“我可以选择逃避，不要面对现实吗？”

突然间觉得有点累了。。虽然两个月的假期才刚结束，但总觉得自己并没有好好的休息。。然而我也知道，人生就是如此的劳碌。。要有收获，当然要先付出。。唠叨一番后，还是会乖乖的回到现实中，乖乖的去应付与克服。。

我知道。。其实读书与工作都有一定的压力，问题与挑战。。只在于你如何去面对与克服。。所以？？凡是加油吧！选择勇敢面对，总好过选择逃避。。放心吧，无论如何，我都会勇敢地去面对与应付。。相信自己，我是可以的。。

突然间。。觉得我是时候去睡觉了。。雨不停的下着，雷声有那么的响。。还是什么都别去想，睡觉最实际。。因为我可以真正休息了。。哈哈。。

Welcome year 2009...

2009-01-01T08:00:00.000-08:00

Happy new year 2009!! Drop my first blog for this new year.. Wishing everyone a Happy new year!! May this lucky year 2009 bring greater peace, joy, love, hope, luck, and good health to everyone..

New year, new life, new beginning, new plan and new wishes... thrown away all unhappy and sad things... just kept all happy and sweet moments... So miss the wonderful moments...

Everything in new now.. but some things in life still remain the same: family, friends, memories etc.. so must learn to appreciate.. of course i appreciate it..thanks a lot to everyone..

Take care...

好感人的故事。。

2008-12-30T06:43:00.000-08:00

这是我阅读的一篇文章。。令人非常感动。。也从中领悟了不少。。想与大家一起分享。。希望你阅读完后，也有所领悟。。

所謂的曾經，就是幸福。。。

中午，我站在學校大門口當交通導護，幫助一年級的小朋友放學。卓新勇的母親，悄手悄腳提著一個便當在校門口。被我一喊，她露出不好意思的表情。
「老師啊！．．．」
「哎呀！我不是跟妳講了嗎？學校不喜歡家長替孩子送便當。如果每個媽媽都像妳這樣，學校大門就擠滿了人，那樣，我們怎麼放學呢？」
「我知道！我知道！」
哼！知道了還送，簡直是明知故犯。
「妳不會讓他自己帶便當嗎！」
「我知道！我知道！」
這些話，不曉得說了幾次。每次一到中午，送便當的家長和放學的一年級小朋友，常常相撞在一起，造成相當的困擾。卓新勇是一位沈默寡言，乖巧內向的孩子。有次上課，他竟然打瞌睡，我很訝異，把他叫起來。
「怎麼了？」
他一臉迷惘站起來，不回答。第二天上課，也是這樣，我實在受不了，狠狠地把他叫過來。「你到底怎麼了？」
我已經氣得半死，口氣已經控制不住。突然，他垂頭淌下淚水。我暗自一驚。
「說呀！到底為什麼上課要打瞌睡呢？」
[我媽媽住院了！昨天一直在醫院陪她。」
我一聽愣住了，頓時，心中的怒氣消失了，代之而起的是無限慚愧，
「她為什麼住院呢？」
「是肺癌！」
我一聽，心都涼到腳底。心中想到身體贏弱的卓新勇。如果，不幸那天來臨，他將如何繼續往後漫長的歲月呢？想到這兒，不禁鼻酸。吃飯時，妻子在餵兒子吃飯，我不禁想起，以前卓新勇的母親偷偷摸摸替他送便當。　
第二天下班後，我騎著機車到醫院探望他母親。幾個禮拜沒見，卓新勇的母親瘦得不成人形，蒼白的臉，光禿的頭，簡直不敢相信就是她。她看到我，顯得很驚訝，努力想站起來，但是，一咳嗽，整個人歪了一邊。
「不要站起來！不要站起來！」
「老師！謝﹍﹍謝謝你！」
她吃力喊著，眼眶消出淚水。
在醫院的走廊，卓新勇的父親對我說：只剩下兩個月了！嗚！我﹍真的不知要怎麼辦？」他老淚縱橫。
回到學校，報告校長。
「他爸爸已經六十多歲了，現在母親又將離開人間，是不是我們可以發動全校募款。不管多少，都可以幫助他。」
校長爽快答應。經過幾天募款活動，我們總算募到五萬二千一百二十元。把錢送到醫院時，卓新勇的母親已經在昏迷中。
「我們準備今天送他回家！」
卓新勇的父親，臉形憔悴得發白。我一聽，心頭抽搐一陣。
「老師！能不能幫個忙？」
「請說！我能夠做到的，我一定答應。」
「他前幾天，一直拉著卓新勇的手，喊著：媽媽不能再替你送便當了！我想，請老師再讓她送最後一次便當，只有送便當時，他才真正感受到一位為人母親的榮耀。」
聽到這兒，我百感交集地點點頭。中午，一輛救護車呼拉拉開到學校大門口。卓親勇的父親和一名醫護人員，推著擔架上的人。我淚水盈眶，站在旁邊，伴當交通導護老師。
「到了！到了！」
卓新勇的父親買了一個便當，躺在擔架上的卓新勇的母親，伸出瘦細蒼白的手提著便當，在旁邊人員推送下，慢慢靠近大門口的鐵門。在鐵門的另一邊，卓新勇伸出右手，接過母親的便當。
「媽！」卓新勇嚎啕大哭。
這時，我清楚見到她母親瘦削的臉頰，抽搐了一下，彷彿想說話，但是，又說不出來。
「媽！我不要！我不要妳走！」
卓新勇呼天搶地叫著。我的淚水，再也控制不住，嘩嘩而落。我暗恨自己，以前是多麼殘忍！　隔天，卓新勇的母親就去世了。卓新勇的母親出殯後。一天，卓新勇的父親來到我辦公室，遞給我一包牛皮紙。
[老師！這是你和學生們幫助我的錢，我認為還有更多的學生，需要這筆錢，所以，還給你們。謝謝你熱心幫忙。」
說完，錢一放，就掉頭離去。這筆錢彷彿生熱似的，直燙著我心坎。我天天找卓新勇聊天話家常。深怕他經不起喪母的打擊。
「老師！你放心！我很好！你不要一直替我擔心！」
卓新勇對我說「我很早就知道，我母親就要死了，我也不是不想聽你話，叫媽媽不要送便當。因為，一天當中，只有中午，我才能吃到我媽媽煮的飯。」
我心頭一凜，「為什麼呢？」她很虛弱，家裡都是爸爸在煮飯。只有中午爸爸不在，她才能偷偷背著爸爸煮飯。是她堅持要送便當的。」說完，卓新勇淌出淚水。　

很感人吧！我看到一半就忍不住眼淚就掉下來了！
各位～趁著父母健在的時候，好好的孝順他們喔！
不然........將來後悔也就來不及了！
一直以為幸福在遠方，在可以追逐的未來。
我的雙眼保持著眺望，我的雙耳仔細聆聽，唯恐疏忽錯過。
後來才發現---那些握過的手，唱過的歌，流過的淚，愛過的人......所謂的曾經，就是幸福。。

happy new year 2009!!!

2008-12-30T03:52:00.000-08:00

30/12/2008...one more day to go..then i have to say Goodbye to you, 2008... Countdown for 2009!! Happy new year to all my beloved family and friends...hope you all happy everyday!!Take good care as well..

Year 2008, such a nice and sweet year for me.. memorable and wonderful moments with my family, friends, coursemates etc...and the MOST important is...i will graduate soon!! having my final semester now..Last paper for my final exam will be on 4th of May..so I will graduate on May of 2009!! Convocation will be around August or September 2009... The moment and the only event i was anticipate for so long since i stepped to UM three years ago..

Finally..3 years university life will come to the end very soon..every year with different feelings..still remember i was super busy with college activities during my first and second year of my uni life...then staying outside for my final year..no more busy with activities, but busy with my studies and thesis.. like what people said, final year will be the busiest year for everyone...so tiring and exhausting..anyway..such life will end soon..just be patient...

Busy with studies and thesis... luckily still got chance to hang out with friends and coursemates... as a reason to release STRESS!! haha..anyway, really had a wonderful time with you guys..really appreciate it..thanks alot for accompanying me..cheers for our friendship!!

Now i just hope i will have a smooth beginning after my graduation...step into a new level in my life..prepare to move forward and get ready to face the new environment and new challenges..

p/s: suddenly found out i am getting older...or in other words..mature!!haha..

sweet memories with friends and beloved coursemates...

New starting...new hope..and i promised myself: i wil try my best and work hard to achieve success in my life.. Pray for it...

Lastly, Happy new year to everyone again..may all your dreams come true..

爱一人,但别让自己为一种伤害..

2008-12-30T03:48:00.000-08:00

如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.
人生中有许多种 ..
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

我们的约定。。。

2008-12-29T02:45:00.000-08:00

03/12/2008。。对我而言，真的是很开心的一天。。我们六人终于能够相聚了。。是否记得？我们每次的约会，总是不齐全的。。不是你忙，就是我不能。。这一次，在大家的互相迁就与配合下，我们总算能见面了。。

真是天意弄人。。从陌生至相识；从相识至相知。。当我们考入大学的那一刻，我们六人竟然都得到不同的大学。。。此刻，就一直想到往后要见面的日子会更难。为何说到好像要分离似的？其实我只想带出的是：朋友们，我真的很珍惜我们相聚的时刻，更加珍惜我们之间所建立的友谊。。我不希望快速的时间或是遥远的距离带走了一切，更不希望大家因此而忘了联系彼此。。

回想起中六咱们一同渡过的日子，虽说中六生涯最艰辛难熬，但对我而言，中六生活。。因有你们的陪伴。。我的中六生涯。。每一时每一刻，都是开心与多姿多彩的。。谢谢你们咯。。惭愧的是，我的部落格已开了那么久，我倒还是第一次把你们带入我的部落格世界。。哈哈。。不好意思咯！！

永远的朋友：敏，婷，珍，仪，娇，玉。。。

一起唱-K的美好时刻。。我永远都不会忘记。。。

我与最敬爱的师父，秀珍。。酷酷的女生，中文顶呱呱。。不愧是我的师父哦！

我与婷婷。。其实我们是偷偷站在一家餐厅门前。。所幸的是，它的门是关着的。。当店里的小二急得出来招待我们时，我们却快快的溜走了。。哈哈。。

我和仪。。香喷喷的黑胡椒鸡饭。。好像好好吃哦。。但不是我的。。

我和娇。。相识近七年的朋友。。果然有默契。。一样颜色的衣服。。哈哈。。

玉，我永远都会记得，你在中六时可作弄及欺负我不少哦。。但同时也带来了不少欢笑与快乐。。所以就暂且原谅你啦。。哈哈。。

嘿嘿，这三位小姐。。请问你们在干啥呢？竟然站在服装店前当临时模特儿？姿势还摆得挺自然的嘛。。有潜质哦。。

亲爱的朋友们，很高兴能认识到你们。。记得要永远保持联络哦！！一同加油吧！！也要记得我们十年后的约定。。现在仅剩七年多咯。。加油吧！！

Pre-birthday celebration with our dearest coursemate: xiang le...

2008-11-26T02:34:00.000-08:00

23/11/08... 7 days before your real birthday girl (1/12)... since all of us are going back hometown soon..so we celebrate your birthday earlier ya..wish you happy everyday and all the best in everything you do...give you infinity support ya!!

Happy happy birthday to you girl...may all your dreams come true... cheers!! 22 years old lo, is time to plan your own future... remember: i will be the first who will support you always ya!!

Well..long planning for your birthday pre-celebration actually..firstly, we planned to celebrate without your notice..plan to make it on tues, 25/11...with a reason that we will having a small gathering before we going back for holiday...but at last minute..our little bai bai- geok chin cannot make it..due to her research with master students and lecturer at kuantan...so we only manage to make it on sunday night..

P/S: Should say thanks to me, seesin and geok chin...haha..we can discussed and made decision in the fastest and shortest time...so efficient....nice job!!! (self-praised... but it is the truth..)

see sin, me and geok chin...

Having our dinner at Jaya 33- western food...ehm..not bad the roasted bread...but the main course seems not really nice..but still ok..we all really had fun and enjoyed it very much...

Me at Jaya 33 western food restaurant

See sin, the one who like to "bully" us...and spreading O'nyong nyong virus around the world..haha...

Our birthday girl, xiang le, the one who so lucky...get double degrees at the same time..majoring in biohealth science and in SLEEPING... our sleeping queen...

Geok chin, the girl who always very calm and steady in facing her life and all challenges... I really "admire" you.. is time for me to learn from you.. learn to be tough and independent...

After dinner...our next station.. Tong sui shop at SS2...there...we celebrate your birthday, girl...nice lychee cake...should say thanks to geok chin for buying the cake...yummy....

Make a wish... " I want to be a millionaire... I want marry a rich guy... I want to be sleeping queen...etc.."

Pity gal... your birthday celebration..but your face become "creamy" after blowing the candle...because see sin pushed your face towards the cake..pity you...and feel sympathy to the cake also...but luckily we still can eat that cake...haha..

** xiang le: because of your birthday...we all did a lot of things just for the celebration o...feel touching? haha..

Firstly, me and geok chin went midvalley at the day before our gathering just want to buy you a birthday present..we still lied to you that we went there just for dinner...such excuse...hard to accept actually..who knows you din't notice about that..luckily....

Your birthday present: a cutie and convenient watch...we bought it for you because it suits your style and your small hand of course....and because you need a simple watch for you to bring to taiwan soon...so we just decided to buy you this watch...hope you like it ya..

A cutie watch to my dearest friend: this colour really suits you...

P/S: thanks to chie wei as well...because you stopped xiang le from buying watch..but next time don't came out with such reason just because don't want let her buy the watch...such a funny reason and excuse..joking la.. but really thanks..

girl...really lucky and happy to know you...such a nice and understanding friend and coursemate...muaksss...wish you have a great birthday celebration on 1 december ya...

** taking photos with our birthday girl....

Cheers for our friendship!!! me, xiang le, geok chin and see sin...nice to meet you guys!!

To be honest, really...you guys really made my uni life become so colourful and beautiful... and thanks for accompanying me from time to time, no matter i am in happy, excited, sad, frust, or disappointed.. really thanks a lot...

Me and xiang le..

See sin and xiang le..

Geok chin and xiang le..

Take good care to everyone and see you guys next semester...next semester will be our last semester... so we must appreciate it ya...

To xiang le and geok chin: enjoy your days at taiwan ya...take care...bye...

The most important people in my uni life (VVIP in university): see sin, xiang le and geok chin.. thanks so much for everything.. really appreciate it...

Karaoke outing...

2008-11-18T03:09:00.000-08:00

Date: 17/11/2008...

** Hoo-ray!!! nice and great outing with friends....

Participants- me, xiang le, see sin, geok chin and of course..our sing- k Queen: li kuan...

Venue: Red box (The Gardens)

P/S: But my advice is-- don't choose there if possible...bad service and not systematic at all..

Finally...we kept our promise!! this outing is planned before our study week... seems long time ago...now we already finished our exam..ehm...1 month ago i think...should say thanks to li kuan..the one who keep asking us go for sing-K..haha..

here we reached the Redbox of The Gardens...room 33..the singing session should be from 1-3pm since we chose the package including the lunch...showing our student cards..sure can get discount..not discount actually, just a promotion with student price...haha..but if we wish to extend our singing session..we have to pay extra..it's ok...as long as we had fun and enjoy singing...so we sang till 545pm..haha..long session...sang till our voice also cracked..But it is valuable and worthy..we had chance to practice our voice box!! (as li kuan said...haha..)

Me and xiang le keep ss-ing while the rest busy singing.. thanks to geok chin, a.k.a bai bai...

See that?? this is the first time seesin looks not tall wor...because the two girls beside him too excited.. sing-K till stand on the sofa...haha...

P/S 1: li kuan...unbelievable...you really expert in singing such taiwan hokkien songs...really nice mennn...haha.. Taiwan Hokkien song QUEEN!!!

P/S 2: 3 of us (me, xiangle and geok chin) also not bad...we kept singing S.H.E songs..since 3 of us ma...haha..but really enjoy....

P/S 3: the only guy- seesin...expert in what? expert in driving?? no no no...he experts in singing english songs...

So the conclusion is--- all of us expert in singing...Really?? nope, only expert when sing K among friends...

Release stress and tension after final exam...forget all unhappy things...then Sing K is the best way to achieve that...

hey guys..really had fun with you guys..next time we sing K again ya..but say "NO" to the Garden's Redbox...next time we go the Curve one...haha...

happy 23rd birthday to my roomate - muihua

2008-11-18T02:53:00.000-08:00

17/11/2008...my dearest roomate, muihua's birthday...happy happy birthday ya..may all your dreams come true and future undertakings...

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO "MAN TAO"...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.."

17/11...my roomate, mui hua's birthday

we just had a simple celebration with her..9 of us including her: me, beechee, huinee, xiangle, siewwen, carol, hooi theng and seesin...

9 of us at Ming Tian open-air food stall

A banana chocolate cake and some junk food...that's our small party..although just a simple celebration..but i believed all of us really had a wonderful time...cheers for our friendship and cheers for her birthday as well...

Such a nice and yummy cake....but at the end..that's the cake left after we all kept eating by using a spoon...

Hey girl..23 years old lo..will graduate soon too..just wish you have a bright future ya..try to be tough and be independent in all stuffs in life..but i know sure you can do it well...just work hard to achieve success ya..jiayou jiayou...

Such a nice open-air food court..we had our own VIP seat...separated from people crowd and we had our own space to chat freely..so enjoy the moment we gathered..and took photos as memories too..thanks to everyone...

That night we tried the spicy sausage.. who knows...oh my God..so hot and spicy...till me nearly cry because of the taste..anyway..a nice try too..but..next time sure i won't eat that again...haha..

Nice view... girls..let us take photos and let seesin be the cameraman..haha....

at last..still want to drop few words to the birthday girl: happy birthday ya..friendship forever too...

new life!!!!

2008-11-14T18:56:00.000-08:00

Yesterday slept at 330am..just finished my final exam yesterday..slept without using alarm to wake me up.. at last woke up automatically around 10am..my first time..can sleep without any worry--worry on cannot finish revising..worry on exam..worry everything.but now no more worries on exam stuff...and finally i can take a good break...

New mission comes--> my thesis lab work...i need finish parts of the lab work before i going back home this coming december..really need to put infinity effort on it because i totally ignored it during my exam time.. left aside and focus on my exam first..now is turn to work hard for it..

Lab work..this kind of thing really hard to say and unpredictable..all the results obtain must obey the rules..must obey those similar researches which had been carried out past few years ago..That's what undergraduate student should do for their thesis..luckily i will be guided by a nice lecturer and friendly PhD and master students..at least won't so tension in planning my thesis stuff..all things can discuss with them nicely and come out with a better plan..hope i really manage to finish my work on time..

new life..end of 1 semester..after this 2 months break..just left 1 more semester to go..then i will graduate= is time for me to find a job..is time for me to adapt to new life, new environment and new stage of my life..hope i able to find a suitable job soon..will try to learn things and gain experience from there..i will try my best and work for it..

the dream is still early and quite far? no no no..time will pass very very fast..is time for me to plan on it..anyway..just try my best and work hard to achive success in my life..i wish to make my life more colourful and enjoyable..

By now..just focus on my thesis work first..2 weeks time...going lab to do thesis work almost everyday..such kind of life sounds scary and tiring too..but..i still need go through all this thing..so just learn to be tough and be independent..sure i can do it..gambateh!!

我重获自由了。。。

2008-11-14T08:59:00.000-08:00

2008年11月14日。。晚上十点十五分。。

我终于自由了。。。难熬的考试周终于在此刻划上了“完美”的句号。。真的完美吗？今晚的最后一张考卷，似乎是我在那么多科考试中最难回答的一科吧！无论如何，这一切都已成过去。。虽然不是很清楚知道该如何作答。。但。。我终于考完试了。。那种如释重负的感觉。。唯有亲身体验才能真正理解。。可是目前为止真的轻松很多了。。我的脑儿不再阻塞。。不再不能好好的发挥功能。。只是它真的要休息了。。为了这次的考试，我已虐待它了不少。。无限制性的咖啡。。用手指都能算出的睡眠时间。。真的对不起咯！趁这假期我会好好的对待你。。谢谢你了。。

但是。。现在所谓的轻松。。并不再像是以前那种考完试-所谓的开心，兴奋，自由自在，无忧无虑的感觉。。严格上说：并不算是开心的。。原因也不知是什么。。只是知道自己真的累了。。疲倦不堪的身子，再加上筋疲力尽的脑子。。真的是时候好好休息了。。这个学期的考试，一点都不轻松，也不敢去松懈或怠慢。。只是知道我要尽我所能，做到最好！！但。。我真的有做到吗？我真的还不晓得哦！！

考试一结束。。记得还是下着雨。。但我们还是很尽情地，很潇洒的去喝茶“庆祝”一番。。其实大家的心情都一样。。并没像以前那么开心。。但是。。当我们去一间嘛嘛挡大快朵颐，大吃一顿时。。那种开心的感觉。。慢慢渗透出来了。。最开心的是。。我们五人又再次有机会一起出来聚会了。。
p/s：哈哈。。没想到你当初会那么快一口答应。。还带了我们去吃丰富的夜宵。。谢谢咯。。

这夜宵当然丰富啦！吃了七十五零吉哦。。先来一杯特制的水果汁。。再来个鸡肉拼盘，海鲜米粉，芝士面包。。好好吃哦。。好开心哦。。好久好久没有这样享受了。。恐怖的study week & exam week。。你们是时候让开了。。是时候去休息了。。下个学期再来找我吧。。咻咻咻。。

朋友们，考试结束了。。无论成绩将会是如何，都希望大家每天都那么开心哦。。假期也来临了。。然而可怜的我们。。还要留下来做毕业论文。。突然间好想家哦。。好想回到那温暖的家。。期待这一天的到来。。。

夜深了。。也是时候去休息了。。是时候补充回我之前所失去的睡眠。。所以我决定了。。明天就让我睡到自己自动起身吧！我还要把手机给关上。。哈哈。。

接下来就是为我的毕业论文奋斗咯！！加油加油。。我可以的。。朋友们。。相信你们也一样可以的。。大家一起加油咯。。

yeah!!!!

2008-11-10T21:07:00.000-08:00

So happy today!! although still have 2 exams to go..this coming thursday and friday..
"work hard la gal..sure you can do it one!! just try your best will do!! "
Left 2 more papers, after that i will free.. then can fully utilize my time focus on my thesis bench work..hope can finish it as soon as possible so i can back home earlier..

* home...i m coming...wait me... miss my home so much..miss my family...miss my mum's cooking..miss my friends...

Met my thesis supervisor today..really happy chatting with her..such a responsible and understanding lecturer..so proud to become your student..really..sure i will appreciate and work hard...in my study and thesis..really had fun and very enjoy..first time we can so close with our lecturer..can joking..laughing..."making noise" as well..thanks alot to my lecturer and my fellows...

1 semester will end very soon..1 more semester to go..next semester sure will keep busy and busy..anyway..i must try my best and work very hard..i must graduate within 3 years..haha...
again..."sure you can do it gal..keep it up!!"

dearest friends and coursemates...try our best to achive success!! all the best and good luck...cheers!!!

歌曲中的人生哲学。。

2008-11-09T05:59:00.000-08:00

这是一首很有意思的歌曲。。摘下其中的几段。。想与大家分享。。

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什么人要这么的脆弱堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切就算没有拥有

不要这么容易就想放弃就像我说的
追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色

笑一个吧功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义。。。

复杂。。

2008-11-08T03:53:00.000-08:00

不知不觉。。就这样应付完三张考试。。还有两张。。我就自由了！！经过连续三天的考试，我终于可以放纵一下自己，稍微休息一会了。。这种难熬的日子，总算可以告一个段落了吧！虽说还有两张考试，但相信总不会像前几天那么痛苦吧！！熬夜。。熊猫眼。。狂喝咖啡的日子。。有谁会想念？有谁会想尝试呢?

曾几何时，读书对我而言。。是一种痛苦，一种麻烦，一种累赘，一种负担？我也不知道为何会这样。。从小至今，读书在我的生命中，真的占了很大很大的位子。。读书求学的用意何在？我知道。。就是为了增加知识，增求上进。。。但目前对我而言。。读书真的很痛苦。。我真的很迫不及待想快些毕业。。但是。。人就是很奇怪。。很多已踏入社会工作的朋友，都对我说了这一番话：“尽量享受你的读书生涯吧！！读书求学在人生中是最开心的一件事。。待你踏入社会时你就知道是怎么一回事了。。”或许他们说得真的很有道理。。但目前为止啊。。我倒还想踏入社会工作哦！哈哈！！对我而言。。读了那么多年的书。。屈指一算，已近十八年咯！！是时候换个环境，尝试不同的东西，学习不一样的功夫，自我加值吧！当然每个人都有自己不同的想法。。这只是我自己的看法。。

这次的考试。。说不上难，但也并非容易。。难以形容。。感觉如何就只有自己知。。坦白说，这个学期我倒还过得蛮痛苦的。。如何说起呢？尤其是温习周的时候。。准备考试的那一刹那。。真的很不好过。。然而这一切即将结束了。。等到下个学期吧！相信这种感觉会再次"卷土重来”。。哈哈。。

上课时又不觉得是一种痛苦，或许不甘寂寞的我。。因为有朋友的陪伴，所以就算真的很累很疲倦，我还是会很乐意地去上课。。顶多只是在讲堂内打瞌睡而已。。哈哈。。真糟糕。。这是身为大学生的求学态度吗？

其实原因很简单：因为我总是很珍惜朋友之间的友情。。我很喜欢与朋友一起相聚的感觉。。真的很乐在其中。。尤其是现在。。经过很多事情，无论是如意的还是不如意的。。我已学会了更加珍惜彼此。。已学习好好珍惜身边的一切。。因为所有东西都很有可能只是短暂的。。或许下一秒它就变质了，消失了，又或是永别了。。所以真的要更加倍的珍惜。。当然我也不希望在我的人生中出现“后悔”或“遗憾”这两个字。。然而，后悔或是遗憾。。也是由你自己来断定的吧！俗语说：很多事情，做了决定后，就千万不要再回头，也不要觉得后悔。。所以嘛。。继续往前迈进吧！加油咯!!

就这样。。来到了一个学期的尾声了。。时间真的过得好快好快。。不知不觉也即将毕业了。。想当初是多么的羡慕学长学姐们。。穿上毕业袍。。开开心心的毕业。。明年就到我了。。到时的心情会是如何？一定是百感交集吧！哈哈。。咱们就一起期待这一天的到来，大家一起等着瞧吧！

Finally..

2008-11-03T08:50:00.000-08:00

my first post in November...

finally...final exam is around the corner...two days to go..unbelievable..time passed so fast..in the twinkling of eyes..1 semester end very soon..how many kilometres the time goes per second? nobody will know..what i done during the whole study week? Keep studied only..still remember what i studied? me really don't know..so confuse and blur..seems mixed up all the subjects..just hope i can answer smoothly in the coming exams..

By the way..all the best and good luck to everyone who going for exams..work hard and try your best!! Hope the exam will end as soon as possible.. really tired facing such life: everyday keep studying, study till tired and sleepy...

After exam still need to focus on my thesis project: lab works..hope i can complete it on time..God bless.. and need to complete my thesis paper work as well.. go library searching for information...arghhh..so many things to do..need to settle them before the end of year 2008!! MUST!!

my university life... 1 semester to go..after that will graduate..what i learnt during my 3 years life at university? joining activities, know more friends, hanging out with friends and coursemates, watch TVB drama, online all the time, keep msn-ing..the rests will be kept study, assignment, lab works.. lack of Sleeping time!! haha..

anyway..such lifes will end soon..and it is time for me to plan and decide my own future now..just work hard and try my best.. No matter how..just choose my own road..jiayou!!

忙碌的一天。。

2008-10-29T08:53:00.000-07:00

忙碌的一天又这样过去了。。忙于什么?就只是单单的“读书”这两个字。。已可令我忙得不可开交。。

好不容易花了四天的时间去读完一科。。这一科。。算是很需要牢牢记住的一科。。现在的我，倒还能记得所读过的一切。。但。。倘若我开始读新的一科。。我真的好怕好怕我会将这一科通通忘了。。我的脑袋记忆有限。。这可是我知道的。。但真的没办法。。时间的约束及安排。。不由得我不这样做。。唯有尽我所能。。把所有学过的知识。。完全吸收。。吸入我的脑海中。。只能祈求：到考试的那一刹那。。我是真的可以把所读的一切，顺利地写出来，顺利地回答。。但愿如此。。

加油加油。。朋友们。。你们也要加油哦！！祝我们考试一切顺利吧！

好累啊。。。

2008-10-27T06:52:00.000-07:00

好累，好累，好累。。
为什么那么累？从早到晚都一直会打瞌睡。。真糟糕。。是时候清醒了。。我何时才会清醒？我也很想醒。。但我的双眼总是不听话。。眼睛啊眼睛。。你听听话好吗？让我能够清醒着。。好好的继续读书。。考试来临了。。我要做最后的冲刺。。拜托你了。。
当然。。我也要告诉我自己：加油咯！不要放弃。。努力。。用功。。继续努力吧！
还有时间准备的。。尽我所能吧！！不要压力。。压力的话就会有反效果了。。镇定+冷静。。我能的。。

22nd birthday part 3 + Gathering at Yuen's steamboat restaurant..

2008-10-25T23:55:00.000-07:00

25/10/2008..First day of our study week..but we went for steamboat..haha..as an opening ceremony for the arrival of study week? or just want to treat ourselves nicely? eat nice food before work hard for the coming final exams? haha..

As what xiang le told me..they plan to celebrate my 22nd birthday actually.. and they decided to eat steamboat just because i always said i want to eat..haha..thanks la guys and girls..

Ehm..this event is planned 2 weeks ago..and our attendance are compulsory..haha..(me, xiang le, see sin, geok chin, kah fai and hon leong)..then we have a special guess..li kuan!! our lab tutor..now taking master at um as well..so total is 7 people..

7 0f us: likuan, kahfai, honleong, seesin, xiangle, me and geokchin

We started our way around 515pm.. see sin is our driver of course..
P/S: thanks la see sin..not your car..but you need to drive the car everyday and everywhere..

That's him..the one who always bully me..haha..but he is a nice friend..Thanks la..

Then xiang le just sat beside him and me sat behind..going to fetch geok chin.. On the way going..suddenly see sin asked xiang le exchange seat with me..with the reason that i can help him block some sunlight from entering the car.. (P/S: bad la you..dr.then see sin..you remember har..Revenge..)

Of course both of us don't want..but at the end we still exchanged the seats..haiz..pity me..bullied by see sin..said me 心机重..haiz..wear prettier and nicer a bit also cannot meh? just respect our gathering ma..haha..

Ok then..on the way going steamboat restaurant..suddenly see sin asked me taking out his pendrive from a paper bag and pass to geok chin..sure i follow what he asked lo..or else he will bully me again..After that..see sin told me that the decoration which hanged on his pendrive seems lost and ask me check the bag again..

Who knows...is a WATCH!! That's the present they gave me..a watch which i found at Vincci, Midvalley..i like it very much..but that time xiang le and see sin not allowed me to buy..O..that's my present..now i understood why during that time xiang le kept asking me accompany her go find shoes liao... i don't know about that at all!!

Thanks a lot guys!! sure i will appreciate it..

P/S: Thanks to see sin and xiang le..you guys really expert in acting.. until me also don't know all this at that moment!!

Nice Watch..birthday gift from xiang le, see sin, geok chin, kah fai and hon leong..really thanks alot..sure i will take good care of it..and really appreciate it..Merci!

Thanks to kah fai...My funniest coursemate..

Thanks to hon leong as well..for the birthday present..

Finally..reached Yuen's steamboat restaurant..Long time not eat here..So miss the food and the soup here..and the ice-cream as well..i must eat till very full tonight..haha..

P/S: Li kuan..thanks a lot..because of you..we managed to get a table without a long queue..really thanks...

Li kuan and me..

Ehm..start eating lo...eat a lot...meat, seafood, vegetables, and of course..the most famous food in this restaurant---bbq chicken wings!! yummy yummy..and i ate a lot!!

P/S: Special Thanks to xiang le..due to your small body size and fast action..we able to eat it..haha...

Xiang le and me..

Keep eating...till everyone full...and our desserts---ice-cream..varieties of ice-cream..so colourful and tasty..me really ate a lot..i like to eat ice-cream actually..that is why i ate so much tonight...chocolate, sweet corn and yam ice-cream-- my favourite!!

After our meal at steamboat restaurant...our next destination: sunway pyramid.. actually we went there just simply walk only..took some photos...and watched people ice skating.

P/S: can we go for ice-skating next time if got chance? My request...haha..

Honestly..i like to take photo since form6...and of course during my uni life here..sweet memories..and i won't forget it as well..will remember for the rests of my life..

That's me..so cutie..but i think that will be my first and the last time wearing like this..

ATTENTION!!

Guys and girls: really glad can know you guys..i know..all of you tired already..but you guys still attending this gathering..really happy...at last..we had a "full attendance" gathering.. haha..nobody is left behind...

Friendship Forever...cheers!!

P/S: thanks to geok chin..because of this gathering..you are "forced" to back to your hometown on sunday..so sorry...

Geok chin and me...

Time passed in the twinkling of eyes..3 years university life...left 1 semester to go..and we will graduate soon..just hope we all can learn to appreciate each other and all the things surrounding us.. we do not know what will happen next..where will we go next and what will we do next...so by now...just cheers for our friendship..of course what i wish is: friendship forever..once we are friends..then friends forever..Promise?

We are the BEST!! really?

Really enjoy the gathering with you guys..really had fun...work hard for the coming final exams ya..jiayou and gambateh..good luck and all the best ya..take care as well..Thanks for everything...

P/S: Sorry..broken and poor english..still learning..thanks for viewing my blog...

突然。。感觉。。

2008-10-25T09:51:00.000-07:00

时间过得真快。。转眼间。。一个学期又要结束了。。现在已进入 study week 了。。倒数十一天。。大考就开始了。。

我究竟怎么了？总觉得这个学期我特别的压力。。特别的紧张。。每一次测验。。我都会很紧张，很担心。。为什么？为什么我不能很自然的去应付呢？我应该怎么办才好？相信现在只有自己能帮到自己吧！！我要一直提醒我自己：尽力了就好。。学习看开与放下。。相信这将会是最好的解决方法。。

回想起以前在大学的日子，无论有什么不开心还是压力。。我都会回家。。因为我总觉得家。。永远都是能让我“避难”的地方。。永远都是我能暂时抛开一切烦恼的地方。。所以每次回家。。我都会觉得很开心。。很幸福。。

当然我也学会了珍惜与家人一起相聚的时间。。家人。。对我而言，永远都是最重要的。。所以我会很珍惜你们。。尤其是双亲。。谢谢您们的栽培，照顾与呵护。。您们是多么的关心我们。。我真的一一体会到了。。您们的关怀与鼓励。。我永远都会紧记在心。。我答应您们的一切。。我都会尽力的去实现。。

这一次。。是我第一次在 study week 的时候没有回家。。留在这儿温习以应付来临的考试。。读着读着。。想着想着。。的确开始有点想家了。。向来总觉得自己应该还蛮坚强的。。但最近却发现。。其实我并不坚强。。甚至有时还有点脆弱。。唉。。我知道我不能再这样下去。。我必须学习去面对与应付。。将来要走的路途还很遥远。。我必须要学会坚强。。那才能应付人生中的挑战。。

“慧敏，你是可以的！！加油加油！！”

我的确很想家。。但要知道。。我手上还有很多工作。。都在等着我。。而我也需要时间。。将它们一一完成。。

“我能的。。我可以的。。”其实这几个字。。都一直在陪伴着我。。就因为这几个字。。我才能撑到现在。。所以我要更努力了。。往前冲吧！！

家。。我会尽快回去的。。我真的很想念你。。那温暖的家。。当然也很想念双亲与兄弟姐妹们。。你们可要好好照顾自己哦！

现在心情好多了。。思念的心情依然不变。。但放心。。我会慢慢地等待回家的那一刻。。我会加油的。。

22nd birthday part2..thanks everyone..

2008-10-24T20:31:00.000-07:00

Continued with my study and listened to songs..so TIRED!!!Arghhhh...me cannot concentrate and focus.. kept fall asleep even though me studied at my study table in living room.. why? i also don't know..just felt sigh and can't do anything..I should try my best to study but that time me really can't do that..haiz..

12am, 23/10/08..planned want to sleep early and wake up early to continue my study..since the test is coming..morning some more..haiz..

suddenly..my dearest coursemates, roomates and friends "appeared" with a cheese cake.. celebrating my birthday again...twice...my birthday celebration...so happy..

Honestly..me really don't know they will celebrate my birthday..since everyone busy preparing for tests and final exam..Xiangle and seesin still have chronic disease test on the next day...but.... i just can say: Guys, really thanks alot..so touching that time..but...me promised to myself before..i need to learn to be tough..so..no more tears come out from my eyes..haha..

Thanks a lot guys and girls: beechee, muihua, huinee, siewwen, carol, xiangle and seesin..

CHEESE CAKE....My 2nd birthday cake..so yummy..

My 3rd cutie coffee cake..nice..

Thanks again to my dearest friends..so lucky and happy to meet you guys!!! friendship forever..

That is my birthday present..thanks to mui hua, bee chee, siew wen and hui nee..

Hey friends.. work hard for coming final exam ya!! all the bast and bonne chance! (In French: Good luck!!) Take good care as well..

My 22nd birthday part1..

2008-10-23T22:33:00.000-07:00

22/10/2008, wednesday night..me did revision at friend's house..since i still having a test this coming friday.. and waiting my little sister send things to me- some groceries and food from my dearest parents.. Thanks to my parents..So caring and understanding..Take good care ya!! Love you all...

10:10 pm-my sister reached my house..passing me the stuffs.. what surprised me is..she bought me a cake!!! Blueberry chocolate cake..and help me celebrate as well...

Me with the blueberry cake..

Make a wish..

Dearest little sister: You are the first who celebrating my 22nd birthday..Thanks alot..still remember last year birthday..23/10/07..a rainy night..me at hometown..study week..work hard for final..i still remember you had a back pain that time..and you rest early..left me alone studied at living room..

But..you still sms wished me that time..tell you what? i still kept the message o.. so touching leh..

"ding dong.."..who? my "brother", Clarian..why he was standing in front of my house? Raining so heavily...of course without waiting..me opened the door for him..

Is you..my little sister.. and Clarian.. yOu guys helped me celebrate birthday..and bought me 4 pieces of secret recipe cakes..yummy yummy.. i will remember it forever..thanks again...

my little sister and me..

Thanks to Calvin as well..So touching...although not yet reach 23/10/08 that time..thanks alot.. me really appreciate it..

Calvin, me and hui si (my sister)

Of course my dearest housemates and friends sang me a birthday song..thanks alot guys!! Muakssssss...

Siew wen, mui hua, me, hui nee, bee chee and hooi theng

Really had a great birthday celebration this year..thanks again...

除了忙，还是忙。。

2008-10-21T21:42:00.000-07:00

忙。。盲。。？？哪个呢？似乎两个都有吧。。为什么呢？其实我也不知道。。除了盲目的忙。。还是继续的忙。。唉。。

忙。。的确能使一个人忘记烦恼，伤感。。但相信这只是暂时性的忘记吧！要真正忘记某件事。。对我而言。。真的需要时间，而且还需要很长的时间。。

忙。。是件好还是不好的事呢？

倘若有一天。。你是清闲的，无忧无虑的，那个时候的你。。会做些什么呢？睡觉？逛街？与家人及朋友相聚？还是。。。

有时清闲。。也是会让人胡思乱想。。想些什么呢？发呆？还是想着要有出人头地的一天？

注：我时不时也会想着我有成功的一天。。哈哈。。希望能达到这愿望吧。。

人的思想就是那么复杂。。一点都不简单。。所以。。凡人真的很烦咯！太多事情要想，要实现。。

但我现在最想做的是：我要加油咯。。努力读书。。飞向理想。。创下人生中的奇迹，攀上人生中的最高峰。。我可以的。。用功吧！

nothing...

2008-10-20T23:56:00.000-07:00

ehm..silent night..me studied til nearly sleep..so take a break and leave some words here..
actually quite tired but i can't sleep..need prepare for coming tests and exams..
just tell myself:"girl, you can do it! don't simply fed up..keep on going..sure i can one.."
really? is that true? hope so la..me just can say: ok, i will try my best..
tired doing thesis also..everything tired..haiz..why life so tired one?
but what to do girl? i still need to face it.. now only study.. after you graduate..and working..you will know what is the feeling of tired..that time should say is exhausted..
haiz..life is like that la..just learn to accept la..
life...hard to describe..so subjective..sweet, sour, bitter and spicy?haha..all you can feel in your life..just keep on going la..waiting for a better tomorrow..look at the bright side..like what my friend said..thanks la..
ok la..me rest enough already..can continue study le..hope i can cover as much as i can la..gambateh..

请照顾您的健康。。珍惜生命。。

2008-10-19T19:43:00.000-07:00

这是我从电邮中摘下的要点。。真的有道理。。可以的话，希望大家都能跟着一起做。。

医生建议：晚上10：00前最好上床休息,中午尽可能睡半小时到一小时的午觉(午睡一小时抵过晚上睡三小时),年轻人一天至少要睡足八小时那些经常半夜不睡觉的人！！收到没！收到没！！收到就早点睡啦！还看！
晚上9-11点为免疫系统（淋巴）排毒时间，此段时间应安静或听音
晚间11-凌晨1点，肝的排毒，需在熟睡中进行
凌晨1-3点，胆的排毒，亦同。
凌晨3-5点，肺的排毒。此即为何咳嗽的人在这段时间咳得最剧烈，因排毒动作已走到肺；不应用止咳药，以免抑制废积物的排除。
凌晨5-7点，大肠的排毒，应上厕所排便。
凌晨7-9点，小肠大量吸收营养的时段，应吃早餐。疗病者最好早吃，在６点半前，养生者在７点半前，不吃早餐者应改变习惯，即使拖到９、10点吃都比不吃好。
半夜至凌晨４点为脊椎造血时段，必须熟睡，不宜熬夜。

看到没？这可是真的哦。。可惜。。身为学生的我们，并没有机会这样做。。
相信做工的人士们，也没这样的时间吧！唉。。没办法。。
唯一能做的，就是从饮食方面着手。。多留意及照顾自己的健康吧。。
但愿大家健康快乐。。

finally..i can accept the truth..and keep on going..

2008-10-19T11:12:00.000-07:00

After a well sleep..finally i can accept the truth of losing her..just hope she is fine at another place..god bless..
By the way..i will work hard for coming final exams as well..i will try my best..To all my friends and beloved coursemates: you guys work hard too..all the best..bonne chance! (in French:good luck)
I must learn to be tough..and I believe I can do it..jiayou..

18/10/2008 心情复杂的一天。。

2008-10-18T19:52:00.000-07:00

人生真的很无常。。说走就走。。其实。。也应该学习接受事实。。或许这样对她会是最好的。。不须继续承受痛苦。。真的得很对不起，我并没有机会好好地向您道别。。真的很谢谢您对我们的关怀与照顾。。我们永远都会怀念您。。
这一天早上。。心情都很低落，很伤心。。但我知道我应该接受。。身边的家人与朋友都很谅解我。。真的很谢谢你们。。我会好好地，请别担心。。
真的。。真的要学习去珍惜：家人，朋友，身边的一切。。不要等到失去了才来后悔，反而应该加倍珍惜。。
亲爱的爸妈们，请您们好好照顾自己。。我真的很想回家。。但还须等一段时间吧！太多东西要做了。。无论如何，我答应您们。。我会尽力的。。加油加油。。至于兄弟姐妹们，你们也要加油喔！
一整天就这样过去。。也忙于温书考试。。我会努力的。。
朋友们，你们也加油吧。。考试即将来临，大家一起用功吧！

Welcome to my blog...

2008-10-18T10:30:00.000-07:00

tadaa...finally..i had my own blog..n finally..i got time to write some words on it..hop i can make my blog s colourful s i can..of course hop i got such time oso..hehe..ehm..i like to express my feeling actually..so hop dis blog can help me la..all my happiness, sadness, tiredness...bla bla bla..will show here..my sweet memories v family n frens..i wont forget..remember forever...thanx la..

littleblue1023

2012年的第一篇。。

一切看淡，心也就不累了

Mixed feeling...

最近的心情。。。

Gathering with Lovely SKF Gang

Yummy Japanese Buffet Gathering with Collegues...

Mix Feeling today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

无聊且闷的星期天。。。

End of Year 2009 soon... Year 2010 is coming....

时间飞逝。。十一月就快结束了！！！

Busy and Tiring NOVEMBER.....

心情终于恢复平静。。

My niece---Li ying

short break...with family and my voice to my friends....

Life....

updates...

new life...work hard...

new chapter of life...new beginning...

Time to say GOODBYE....

累。。。

又是忙碌但心情复杂的日子。。

Biohealth Science Thesis Poster Presentation and Acknowledgement...

tired..exhausted...

Such a Nice Breakfast + Lunch..

04/02/2009... Happy Birthday to Kah Fai..

Confusing...

Tiring..

29/01/09... form6 gathering...

原来Cheras的Pasar Malam是那么大的。。

tired..exhausted...

十二生肖运程。。星座指南。。您相信吗？？

in CNY mood...

突然间。。

Welcome year 2009...

好感人的故事。。

happy new year 2009!!!

爱一人,但别让自己为一种伤害..

我们的约定。。。

Pre-birthday celebration with our dearest coursemate: xiang le...

Karaoke outing...

happy 23rd birthday to my roomate - muihua

new life!!!!

我重获自由了。。。

yeah!!!!

歌曲中的人生哲学。。

复杂。。

Finally..

忙碌的一天。。

好累啊。。。

22nd birthday part 3 + Gathering at Yuen's steamboat restaurant..

突然。。感觉。。

22nd birthday part2..thanks everyone..

My 22nd birthday part1..

除了忙，还是忙。。

nothing...

请照顾您的健康。。珍惜生命。。

finally..i can accept the truth..and keep on going..

18/10/2008 心情复杂的一天。。

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